In the past six years, she and Lu Jiayi have changed from the closest lover to the most familiar stranger. She is not sad.
She thought Lu Jiayi must hate herself, but unexpectedly, he could say this today. It can be seen that she still thinks of her in her heart. She thinks he won't care about this problem in his life and won't want to know the answer to this problem.
For six years, Lu Jiayi deliberately made trouble for her and tortured her. She survived
Now Lu Jiayi is so gentle that she feels distressed.
What kind of affection can make such a proud man lower his head and tear the wound in his heart to question the truth of that incident?
Shen Xinbai sometimes feels that people are the most complex animals in the world. Some things are obviously very simple, but they are artificially complicated.
It was not that she didn't want to say it or was unwilling to say it, just because she couldn't say it.
Yes, it can't be said that she promised aunt Lu to hide this secret all her life. She understood that Aunt Lu was worried that after Lu Jiayi knew the truth, she couldn't bear such a blow. At that time, things would only get worse, not as bad as now.
Although they torture each other, it's better to suffer alone than everyone... Isn't it?
"Heart white, tell me, I want to know everything."
Lu Jiayi at the other end of the phone asked again.
After taking a deep breath, Shen Xinbai whispered, "there's nothing to say. Didn't you see it all? I'm sorry for you. I'm cheap. I have a child with others."
"Who? Whose child? Whose child did you give birth to?" Lu Jiayi was excited again and pressed step by step.
"I don't know who... Is." this sentence is true. Shen Xinbai really doesn't know who the man with the golden mask is.
"Shen Xinbai, you lied to me again." Lu Jiayi sneered at the other end of the phone.
"I didn't lie to you, Lu Jiayi. I swear to God, I really don't know who the child is." Shen Xinbai replied solemnly.
After hearing this, Lu Jiayi smiled coldly again. Although this smile was across the phone, Shen Xinbai still heard the taste of ridicule.
"Shen Xinbai, you don't even know who the child is? In other words, you can't remember who you've been to? You're really cheap enough. It's Lu Jiayi who misunderstood you." after saying that, before Shen Xinbai spoke, he resolutely hung up the phone.
When the busy beep came, Shen Xinbai only felt faint pain in his heart again
She really didn't know who the child was, but who did she do that for?
Lu Jiayi, I have been in your Lu family for 12 years. You still don't really know me and trust me.
"Mommy, did you quarrel again?" the little milk bag's words pulled Shen Xinbai's free thoughts back.
Shen Xinbai shook his head: "No."
"Lu Jiayi asked you, who is my biological father? Is he?" xiaonaibao had high IQ and EQ since childhood, so she heard Shen Xinbai's reaction and words just now and speculated about the dialogue between her and Lu Jiayi.
"Baby, don't think about it. Whoever your father is has nothing to do with him."
"Then I'm really not Lu Jiayi's son, am I?"
Shen Xinbai didn't expect his son to ask, so he suddenly didn't know how to answer.
The little milk bag looked at his mother's reaction, then bowed his head and whispered like self consolation: "In fact, if you don't tell me, I know that my father is definitely not Lu Jiayi, otherwise you would have been married. If he didn't like you so much, you would have been together long ago, wouldn't you? But you don't want to say, even if I don't want to kiss my father anyway. It's enough to have you, Mommy."
After hearing the child's words, Shen Xinbai felt a pain in her heart again. Then she flicked her son's head with her finger and turned off the topic: "Mr. Shen, please don't speculate like Sherlock Holmes, okay? Let's go. It's almost time to go home for a snack. After swimming for so long, I'm hungry."
Xiaonaibao knew that mommy was in a bad mood and deliberately turned aside the topic. She simply didn't expose it, but silently followed her out of the swimming pool.
The next morning.
Shen Xinbai drove a white Buick and still sent a small milk bag to school. Maybe it was because of Lu Jiayi's words last night, so Shen Xinbai lost sleep all night. Not only did she get up late, but even the dark circles under her eyes came out rarely.
"Mommy, you're going to be late for work. Stop ahead. There's the school bus stop. I'll just take the school bus myself."
"Can you?" Shen Xinbai looked at his watch. Indeed, if he sent the children again, he was afraid he would be really late.
"Of course, no problem. The school bus is full of children from our kindergarten."
"Well, be careful yourself."
Xiaonaibao nodded, got off at the previous stop, and then changed to the school bus... Shen Xinbai turned around and drove towards the company.
When xiaonaibao was crossing the road after getting off the school bus, a black Bentley drove towards him at the corner.
The speed was very fast. Suddenly, the driver braked sharply and stopped just a few centimeters away from the small milk bag.
"God, that's close." the Bentley driver was scared out of his wits and immediately got off to check.
The man in the back of the Bentley opened the window slowly, revealing a delicate face that brought disaster to the country and the people.
"Did you hurt the child?" the man's voice was very good.
The little milk bag couldn't help looking at the window, then tooted his mouth and looked at the man in the car and said, "eh? Uncle, you look like me?"
The man in the back seat of the Bentley was stunned, and then looked at the little boy in front of him curiously.