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Lin Yuyan can't help biting her red lips. She rubbed her fingertips on the skirt at a loss. After thinking about it for a while, she turned to cover Xiaomiao's quilt and said, "don't think about it. You'll know these things when you are old."

"But..."

"I've been running around all day. Go to sleep." Lin Yuyan deliberately accentuated the tone.

"Oh."

Xiao Miao answered with a mouthful and lay down quietly. After a while, she fell asleep.

Lin Yuyan looks at the sleeping face of the child on the bed, with some melancholy in her eyes.

She got up and went to the outer room. As soon as she sat down, she heard the sound of closing the door outside. After a while, she heard the sound of stepping in the yard. Xiaojingyan came in.

"I'm back."

After seeing xiaojingyan, Lin Yuyan showed a smile and said, "have you drunk?"

"Well."

Xiaojingyan nodded with a smile and shrugged helplessly: "no way."

In order to integrate into this place, filial piety naturally has to adapt to the living habits of the people here. It's inevitable to be called to drink two cups in the past.

With that, xiaojingyan looked inside Westinghouse and said, "Xiaomiao is asleep?"

"Sleep." Lin Yuyan replied.

Xiaojingyan saw that she was worried in her eyes, so she sat down and asked, "Yuyan, what's the matter? Not happy? "

Lin Yuyan knew that her mind could never escape from the eyes of filial piety, so she said truthfully: "Xiao Miao has always asked about her father during this period of time."

Smell speech, filial piety speech also can't help but frown.

This day, after all, has come.

When I first entered this town, xiaojingyan, Lin Yuyan, and a child with a western face, such a combination was not less attracted by strange eyes.

However, Lin Yuyan and xiaojingyan have experienced so much that they have long been immune to other people's opinions and opinions, but children can't.

Xiaojingyan sighed and said, "Yuyan, it's not the way to go on like this. Xiaomiao is growing up day by day. Sooner or later, he has to face other people's questions. There are some things that we have to tell him after all. Xiaomiao can't last forever. "

Xiao Miao.

It's the child's nickname.

When Lin Yuyan named her child, because she was by the sea, she took the word Miao, but her surname has not been determined.

Lin Yuyan wants her child to share her surname with Lin, but she is stopped by xiaojingyan. Xiaojingyan asks her: do you want to live with this child all your life? Lin Yuyan hesitates. The surname has been there all the time. Until now, she only calls her child Xiaomiao. But as the child grows up, one day he will go to school and enter the society. Even if he is asked to live in seclusion in a small place for a lifetime because of his life experience, he will always have a surname.

Xiaojingyan asked: "Yuyan, Xiaomiao is five years old. What's your plan for the future?"

Plan?

Lin Yuyan was a little confused when she heard these two words.

What can she do?

Xiaojingyan looked at her and whispered: "Yuyan, in fact, you already have the answer in your heart, but you don't know how to face it, do you?"

Lin Yuyan understand the meaning of filial piety words, can not help but lower the head, lips slightly pursed.

Xiaojingyan understands that Lin Yuyan can't let go of Lu Fengting. At the beginning, she chose this child between Lu Fengting and the child. Over the past few years, although Lin Yuyan doesn't say it on the surface, xiaojingyan can see that she is very sorry for Lu Fengting.

Xiaojingyan slowly said: "Yuyan, you love Lu Fengting, and your love for him has not decreased at all. In recent years, you should think about Lu Fengting all the time. It's just that you feel so guilty about him that when you think about him, your guilt outweighs that love."

Lin YuYan's eyes turned red. After a while, a helpless and bitter smile appeared on her lips: "Jingyan, no matter what, I can't go back. When I choose Xiaomiao, I have already broken the heart of Fengting. "

Filial piety speech pause a few seconds, said: "even if you feel unable to face Lu Fengting, then Xiaoxi and Xiaoning? And uncle Lin! "

Tears whirled in Lin YuYan's eyes.

In recent years, she has been outside, for the children, for her father, she owes too much.

Lin Yuyan said: "maybe I will hide in the corner to see them in the future."

"Is that all?" Filial piety asks.

"What can I do?" Lin Yuyan painful way: "if I appear in front of them, the wind court will see how to think?"

Xiaojingyan can't help but feel stunned. After a long time, he said slowly: "you are afraid that your appearance will bring secondary damage to Lu Fengting, so you are ready to live a lifetime in the corner with a huge sense of guilt?"

Lin Yuyan is silent.

Surprised, xiaojingyan shook his head: "Yuyan, I can't let you become like that, I can't let you spend your next life in such a gray way. Yu Yan, I want to tell you something. In fact, I found you in Tiandu, and your departure was deliberately arranged by Lu Fengting. "In the next few minutes, xiaojingyan tells Lin Yuyan the whole thing from beginning to end.

Lin Yuyan has been gnawing tears in her eyes, and finally can't help but flow down, "Jing Yan, what you say is true?" Xiaojingyan nodded and said: "Yuyan, think about it. With Lu Fengting's understanding of you, doesn't he know that you will choose this child? To say the least, with Lu Fengting's love for you, no matter how much he hates that child, he will not show it in front of you. Because he knows how sad you would be if he showed his disgust for the child in front of you "Therefore, there is only one explanation for this matter. Lu Fengting wants you to leave. Although I don't know the reason, he must be for your own good. Also, Yuyan, do you think I will really meet you there by chance? It was Lu Fengting who told me in advance that you are likely to ask me for help, so I have been waiting for you there

From the first tears fall down, Lin YuYan's tears will be like broken line general, keep falling.

She kept crying, she kept crying.

She didn't dare to cry, because she was afraid to wake Xiaomiao up. Her mood was extremely complicated, but she couldn't express it. She could only keep tears in her eyes.

Xiaojingyan sighed and said: "Yuyan, now I know you have a lot to say, but you can't say it in your throat. I understand this state. Yuyan, promise me not to bear so much guilt. That's not what you should bear."

Lin Yuyan cried and shook her head: "no, I'm sorry for Fengting. I'll never know his love and affection for me." Xiaojingyan looked at her quietly. When her crying stopped, she asked, "Yuyan, do you want to go back and have a look at the children and Lu Fengting?"

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