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"Oh, it seems that Xiaoling is excellent." Chu Liang said.

"Well?"

Luo Yun looked at Chu Liang with great interest and said, "are you jealous?"

Chu Liang's words were stopped for a moment.

Luo Yunqing explained: "for Xiaoling, I just..."

"All right!"

Chu Liang quickly interrupted Luo Yunqing, "don't explain this to me."

Luo Yun gently smile with deep meaning, continue to say: "when Lu Xiaoxi heard that I know this position, her face is a little wrong, look at you when the eyes some complain, although it is a flash, but I found." "At that time, I had guessed that Lu Xiaoxi might not say anything because of you, but she still didn't trust me in the bottom of her heart, so I thought of a way to find a person she trusted very much, and the person she trusted was one of my subordinates. In this way, she would trust me completely."

Chu Liang asked: "so you are going to look for Xiaoling these days?"

"Yes."

Luo Yun nodded lightly: "Xiaoling is performing tasks in other places. I went there to help him speed up the task and then brought him over."

"Oh."

Chu Liang takes his eyes away from Luo Yunqing. He finds that the man is still the same and his mind is like silk.

Luo Yunqing stood up, walked slowly to Chu Liang and stretched out his hand to pull his arm. However, Chu Liang dodged his hand just as he stretched it out.

"What are you doing?"

Chu Liang frowned slightly.

Luo Yunqing awkwardly took back his hand and said seriously, "do you still have no way to forgive me?"

Chu Liang was stunned for a few seconds. He did not speak, affirm or deny.

"Chu Liang, last year, my mother died." Luo Yun said softly.

Hearing the speech, Chu Liang was stunned. Luo Yunqing's voice was a little sad, and he continued: "I decided to take you to Luo's home at that time, because I was too hasty and thought too simply. I think I've smoothed the impact of my father's accidental death, but I didn't expect that my father's death had such a profound impact on the whole mercenary regiment, especially for my mother, who had changed her character greatly, became irritable and hysterical when she was in trouble. Well, I should have discovered that earlier. " "Chu Liang, I really fought for it. You believe me! My mother and I said that if she didn't agree with our relationship, I would leave the mercenary Corps so that she would never find me. She was frightened by my words and asked me to give her a night to think about it. As a result, in the middle of the night, she was found swallowing

a lot of sleeping pills in her bedroom, and there was a written suicide note beside the bed. "

"When they were sent to the hospital and washed their stomach, the doctor said they had rescued them. If they came a few minutes later, they would be gone. When she woke up, she told me a lot that this mercenary regiment has been handed down for so many years and can't be broken in my generation. "

"I looked at her pale face and listened to her weak tone. I had no second choice."

Luo Yunqing's voice is full of sadness, helplessness and guilt.

"Why didn't you tell me that then?" Chu Liang was moved.

At that time, Luo Yunqing placed him outside and came to see him every once in a while, but only to see him. He asked Luo Yunqing, who said nothing, difficulties and promises.

If Luo Yun had told him this, his heart might not have been so sad.

Luo Yun sighed, shook his head and said, "I don't want to put too much pressure on you."

"Pressure?"

Chu Liang smiles with complicated emotions: "is the pressure on me to choose to be with you still small? Your mother objected. What about my father? What about those whiplash marks on my body? What about everything I used to be? You can't put your mother down. What about me? I put everything down for you

"You decided at that time not to say anything, then never! What do you mean by telling me now? Let me understand you? Understand your pressure, your helplessness, your guilt? "

"Luo Yunqing, I tell you, I can't understand! Do you know how I came over these years? When I leave you want to turn around, I found that there is nothing behind me, because I gave up all that for you! Do you understand that feeling? "

"I'm sorry your mother died. I don't hate her, really, just like I don't hate my father even if he whipped so many whips on me. But I can't pass your heart knot. "

When Chu Liang finished, there were tears hanging in the corner of his eyes. He wiped away the tears with the back of his hand, and said, "Luo Yunqing, I tell you, if you want to stay, keep a distance from me! If you still want to do something, just go

As the voice fell, Chu Liang turned and left.

Luo Yun light want to hold him, hand extended to half, but drew back.

At last, he could only look at Chu Liang's back and sigh a long time.

In the living room, Lu Xiaoxi and Xiaoling looked at each other for a long time, speechless.

Lu Xiaoxi wants to talk but stops.

Looking at Xiaoling in front of her, she had many questions in her stomach. She didn't know which one to ask first.Xiaoling smiles and breaks the silence: "Xiaoxi, I know you have a lot of problems now."

Said, Xiaoling pointed to the sofa: "let's sit down first, I'll tell you a little bit."

Next, Lu Xiaoxi sat down and listened to Xiaoling's story. "When I went out of the Lin family, I was thinking about how I would live in the future. Later, I decided that I would go to a strange place and live a new life in an environment where no one knew me. I would live an ordinary life, experience ordinary people and things, and feel the emotions in the ordinary atmosphere as my father hoped."

"With such an idea in mind, I went far alone and went to many places. Later, by chance, I saved the people of Yunfei mercenary Corps. Then I met Luo Yunqing, who threw an olive branch at me and asked me to join Yunfei mercenary Corps. " "I didn't agree at that time, especially after I found out how the mercenary regiment existed. Joining this kind of organization runs counter to my idea of living an ordinary life. As a result, Luo Yunqing said to me, "it's not only ordinary people's life that can make you grow up in a good direction. As long as you have a firm belief in growing up in a good direction, no matter what life you live, you can become the kind of person you want to be."

"I didn't really understand what I said until two years after I joined the Yunfei mercenary corps and carried out the task for the first time."

"When I was living an ordinary life, I realized that it was simple, there was not so much intrigue, it was very simple every day, and my desire was much less. Slowly understand my father wanted me to be an ordinary person "After entering the mercenary regiment, you will experience responsibility and responsibility. Even if it is a simple task, if there are mistakes and deviations, the impact will be huge. The consequences are not only your own responsibility, but also your friends and the whole mercenary regiment."

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