"The heart is white..." Lu Jiayi raised her hand and gently wiped away a few tears on her face. "Life... Is too... Too impermanent... Let's not waste time and torture each other..."
"Heart white... Can you forgive me..."
Yes, what she heard was indeed Lu Jiayi's voice. Indeed, Lu Jiayi said to her, "can you forgive me"! However, it was never Lu Jiayi who needed to apologize, but her, it was her!
Jiayi, why do you treat me so well, why do you treat me so well... It's not worth it, it's really not worth it.
Seeing that Lu Jiayi's breathing was weak, Shen Xinbai put on the oxygen mask for him. This time Lu Jiayi didn't refuse. Just when she put down her hand, she still held her. With the firmness of his hands, he showed his sincerity and continued to ask her.
She seemed to be able to hear Lu Jiayi's voice from her heart. Hear him repeatedly repeat: "Xinbai, marry me... Xinbai, marry me?"
After breathing for a while, Lu Jiayi took down the oxygen mask again and said, "heart white, give me a chance to remedy... I don't want to let go, I don't want to miss... I'm really worried. The one I'm afraid of is the last time I see you."
At the moment before the coma, all the things I couldn't think of were immediately clear. At that moment, his only thought was to grow old with his heart. He thought he would die. His only plea was to see her again in the next life. Because there are too many regrets in this life.
Fortunately, God was not ruthless, but let him wake up. Since he can live, he will never give up. It doesn't matter what child, betrayal or past... What matters is that he is sure that he still loves her so much. He is sure that he can't live without her.
"My heart is white... I won't worry about the past. I'll take shaking as my own son... Can you... Forget Xiao Yan and come back to me..." he knew he was begging, but it didn't matter. Who made him love her? As long as she can come back to him again, these are not important, not important
Shen Xinbai's tears fell on the back of Lu Jiayi's hand and in the palms of both of them. At this time, her heart was very confused. She didn't know how to answer. Jiayi is so good, how can she deserve him... And shake, will Jiayi really treat him like her own son? Will it be like Xiao Yandai shaking, okay?
"Xinbai... Promise me..." Lu Jiayi's weak request was still coming.
An idea flashed in my mind, almost subconsciously, and Shen Xin nodded.
When she realized that she had nodded and that she had nodded because of this idea, she really wanted to slap herself in the face!
The idea was... If she married Lu Jiayi, the court might not award her son to Xiao!
God! Why would she think so? How could Jiayi have such a dirty idea when she asked her so sincerely!
But... She has nodded. Maybe this idea is just an excuse. Her heart really wanted to nod, but because of inferiority and debt, she couldn't nod. This evil idea finally became a good impetus.
"Heart white..." Lu Jiayi shook her hand excitedly, and there was a bright light in his eyes.
"Well," Mrs. Lu, who had been silent with her back to them, suddenly opened her mouth, came to the bed and said, "what should be said has been said, and the desired result has been obtained. Now it's time to recover from illness?"
Lu Jiayi smiled weakly and said, "Mom, Xinbai is going home. Are you happy?"
Aunt Lu's face was very ugly, but she didn't say anything bad. She just said, "you can take care of your illness. You can only marry your daughter-in-law when you are well." this was an admission of Shen Xinbai.
Shen Xinbai looks at Aunt Lu. The mood in her eyes is very complex. Just as aunt Lu looked at her. Lu Jiayi has just awakened. She is very weak and needs to rest. Shen Xinbai stayed with her for a while and left the ward at the urging of aunt Lu.
Aunt Lu sent it out. She knew aunt Lu had something to say. Therefore, I changed my sterile clothes and didn't rush away. Look at Aunt Lu and wait for her words. Maybe aunt Lu would say, "today's thing is just to deceive Jiayi in order to get well."
Maybe aunt Lu would be very angry: "Shen Xinbai, you should know that you are not worthy of my son."
But aunt Lu looked at her for a long time. Finally, she patted her on the shoulder and said seriously, "then come back."
At this moment, Shen Xinbai didn't know what to say. She felt that uncle Lu was really a great mother and a sensible elder.
"It's been six years, and your aunt has seen your duty," Lufu said humanely. "But after all, it's been six years. People's heart is the most uncertain thing. Your aunt doesn't know how much love you have for Jiayi. But since you have promised Jiayi, don't let him down. That man, break it as soon as possible."
"Aunt, he and I are really just ordinary friends." Shen Xinbai said.
Aunt Lu shook her head and said, "ordinary friends, not just ordinary friends. Since Jiayi has to marry you, aunt Lu will turn a blind eye to these things. As long as you can treat Jiayi wholeheartedly in the future, it's better than anything."
Looking at his son lying quietly in the ward, he sighed and said, "I didn't expect that he still loves you so much for six years... Xinbai, you know? The first thing he said when he woke up was to ask me... Xinbai?"
Mrs. Lu sighed and said, "this is my silly son! His mother has red eyes for him, but he is still the woman who made him lie in the hospital bed."
"I didn't want you to see him," said Lu Bo's mother. "I said you were busy and didn't have time to care about him. You know what he said? Hehe... He said, mom, Xinbai is not such a ruthless person."
Aunt Lu smiled bitterly, "what else can I say?"
Looking at Lu Jiayi on the hospital bed, Shen Xinbai's guilt turned upside down. Jiayi, I really can't bear you anymore. Lu Jiayi has given in to this. If she doesn't waver, where will they feel? Where is their youth? If she doesn't try her best to make up for him, she will look down on herself.
"Thank you, aunt." Shen Xinbai said.
Aunt Lu sighed and said, "don't say it, don't say it... Just be good in the future. Just... Remember, secrets are always secrets."
Shen Xin nodded and said, "I understand."
She knew that Aunt Lu was worried about the 30 million. She was afraid that they would get along day and night in the future. She would inadvertently miss the flaw. But even if aunt Lu doesn't say anything about this kind of thing, she can't be slack at all. This secret, she will take it all her life and bring it into the soil.
Even at the foot of Jiuquan and the Bank of Naihe bridge, she would never reveal anything to Lu Jiayi. When I came to the corner of the corridor, I saw Yao Qianqian still standing here. I don't know how to talk to Yao Qian about it for a moment. After all, before, she really hoped that Yao Qianqian and Lu Jiayi could achieve good results.
"What seems to have happened?" Yao Qianqian said. "I just heard your conversation. I didn't mean it. I just happened to hear it."
Shen Xinbai looks into the corridor. Although aunt Lu has returned to the ward, Yang Ziming may have gone to fetch rice and is not here. But he said, "let's go out and talk."
"In fact, it's very good," Yao Qianqian said with a fake relaxed smile when he left the hospital. "You should have been reconciled for a long time. Jiayi, who died once, is open to everything. So now he wants to catch you, which really proves that he cares about you most in his heart.
Shen Xinbai smiled, sighed and said, "maybe..."
"I have agreed to his proposal," Shen Xinbai said.
"Since you have agreed to his proposal, you should love her well," Yao Qianqian said with a smile, still pretending to be relaxed. "You, don't be cheap and sell well! What's' possible '? You know better than yourself, it's not possible, but' certain '
Shen Xinbai smiled and said, "please drink?"
It was agreed that when Lu Jiayi woke up, he would invite Yao Qianqian to drink when he had time. Yao Qianqian shook his head, waved his hand easily and said, "forget it! Another day! Wait until you become Mrs. Lu! Now you have a little salary and a baby, I won't exploit you!"
"But... Maybe from now on, I won't appear in your life and Lu Jiayi's life again..." Yao Qianqian smiled and said, "when the double's employment expires, it's time to be dismissed..."
Shen Xinbai doesn't know what to say to comfort her. If she doesn't let go hysterically, if she cries for words, it's easy to deal with. Because there are too many such things for Lu Jiayi before. But it's just this situation that makes her sincerely admire her rival and feel sorry for her exit from the bottom of her heart.
"Not so absolute? Yao star, your new play is about to start shooting? The five-year contract with Aoyu is still there. Didn't you find a new company and plan to drop our Aoyu?" you can only make fun of it in a relaxed way.
"That's impossible," Yao Qianqian said with a smile. "I warn you! Don't play dirty with me. Aoyu's contract is my legitimate work, and emotional things are used in my work, but it's boring? Besides, I didn't ask Mr. Lu for a breakup fee. I won my contract and my new play. Mrs. Lu, don't kill everything!"
"Don't worry," Shen Xinbai said with a smile, "I promise to hold you in my arms."
Yao Qianqian smiled, gave Shen Xinbai a thumbs up and said, "that's interesting! No white will be a double for you."
Yao Qianqian waved with exaggeration and walked away smartly. Seeing her back so smartly, Shen Xinbai knew that she was in fact very bitter.
But... In the relationship, there is no definite number of misfortunes and blessings, and it is always inevitable to win or lose. Who can say who is doomed to be "out"?