Chapter 53

From receiving these photos in the morning to Shen Xinbai's resignation, he felt on the verge of collapse.

Over the years, he never thought that one day she would completely disappear in his life and never appear in front of him again.

He is used to seeing her trembling and listening to orders at the morning meeting every day, to seeing her in the staff restaurant at noon every day, and to being her boss, he can call her for various reasons at any time.

However, these habits were destroyed in a short time after Xiao Yan appeared.

She has not gone to the morning meeting for several days. At noon, she no longer eats in the staff restaurant, but has lunch with Xiao Yan. As for all kinds of impromptu difficulties that arise at any time, there is no place to show... It seems that overnight, she was really completely removed from his life and was no longer his.

Shen Xinbai, this... Is by no means the end for you and me.

Shen Xinbai was silent for a long time, and finally responded to his words with sneering words: "President Lu, who makes you unhappy? You have to embarrass yourself. What does it have to do with me?"

"Shen Xinbai!" Lu Jiayi repressed a low roar and got up angrily. Stare at her and gnash your teeth

After a while, he said, "leave Xiaoyan, maybe... I will try to accept you and other people's children."

"When you gnash your teeth and say 'other people's children', I know that the attempt you said must have failed". Different from Lu Jiayi's out of control, Shen Xinbai at this time looks calm. "Jiayi, let go... We are all tired and should start a new life. Life is still a long time, isn't it?"

"Let go? You let me let go!" Lu Jiayi approached her step by step. "You gave me a big green hat. Now you say let me go? Shen Xinbai, do you think I'm so cowardly?"

"What do you want?" Shen Xinbai is also a little anxious. Her calmness has completely collapsed under his painful pressing questions. Looking at him, her voice has choked, "What do you want... Jiayi, we really can't go back. My son, he lives in this world. He is so small, so sensible and so lovely... Tell me, how can we go back?"

What should come will always come. For six years, they have been repressing, repressing their doubts, their grievances and their impulse to recover.

If it hadn't been for the appearance of Xiao Yan, Shen Xinbai felt that she could have been so depressed all her life. She just stood beside him silently and watched him flirt with all kinds of women. With his expensive salary, she lived a quiet life, which was sometimes difficult, but on the whole.

But... Everything was in chaos because of the appearance of Xiao Yan. Lu Jiayi's depression could no longer be suppressed, and her depression could no longer continue. When he came, it was the end.

"Give him to Xiao Yan, and I can marry you. Now, we can go to the Civil Affairs Bureau now! As long as you promise to give the child to Xiao Yan, as long as you promise to break contact with him!" Lu Jiayi said.

It seemed that he said this very suddenly, but it was actually an idea that had been hovering in his mind for a while.

"My heart is white... I'm going crazy by you." Lu Jiayi's appearance is also hysterical, trying to control his emotional voice, but he can only show his pain more unreservedly, "In the past few days, I sometimes think that you love Xiao Yan, so I am willing to give everything for him; but I will also be unwilling to think that all our past is indeed true, and your feelings are not like fraud. I will also be glad to think that you love and still me."

"Heart white, I won't ask you the conclusion. I want to see your choice," Lu Jiayi said. "No matter whether the previous thing is betrayal or misunderstanding, I don't care about it, and I won't ask again. If you still love me, we will start over from this moment, and I will spare no effort to love you and love you as before."

"If you love Xiao Yan..." Lu Jiayi clenched her teeth and said, "I tell you, I will never let go. You, your children and Xiao Yan, I will never let you three have a good life!"

Before stepping into the president's office, Shen Xinbai thought that Lu Jiayi might collapse when he knew that his resignation would be sent out. But he always felt that he had decided to leave after all. Although it was doomed that they could not start and finish well, it was always right to end face to face. So he walked in the door without hesitation.

She had thought that Lu Jiayi would get out of control, but she didn't expect that he would get out of control so thoroughly. Nor did she think that he... Could really say "let bygones be bygones".

In the first few years, she also imagined that one day, Lu Jiayi would suddenly come and say to her, heart white, let's start over, I forgive you.

But... This fantasy brought her only deeper loss. So over time, she became numb, and she no longer imagined that she could start again.

So at this time, when she finally heard this sentence from Lu Jiayi's mouth, her heart had no ripples except surprise. Calm, she felt a little afraid.

"Heart white... Tell me, how do you choose?" after a long period of relative silence, Lu Jiayi slowly opened his mouth, and some fear was revealed in his voice.

"I can't choose any one," Shen Xinbai said. "I just want my son."

"Mr. Lu, thank you for your respect for me, but this resignation is just for you to see, not to wait for your signature." Shen Xinbai nodded appropriately, turned and left.

It was like a sudden storm. When it was over, heaven and earth returned to its original appearance, and it was almost silent.

Between them, many words can never be said and many misunderstandings can never be solved. So all she can do is keep silent as much as possible. If there is an accident, correct it as soon as possible.

"So, even if I give in to this, you still won't turn back, will you?" the sadness in Lu Jiayi's voice is no longer deliberately restrained, because he can't hold it.

Shen Xinbai didn't answer him. He just sighed and gently closed the door of the president's office. Lu Jiayi looked at the closed door and was distracted for a long time... Even if he was low in the dust, she still refused to look back... After all, she still had to go.

"Boss, you..." when Shen Xinbai came out with a box, the staff of the public relations department surrounded him.

"President Lu wants to open you, and we won't stay," said Xiao Wang first. "If the boss wants to leave, we all resign!"

"OK!" immediately, other employees should say, "let's go and talk to President Lu and let him think twice!"

Shen Xinbai smiled easily and said, "well, don't make trouble. This time, it's not president Lu's intention, but I'm going to go myself. My children are growing up. I really don't have the energy to take into account both family and career."

"Director, for nothing else, you can't leave Lu for the sake of children," said Sister Liu. "Children grow up day by day, and they need to be mothers to give him enough financial support. After all, Lu's salary to the director was really good before the salary reduction due to the contract. It is estimated that President Lu is only angry for a moment, and will get better later."

Shen Xinbai shakes her head. What she fears most is such a parting scene, but... It seems that she wants to compete with herself on purpose. She feels that if she doesn't block all her back roads, it's not a real decision.

In the business field, Shen Xinbai always works on the front line. This habit also affected her life. Therefore, in addition to her previous attitude towards Lu Jiayi, the principle she has always pursued is to stay on the front line today and meet each other in the future.

But today, everything is in a mess. To be exact, it was the appearance of Xiao Yan that messed up everything. This kind of cowardly escape, before she would not choose anyway. But for her now, it is the best way.

"Well, stop talking," Shen Xinbai said. "I don't want everyone to be too sad... Although I'm not in Lu's family in the future, we will still keep in touch."

"Boss, we don't believe that you want to go home and concentrate on being a young grandmother when you get close to the prince of Xiao's family, as it is said by the outside world." Xiao Wang said, "we believe you have difficulties and can't do so. After all, we all see President Lu's difficulties. Boss, in our hearts, you will always be our director."

"Thank you... Thank you for your trust." Shen Xinbai said.

The employees gave her trust and even made her feel ashamed. They believed in her, but if she stayed, maybe she could no longer believe in herself.

"Well, don't be so sad," Shen Xinbai still pretended to be relaxed. "Let's work hard!"

"Xiao Ling, I have sorted out some documents to be processed and put them on my desk. You can pick them up later." Shen Xinbai gave the final order.

She waved to everyone and turned around. Even if she walked decisively, she knew that she was not natural and unrestrained at this time. But like a deserter, an absolute deserter.

"Have you heard? Director Shen resigned... Early this morning, someone saw her go out with a box." within an hour, the news of Shen Xinbai's resignation had spread in the building. The upper beam is not straight, and the lower beam is crooked. The administrative department, which is most concerned about Shen Xinbai, is all the more interested in this news.

"Director, listen to them, director Shen resigned from Lu. Just now someone saw director Shen go out with a box. It is said that the public relations department is in a depression." after reporting some work things, the assistant revealed the news to Jiang lanyue and said politely, "do you want me to confirm?"

Everyone knows that director Jiang of the administration department is at odds with director Shen of the public relations department. To be exact, director Jiang has always regarded director Shen as the enemy. No wonder they are so young to sit in the position of director. In addition, it is said that they were classmates before, so it is inevitable that there will be some comparison and friction.

"Ha ha," said Jiang lanyue with a smile, "I see."

Obviously, director Jiang is in a good mood at this time. And there is no doubt about the authenticity of the news: "no, it will never be false. If someone has seen it, can it be false?"

She believed that the weight of those photos could make Lu Jiayi open her heart.