For Shen Xinbai, it's really not a good memory from being pregnant to being born, sitting in and out of the month, and taking care of the children. Although she loved the little angel very much, the process of supporting alone was really difficult.
She can't forget the strange eyes of doctors and nurses when she went to the prenatal examination alone; She couldn't forget that when she gave birth, she went to the hospital alone and worked hard in the delivery room alone. After leaving the delivery room, she was still alone.
The mothers in the same ward, parents, parents in law, husbands and friends, were all around, but she was only one person. If she wanted to drink water, she needed the nurse's help. Because it happened suddenly, she didn't even have time to hire Hu Gong at that time. On the way to work, the amniotic fluid suddenly broke.
She has no face to call aunt Lu and tell Jiayi.
It was Jiayi who found out that she didn't come to work. She expected that she might have a baby, so she told aunt Lu. But when Aunt Lu arrived, it was half a day later. She has survived all the hardships.
Shen Xinbai suddenly fell silent, and Xiao Yan was silent for a long time.
At a red light, Xiao Yan held Shen Xinbai's hand. Without looking at her, her eyes still looked out of the window, but her tone was very firm: "this time, I will never let you face it alone. Believe me, I will always be with you."
Shen Xinbai turns to look at him. The morning light shines on his face. Shen Xinbai can't see his expression clearly. But... She believed it.
"I..." Shen Xinbai hesitated, but said, "I... I'm thinking about it. In short, I'm not ready!"
Shen Xinbai opens Xiao Yan's hand and leans back on the car chair to think hard.
The problem lies in her heart. She has her own fear of pregnancy and childbirth, rather than being taken care of and solved by her lover.
Shen Xinbai thinks... Maybe there is something wrong with his psychology and he needs to see a psychologist.
She didn't know how to describe the feeling in her heart. But as long as she thought of having children, this feeling really existed and tortured her.
Helplessness, panic, humiliation, self reproach... All kinds of bad feelings gathered together and swept her like a raging beast.
At the time of birth, the sympathy of doctors and nurses was a little disdainful. She couldn't remember what it was like. But when she saw those eyes, she had a clear feeling in her heart.
With the accumulation of time, all kinds of specific events, specific words and specific expressions experienced in the process of pregnancy and production have been blurred, but these vague things have accumulated in the depths of her heart and linger.
Xiao Yan didn't persuade any more. He held Shen Xinbai's hand again and didn't want to let go for a long time.
"See you in the evening." when she went downstairs, Shen Xinbai printed a note on Xiao Yan's face.
Xiao Yan was flattered but thick skinned. He stretched out the other half of his face and pointed out: "be fair."
"Say it at night!" Shen Xinbai has closed the door and ignored him.
Xiao Yan smiled with tenderness in his eyes. After watching Shen Xinbai enter the office building and can't see her, Xiao Yan drives to Xiao.
After the morning meeting, Shen Xinbai brushed the entertainment news as usual.
Hehe... The news came out fast enough!
What happened last night has become a hot search this morning.
Several entertainment media are reporting this, saying that Mu Jiuge and Xiao Yinyin attended Ye Shiya's banquet together, danced together throughout the whole process, and behaved intimately in the process, just like an old husband and wife. In this way, Mu Jiuge and Xiao Yinyin seem to sit down when they are dating.
Shen Xinbai doesn't know whether the media just caught it and didn't let go of the publicity, or whether someone deliberately manipulated it. But this matter, no matter to Mu Jiuge, or to Aoyu, or to herself, does no harm. The new play is in hot shooting, and the gossip about the male and female protagonists at this time is the same as increasing the topic of the new play.
It's just... If someone really manipulates this thing secretly... Xiao Yinyin's intentions can be seen. If Xiao Yinyin manipulated it, this woman must not be simple.
There is no description against Aoyu and her, and no one catches the wind and says that Mu Jiuge intends to leave Aoyu and go to his new club. It can be seen that this matter has nothing to do with Ye Shiya. It is impossible for ye Shiya to take the initiative to solve problems for her, and she still doesn't receive any reward.
Shen Xinbai doesn't take this matter to heart. He thinks it's ok as long as he pretends not to see it. In the publicity or interview in the future, if a reporter asks, let Mu Jiuge and Xiao Yinyin play Tai Chi. In this way, true and false, there is no loss to the reputation of both sides, and the attention can be maintained. Why not do such a good business?
But in the afternoon, park Shunying personally came to her office and asked the company to refute the rumor.
"Park agent", Shen Xinbai looked at Park Shunying sitting on the sofa and said with a smile, "as far as I know, your professional sensitivity should not be bad. How can you have such a stupid idea? Don't follow the good things you send?"
"Jiuge doesn't like to stir up gossip," Park Shunying said. "Jiuge attaches great importance to this spy drama. He will never be willing to use gossip to attract attention and dominate."
"Agent Park, have you come to me and discussed with Jiuge? Has Jiuge agreed?" Shen Xinbai asked.
"I'm the agent of Jiuge. I have the right to do so. I don't need to discuss with Jiuge. It's inconvenient for Jiuge to be distracted by these things when filming on the set." Park Shunying said.
Shen Xinbai looked at her with a smile, but her eyes were sharp.
Needless to ask, Shen Xinbai can also guess the real reason why Park Shunying appears here. Because of all kinds of reports, it seems that Mu Jiuge and Xiao Yinyin are dating, and she can't hold her breath.
But... If Mu Jiuge really loves Xiao Yinyin, it's not something that public relations can solve by removing these news. After all, who Mu Jiuge likes is not determined by the news.
"Agent Park, I think... Shen Xinbai knows that this is cruel, but this is the truth she feels. She has to say," I think Jiuge really cares about Xiao Yinyin. I don't think Jiuge told you? Jiuge proposed to find Xiao Yinyin as the female No. 1 of spy situation. So... I think Jiuge really means to pursue Xiao Yinyin
"If I say so, it may be cruel to you," Shen Xinbai said, "But... It seems that Jiuge really just regards you as a partner, friend and relative, and never wants to be a lover with you. I did intend to make you two, but it also needs Jiuge's own willingness. Agent Park, I know you are a rational person, so I don't want your feelings for Jiuge to affect your judgment at work."
Shen Xinbai's persuasion to park Shunying is really painstaking, but the effect is not significant.
At this time, park Shunying looked at her with some irony in her eyes.
Shen Xinbai didn't know where her expression came from. For a moment, she didn't know what to say. She was waiting for park Shunying's reaction.
Suddenly park Shunying smiled: "President Shen, I think you are either extremely smart or your EQ is really low."
"What do you say?" Shen Xinbai was not annoyed.
"Don't you see that Jiuge is using Xiao Yinyin?" Park Shunying said.
Mu Jiuge uses Xiao Yinyin?
This confused Shen Xinbai. What did Jiuge do with Xiao Yinyin? What's more, she was very confident in Mu Jiuge's character. Mu Jiuge would never do anything to use women. Being so mean is not mu Jiuge's style.
"Why? President Shen doesn't believe it?" Park Shunying said.
"I don't believe it," Shen Xinbai was sure. "Jiuge won't do things that use women."
Park Shunying sighed and said, "I don't think he would do such a thing, but he did. President Shen thought that I asked President Shen to help with public relations for myself? No, it's for Jiuge. I don't want to see him go wrong and can't look back."
The more you listen to park Shunying's explanation, the more confused Shen Xinbai is.
"I suspect that Jiuge asked someone to shoot it and deliberately put the material to the media," Park Shunying said.
"Impossible," Shen Xinbai said, "Jiuge hates hype. He can't take the initiative to cooperate with the media to hype."
"Jiuge hates hype," Park Shunying said. "But what if he wants to protect the people he cares about? He won't do things that use people and deliberately give media material to hype, but this is usually the case. I don't think Jiuge will be reasonable and wise when facing that person."
Shen Xinbai has heard who "that person" Park Shunying refers to. Park Shunying means that Jiuge deliberately went to dinner with Xiao Yinyin in order to divert the attention of the media, so she deliberately let the media capture it, and even... Inspired the media?
"It's not harmful to Jiuge," Shen Xinbai said. "Anyway, Aoyu won't appear in public relations. It's not necessary. I always respect the professional ability of agent park. I know agent park will help Jiuge. If there are any problems to deal with in the future, agent park can still come to me at any time."
The implication is that you can go now.
"Mr. Shen, I know you think I'm talking nonsense. Mr. Shen may think that I regard you as an enemy because I'm too nervous about nine songs. But I hope Mr. Shen can think about the context of this matter carefully." Park Shunying said.
Shen Xinbai nodded: "thank you for your reminding. If necessary, I will think about it carefully."
"Don't disturb Mr. Shen's office. If Mr. Shen has any orders, please come to me at any time." Park Shunying said.
After Park Shunying left, Shen Xinbai leaned on the boss's chair, but he didn't know where to think of it. If you say the context of this matter, you should start when Mu Jiuge asked her to do it with Xiao Yinyin? But the more you think about it, the more it shows that Jiuge is really interested in Xiao Yinyin.
Shen Xinbai smiled. Park Shunying was just as confused as Wang Ruoxi - he didn't find a real rival in love and was wary of the wrong object.
"Mr. Shen, there's your express," said Lu Fangfang.
"Bring it in."
Open it. It's a ticket to Australia.
What the hell is this? She hasn't booked a ticket recently! And is the airline's service so considerate now? And express the ticket in person?