Chapter 44

"Children, Lu Shi, are all my alms, which you must admit." Xiao Yan further clarified.

Shen Xinbai was stunned... Yes, indeed. Therefore, she has no confidence to refute.

Without that 30 million yuan, Lu could not rise again; Without that night, the little milk bag could not have come to her world. Xiao Yan can say this, but she can't say that all this is not what she wants. Because she did accept the charity of Xiao Yan, and she did take the initiative to go to Xiao Yan's bed.

"Mr. Xiao, it's too late today. We might as well talk about something tomorrow. What do you think?" Shen Xinbai said.

When Shen Xinbai said "it's too late", Xiao Yan's cold eyes suddenly jumped with a touch of light, a touch of... Cunning light.

"Shen Xinbai, I don't know if you've ever thought about that night alone in these years?" Xiao Yan said, got up and approached Shen Xinbai step by step. "That night, you should also... Enjoy it very much?"

Seeing Xiao Yan approaching and standing in front of her, lowering her head and almost facing the tip of her nose, Shen Xinbai's heart beat uncontrollably faster, and even her body trembled.

The nightmare of that night

That night

"Hmm?" Xiao Yan's voice was lower. His low voice, with magnetic charm, rang through Shen Xinbai's ears.

Shen Xinbai could even feel him blowing in his ear: "why not... Let's recreate the scene now?"

"Ah... Go away! Xiao Yan, go away..." Shen Xinbai suddenly pushed Xiao Yan away with both hands and feet, shouting out of control, "go away! Don't touch me... Don't touch me... Please don't touch me..."

As he spoke, his voice became lower and lower... Lower and lower... Finally, it was so low that there were only bursts of sobs.

She doesn't want it. She doesn't want it. But she can't help it.

If we don't do that, the Lu family will have no hope, and Lu Jiayi will have no hope. She can't watch Lu Jiayi destroy it. She can't.

Xiao Yan was stunned to see her sobbing white heart sitting on the floor with her head buried in her knees.

Originally, I just wanted to tease this woman. I didn't expect this to happen. What the hell? Did he force her before?

This woman seems to have turned things upside down, doesn't she? To be exact, the victim was drugged and confused the night before, right?

"Mommy, Mommy, what's the matter with you?" the little milk bag knocked on the door urgently.

Hearing the sound of the little milk bag, Shen Xinbai quickly wiped the tears on his face and took a deep breath, pretending to be calm.

After calming down for a moment, he replied in a smooth voice as far as possible: "Mommy is fine, just accidentally fell! Shake your head, go and play with Mengmeng, don't worry about Mommy."

"I don't believe it," shook. "Mommy must have nightmares again. Every time mommy has nightmares, it's like this... Mommy, open the door and shake and hug you."

"Shake well, how can Mommy have nightmares? Mommy is not asleep. Mommy is chatting with her uncle." Shen Xinbai said.

Xiao Yan took a step to open the door. Shen Xinbai was surprised and immediately grabbed Xiao Yan and said, "don't go. I don't want Yaoyao to see me now."

Xiao Yan looked at the tears on his white face and stopped.

"Shake, mom just accidentally knocked at the foot of the bed. Don't disturb her. Mom rubbed it and went out soon." Xiao Yan said.

"Oh, OK." Yaoyao listened to Xiao Yan very much.

Shen Xinbai looked at Xiao Yan gratefully, and seemed to have forgotten what had just happened. Xiao Yan looked at it. Shen Xinbai grabbed his hand, her hand, and tightly grasped his.

Is there something wrong with this woman? He just put his mouth to her ear and scared her like this?

Shen Xinbai also noticed that he took Xiao Yan's hand and took it back awkwardly.

He wiped the remaining tears on his face again, covered his eyes with his hands and wiped them. For a long time, when I looked at Xiao Yan again, I looked very calm.

"I'm sorry, I just lost my temper. Did I scare you?" due to Xiao Yan's calming and shaking behavior, Shen Xinbai decided not to care about his previous provocative behavior, but he still had to say, "just, I hope similar things don't happen again."

"Something similar? Do you mean... Something similar to that night, or something similar to just now?" Xiao Yan asked deliberately.

"Both." Shen Xinbai said.

In fact, when Shen Xinbai said the last sentence, he just subconsciously pointed to what just happened. But since Xiao Yan asked so specifically, she might as well be more precise.

"Shen Xinbai, I think you seem to have mixed up some things." Xiao Yan leaned against the wall with his trouser bags in his hands. His eyes were not very cold. "That night, you climbed into my bed and took the initiative to throw yourself into my arms. I never seemed to force you."

Shen Xinbai grits her teeth. She knows what Xiao Yan said is true. She opened the door of the room, herself... But after lying in bed, everything was beyond her control. The man in the golden mask is like fire

"Miss Shen, do you often do such things as erecting chastity memorial archway after being a watch? For example, today's blind date." Xiao Yan said.

This woman looks innocent. He hasn't investigated her for cheating today! She was almost blinded by her deer like panic.

"I'm sorry about today," Shen Xinbai said, "and there's nothing to explain. I really lied to you. But I think it doesn't make any difference for Mr. Xiao whether I stay in the company for a meeting or go to dinner with my friends. The important thing is that you and Yaoyao have a separate time, and I can see that this period of time is very wonderful."

"Not only that," Xiao Yan pointed to the color on his face and said, "thanks to you, I'm lucky for the first time in my life. So, I think I need a reasonable explanation. Why did you go to see that man? Don't tell me, you've always maintained the habit of dating for so many years. I've investigated your life over the years."

"In order to have an end with Lu Jiayi", since Xiao Yan asked, Shen Xinbai didn't want to hide it from him. Anyway, it was a good thing to let him see his determination. "Lu Jiayi was greatly stimulated because he was pregnant with shaking. Most of the confusion in his private life over the years has something to do with me. So aunt Lu asked me to let him die completely."

Xiao Yan looked at Shen Xinbai thoughtfully. For a long time, he said, "so, in order to make Lu Jiayi lose his heart, you'd rather let him think you're a fickle woman?"

"He thought so long ago. At the moment he learned that I was pregnant," Shen Xinbai said with a bitter smile, "today's thing is just to let him know that I don't have him at all."

Xiao Yan stared at Shen Xinbai for a long time, shook his head with a sneer and said, "Shen Xinbai, I have to say that your dedication shocked me. But the sad story is not enough to move me. You still have only two choices: either lose shaking within ten days, or leave Lu within ten days and cut off all ties with the Lu family."

After talking, Xiao Yan turned and left. When holding the door handle, he stopped and looked back at Shen Xinbai. He gave her a deep lock and said, "and I believe you can make the right decision."

"I also hope you can make the right decision." after Xiao Yan left, this sentence always hovered in Shen Xinbai's mind.

In fact, Xiao Yan's method doesn't make sense, does it?

Yaoyao needs a complete home. Obviously, living in a sound environment with a father and a mother is more beneficial to his growth than hiding away from himself and wandering around the world

Thinking of this, Shen Xinbai softened and leaned slowly against the corner of the wall... Thinking of Xiao Yan, his mood became complicated.

But can Xiao Yan really be kind to their mother and son? Can Xiao really accept their mother and son? The former she is not sure, but the latter, the conclusion is certain - No.

If you accept Xiao Yan's proposal, it is likely that everything about her and Yaoyao will be completely controlled by Xiao Yan from now on.

Xiao Yan has such a strong desire for control that he's afraid it's not good for the free growth of shaking. At that time, even if she can decide to give up everything, she is really willing to be a lover who takes care of her children at home and can't see the light... Can't Xiao Yan stand it?

One day, he will try his best to get rid of himself. While Yaoyao was still young, he completely controlled Yaoyao and gave him a new life, a life without her.

Shen Xinbai thought over and over again, and finally came to a conclusion that he could not agree to Xiao Yan.

She could not convince herself that in order to give Yaoyao a seemingly sound home, she risked pushing her and Yaoyao into an abyss that was difficult to climb out at the same time.

It seems that... We must leave as soon as possible.

First of all, it is necessary to sell the house and the car... These are actually easy to do. The most difficult problem is where they are going

In fact, she has been paying attention to her choice for a while and found that H city is a good place. The climate there is pleasant and the pace of life is relatively slow, because it is close to the sea and the economy is not backward.

As for education, she has been considering several kindergartens, but she still needs to go there and make a specific investigation.

As for Lu Jiayi, he will put it down one day.

In that case, it's better to leave happily. In fact, leaving is the best way to end.

Looking at the shaking of sleeping deeply in her arms, the corners of Shen Xinbai's mouth are slightly aroused... Even if she is displaced, she doesn't feel afraid.

"Baby, you are all the power of my mother... As long as you are here, my mother can stick to it... But it hurts my baby..." Shen Xinbai patted and shook gently and read in his heart, "you should believe in Mommy. Mommy will give you a stable and better life."

Lu's building, morning meeting.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Lu is not feeling well today, so I can't come to preside over the meeting." Lu Jiayi's position is empty. Yang Ziming, the Secretary, stands aside and explains, "what Mr. Lu means. Please sort out in writing what you have to report, ask for instructions and discuss, and then I'll give it to Mr. Lu for purpose."

"What's the matter? Although President Lu sings all night, he has never delayed the morning meeting..."

"Yes, I saw Mr. Lu was fine yesterday. He didn't look sick."

Naturally, everyone present could not help but be curious and talk about it.