Chapter 107

"What's intentional?" Shen Xinbai pretended not to understand and said with a smile, "you also said I should help you from time to time. What you said should not be forgotten?"

"Well, please pick up Yaoyao and coax Yaoyao to sleep."

Xiao Yan stared at her for a long time, shook his head and smiled as an answer.

After Xiao's banquet, Shen Xinbai hurried back to Shi's house. I bought some small dishes on the way and planned to show them all the time.

"Always? Always..." I found that I was not in a daze in the living room or lying in the bedroom.

"Here it is!" always said.

Hearing the voice from time to time, Shen Xinbai was relieved. It was in the bathroom.

When you open the door, you can see the mask on every occasion.

The girl is alive?

"What? See a ghost?" he said from time to time.

Shen Xinbai smiled: "what do you eat in the evening? I'll make it for you."

"Whatever," he said from time to time, "just eat in your stomach. Anyway, your cooking skills are estimated to be not high or low in your life. What extravagant hopes can I have?"

If these words were put in the past, Shen Xinbai would refute them at the first time. But after seeing Mu Jiuge's cooking, he didn't have the strength to refute.

Seeing that he always eats like a wolf, Shen Xinbai is a little worried. This girl can't recover so quickly, can she?

"Wow... I'm so full!" he threw his bowl on the table and said, "let's go shopping?"

"Ha ha..." Shen Xinbai thought that his appearance must be more ugly now than crying.

Because she is more and more unable to determine whether it is good or not. Most likely, this is just a kind of self-protection out of deliberate cover up.

Always unwilling to face such a cowardly self, so I created an illusion for myself. Just how long can this illusion last?

"Er... I think we'd better watch TV at home." Shen Xinbai said.

"Why this expression..." he said from time to time, "don't worry, I'm really fine. What's the matter? I'm not qualified to shop when I'm lovelorn?

Er... It seems right.

As like as two peas of two hours, she is really full of blood and has been revived.

"Well, I'm home! Be careful on the road!" when I got out of the mall, I stopped a taxi directly from time to time.

"Hey, what are you doing?" Shen Xinbai stopped her and said, "I drove, you forgot?"

Isn't there something wrong with the girl's brain?

"I didn't forget, but you want to go back to your house, I want to go back to my house." Shi Shi said.

"No, I'll go to your house tonight," Shen Xinbai insisted.

"I said you two, do you want to sit?" the driver was a little impatient.

From time to time, he suddenly became anxious and said, "Shen Xinbai, don't bother me! I want to be quiet! Can you let me be quiet!"

Facing the sudden outbreak from time to time, Shen Xinbai was at a loss. He had to calm down in a hurry: "well, I won't quarrel with you. Don't quarrel with you... Remember to call me when you get home."

I always felt something was wrong when I took him to a taxi

Behind him came the cry of pulling down the window from time to time: "heart white... My favorite friend... Goodbye..."

Shen Xinbai smiled. It seems that the girl is really alive and has regained her appearance.

She is always so determined to be alone. If she keeps pestering, it may make her more upset. Therefore, it is better to give some space to deal with it alone.

After all... If you want to survive all the difficult things in the world, you can only rely on yourself in the end. Because only you have survived from your heart and only your heart is strong can you be truly relieved.

She has been practicing on this road, but has achieved little so far.

It was 9:30 when I got home. I saw the light in the living room turned off and crept into the room. I went upstairs gently and took a look in the shaking room

"Mommy!"

"Ouch!" the voice suddenly sounded behind him, frightening Shen Xinbai and inspiring.

"Why are you sneaking?" Xiao Yan said.

Shen Xinbai patted his chest and said, "I thought you were asleep."

Seeing that his soft hair was wet and there were water drops on his little face, Shen Xinbai couldn't help pinching his little face and said, "so good? Do you miss Mommy?"

"Yes," said the little milk bag, "it's stupid for a Yan to help me take a bath. I finally got through it... Hey..."

Seeing the shaking little adult, Xiao Yan pinched his nose and said, "who can bear who? I can bear who. How are you? If you don't play with water, I'll wash it cleaner than your mommy."

Shen Xinbai smiled and saw that Xiao Yan's hair was wet, like white ice on his face. At this time, there were drops of water... It's not too much to say that it's the most beautiful face in the world.

Aware that Shen Xinbai was looking at himself again, the corners of Xiao Yan's mouth were hooked, revealing the typical knowing and proud look.

But Shen Xinbai quickly withdrew his eyes when he realized that he was looking at his face again. He hurriedly picked up rocking from Xiao Yan's hand: "Mommy, will you tell rocking a bedtime story?"

"Not good..." but got such a ruthless answer from the little milk bag!

"I want ah Yan to tell me... I'm tired of listening to Mommy's voice..." shook his head.

Shen Xinbai was so angry that he suddenly turned back and stuffed the shake into his a-yan and said, "well, let your a-yan accompany you in the future!"

"OK!" shook happily.

"You..." Shen Xinbai pointed to the small milk bag and was already angry.

I thought this little guy was really taught by Xiao Yan!

And the little guy is very smart. He really doesn't offend any one. It's even to say that Xiao Yan's bath is bad and that she's bad at telling stories.

"Hee hee..." shook and smiled, "Mommy, do you want to learn from ah Yan and tell me a story together..."

"Don't!" Shen Xinbai became proud.

Then I heard the shameless laughter of the father and son behind me. Now the two of them are completely happy to tease her!

While Xiao Yan was telling Yaoyao a story, Shen Xinbai took a shower and lay in bed ready to have an early rest.

"Put the magazine under your handbag," Xiao Yan's voice suddenly sounded in Xiao Yan's ear, "don't forget to take it tomorrow morning."

"Well, I see..." Shen Xinbai answered vaguely and turned over

Then... Feel a soft touch on your lips!

Suddenly open your eyes!

Obviously... There was also a look of surprise in her eyes.

Judging from the situation just now... It should be that she turned over and just came to the door by herself!

He quickly dodged his head, turned his back to him and said, "I know, I won't forget."

"Ha ha..." Xiao Yan thought it was funny and said, "it's not like you've never been shy, aren't you?"

This woman... She has children. What's the strength of being shy?

"Good night," said Shen Xinbai in a muffled voice.

Xiao Yan smiled and looked at her back for a long time

In a daze, Shen Xinbai seemed to see it from time to time. Always squatting in a dark tunnel, curling up and crying. She said: "my heart is white, I have no face to see people... I have nothing... My whole youth is a joke..."

She said: "my heart is white. I have no face to see my family, my friends and myself... I think, I can only be free if I die..."

Shen Xinbai suddenly woke up!

Gasping heavily, looked at the time, twelve o'clock. Fortunately, she only slept for a few hours instead of sleeping until dawn!

Why is she so stupid! Why don't you realize that you deliberately push her away from time to time? Maybe it's not to be alone, but

Shen Xinbai dare not think about it!

No, it's not always so stupid. This girl has always been optimistic and strong. She must have just figured it out!

Whether she was worried or not, she always had to look at it.

Listening to Shen Xinbai opening the door to go out, Xiao Yan asked softly.

"Where are you going?"

"I'm a little worried. I want to see it from time to time." Shen Xinbai said.

"What time is it..." Xiao Yan turned on the bedside lamp and said, "forget it, I'll go with you."

Er... Shen Xinbai's subconscious reaction is... Do you think I'm going out for a private meeting in the middle of the night, so you want to follow me?

"No, it's too late. You can have a rest," Shen Xinbai said. "And there won't be anything. I should be worried. I'll call you when it's time."

"I'm afraid you can't get there," said Xiao Yan, who had gone out of the bedroom door before him.

Xiao Yan drove. The road was unobstructed in the middle of the night. He ran through the lights all the way. He had arrived at the community in half an hour.

Shen Xinbai opened the door with the spare key and gently shouted, "always? Always..."

The volume turned up a little and called twice, but there was still no response.

Turn on the light and see that the house is clean and tidy.

"There should be nothing wrong," Xiao Yan said. "This is not a very normal state? You woman is neurotic."

But Shen Xinbai feels a little strange

When they left, the house was not clean and tidy to this extent. It was obvious that they cleaned it from time to time after they came back. What does this girl smoke at night? Besides, she is not a person who is obsessed with cleanliness. Usually, the house is a little messy.

"Where are you sleeping?" Shen Xinbai shouted.

Xiao Yan has helped his forehead and wants to immediately show that he has nothing to do with the woman. He is just passing by.

What else can you do without going to bed so late? Who else asked?

But... After waiting for a while, there was no response. Xiao Yan felt that something was really wrong!

The decibel of this woman is not low. In addition, they open the door and come in. Even sleeping people can't have no reaction at all!

"Something's wrong!" Xiao Yan said first.

Shen Xinbai also changed his face and rushed into the bedroom with Xiao Yan!

But... The bedroom door was locked from the inside!

Shen Xinbai only has the door key of Shi's house. When the door is locked, she can't open it.

"Get out of the way." Xiao Yan said.

Shen Xinbai dodges aside and asks Xiao Yan to open the door.

Xiao Yan hit it and the door opened "bang".

Shen Xinbai is anxious to turn on the light in the bedroom and sees that he is always lying flat on the bed with a pale face. There are two letters, half a glass of water and... A bottle of sleeping pills I don't know where to find!

"Always... Always, don't scare me!" Shen Xinbai hurriedly pushed her twice, already scared to tears.