Finally, I survived the reporter's interview. When I went out, I saw Lu Jiayi still there, just leaning against the wall to smoke a cigar. At his feet, there were three or four cigarette butts.
"When did you get addicted to smoking?" Shen Xinbai still felt a heartache for no reason when he saw Lu Jiayi frowning and leaning against the wall. So unprepared, my heart suddenly twitched.
She can't be indifferent to him.
Lu Jiayi took a deep breath, threw it on the ground and stamped it out. He said, "silently, can we have a good talk?"
If it were normal, Shen Xinbai would say, "there's nothing to talk about". After all, they really have nothing to talk about. The two of them don't know how many times they have "had a good talk". But every time I want to have a good talk, doesn't the final result still end in a quarrel? When can we really achieve complete peace of mind?
Shen Xinbai thinks the result should be - never. As long as two people really love each other, they can't become strangers because they can't give up; Can't be friends, because can't let go. So for two people who have loved each other, the best way to get along with each other should be just to meet, nod and greet, and not deliberately avoid or contact?
However, seeing Lu Jiayi's appearance at this time, Shen Xinbai's heart softened. After hesitating for a moment, he still nodded. Even though she knew the result was positive, she gave him the chance. Of course, she is also giving herself a chance. She hoped that she could thoroughly persuade Lu Jiayi and make her fully understand.
Fortunately, Shen Xinbai was the first to come out, so there was no interference from others. They can find a quiet place for a while and have a good talk.
And Lu Jiayi went to the stairwell. Shen Xinbai's tone was very calm, patient and sincere. He asked, "Jiayi, what do you want to say?"
"I want to say..." however, Lu Jiayi seems to have nothing to say.
This is completely different from Jiayi's sincere attitude before.
Lu Jiayi said it himself. We should talk about it. Why don't we say it now? Shouldn't he have thought out what to say, so he put it forward with her?
"I want to say..." Lu Jiayi said, suddenly raising her right hand.
Shen Xinbai immediately became alert and held his breath. However, it was still a little late. I inhaled some.
Lu Jiayi and Wu Tian are very close. It is not difficult for Lu Jiayi to get those effective and useful and despicable things that Wu Tian has.
But when Shen Xinbai realized this, it was already late.
Shen Xinbai inhaled some and his mind was dizzy. Her only thought was that Xiao Yan was waiting for her. Shen Xinbai wants to open the door of the staircase and rushes out to find Xiao Yan.
But Lu Jiayi held her and said with concern, "silent, what's the matter with you? Is it uncomfortable?"
At the same time, Lu Jiayi's hand had been inadvertently sent under her nose again and said, "Why are you breathing so fast? Are you sick?"
"Get out!" Shen Xinbai said fiercely with his last strength.
However, after this sentence, the whole person lost consciousness.
Lu Jiayi looked at Shen Xinbai who fainted, and his face gradually sank down. This gloom came not because of Shen's innocence, not because of Xiao banquet, but because of himself. He never thought that one day he would treat silence with such a mean means. He never thought that he would become so mean.
Yes, he admitted that he can really be called "despicable" now.
This was what he had planned. It was more interesting because of the arrival of Xiao banquet.
He used to take two kinds of medicine from Wu Tian. One was put in wine and the other was used for breathing. The two drugs have the same effect and have their own advantages and disadvantages in implementation.
If you have the opportunity to sit down and drink silently, it is more safe to use the one in the drink. After all, the one used for breathing must be used very close to the silent nose, otherwise he will suffer. In this way, when you wake up silently, you are bound to doubt.
But now, obviously, he can't use the one put in the drink, but can only use the one used for breathing. The advantage of this is that you can use it as long as you have the opportunity to get along alone. In order to ensure safety, he made two preparations. While satisfied with his meticulous mind, he hates himself even more.
He picked up Shen Xinbai, took the stairs and went to his reserved room. It is estimated that at this time, Xiao Yan is still standing downstairs waiting for Shen Xinbai?
I don't know what kind of expression Xiao Yan will have when he sees Shen Xinbai in his bed.
In fact, he hesitated for a moment when he came into the house with Shen Xinbai and put Shen Xinbai on the bed. But in the end, he put Shen Xinbai on the bed and took off her coat, her shirt and her last defense
After all this, Lu Jiayi burned hot water and wanted to take a shower. Nature is not to relax himself, but to show Xiao Yan.
Xiao Yan's alertness is beyond people's reach. It is estimated that when we found that everyone had left and only Shen Xinbai and he didn't appear, we already realized that there was a problem. So he doesn't have much time left.
Too late to wait for the water to heat up, he took a cold bath, wrapped himself in a bath towel and sat by the bed.
Lit a cigar and took a few hard breaths. Crush it in the ashtray at the end of the bed. Got up, went to the bathroom, got a cold water soaked towel and put it on Shen Xinbai's forehead. Wu Tian said that this medicinal cold water stimulation can reduce the efficacy and make people wake up earlier.
If Xiao Yan realized that Shen Xinbai was drugged and unconscious, it wouldn't be fun. The best condition is that Shen Xinbai just woke up when Xiao Yan came in.
Looking at Shen Xinbai's calm face, Lu Jiayi's eyes were deeply painful. Silently, after this, you will look down on me, will you hate me?
At this moment, Lu Jiayi hesitated. He didn't want to do so.
His original plan was to make a false impression that they had spent the night together while he and Shen Xinbai were in Hengdian, so that he silently thought that there had been a relationship between them. I was thinking about going out to drink silently, and then the next thing happened naturally. Of course, it was natural, but he wanted to give an illusion of silence.
In this way, when she woke up silently the next morning, she would feel that she really had a relationship with him because she was drunk.
And once you have a relationship with him, you won't be so indifferent to him anymore? After all, they once loved each other. After all, they only have to cross the thunder pool. Now what should have happened between them is finally the same as what happened in silence and the washing Xiao banquet. In this way, the idea of loyalty to the body in the bottom of my heart is not so strong.
He always felt that the reason why silent chose Xiao Yan and would follow Xiao Yan so wholeheartedly was that silent was a conservative woman and a good woman. She felt that her body was already Xiao Yan's, and she had a son with Xiao Yan, so she should be with him.
But what if her body doesn't just belong to Xiao Yan? Then, her heart should not be as firm as before, right?
But even if he was perfect, he still didn't really calculate the silent body. He still wanted to leave a way for himself. He didn't intend to really possess her in a silent coma.
This is the most basic respect for silence in his heart.
He loves her not only for her face and body, but also for her heart.
He wouldn't allow himself to offend her when she was unconscious. This is the last bottom line he can stick to for her.
As time passed by, Lu Jiayi looked at Shen Xinbai in such a daze that she couldn't bear to leave her face for a moment.
He calculated thousands of times, but he still didn't calculate that Xiao Yan would come.
The appearance of Xiao Yan disrupted everything he calculated. He doesn't want to let this good opportunity go to waste. He is unwilling. So in a hurry, I made the decision to go back and take the second place. Since there is no chance for silence to change her feelings from the bottom of her heart, let Xiao Yan stimulate her from the outside.
What if she finds out that Xiao Yan doesn't trust her? Will she be cold?
She will.
Just like six years ago, when he didn't trust her, in fact, in the bottom of his heart, he was silently disappointed with him.
Just because at that time, her guilt for him made her ignore this disappointment.
Lu Jiayi sighed, looked at Shen Xinbai's sleeping face and whispered, "fool, what do you owe me? It's for me that you don't let me know. It's also for me that you do this behind my back... If you had let me know this, how could we become like this now..."
"Yes..." Lu Jiayi smiled bitterly and said, "my psychological tolerance is so poor. If you told me this at that time, there might be no Lu Jiayi now, there might be no Lu family..."
"Silently, I know that your forbearance and your bearing over the years are all for me. I know what you have done to me, and I know you have me in your heart... But how did this happen? Why can't we go back? You are deliberately torturing me and retaliating me. In fact, you don't love Xiao Yan, do you..."
Looking at Shen Xinbai's sleeping face, Lu Jiayi gradually felt that they had never been far away. Just like countless nights and mornings under the same roof before, he thought of her and quietly went to her room to see her. This little lazy pig loves to stay in bed. When she went to her room in the morning, she probably didn't wake up.
And the little lazy pig sleeps early. It seems that he never sleeps. Sometimes he couldn't sleep. It was only around 10:00 or 11:00 at night. When he came to her room, he saw that the little lazy pig had slept like a baby.
But... These are just the confession at that time.
The silence at that time, although I lost my parents and relatives, did I live a comfortable life in the Lu family? But since she was pregnant, what kind of life has she lived in these years.