She doesn't want her feelings to be maintained only by verbal communication. What's the meaning of such weak and rootless feelings?
She knew that Xiao Yan must be thinking now: this woman has been exposed to lie and has nothing to say.
But she couldn't control anything.
Just as Xiao Yan did not hesitate to risk her life to make her aware of her own heart, she also hoped that Xiao Yan could realize her feelings, strengthen her heart and mention her trust in her.
Xiao Yan didn't call again, and Shen Xinbai didn't call again. Just a few words made their hearts close again. Shen Xinbai suddenly felt that all the beauty before was so unreal.
Like a beautiful garden built on a dangerous building, it will collapse at any time and has no foundation.
The woman who was secretly harming her suddenly didn't want to deal with it. Because... Dealing with Ye Shiya is to protect her feelings and to make her duty to look back on the man she falls in love with. But now? Is it necessary for her to calculate and compete for him?
Even if she wins in the end, what's the point? He still doesn't trust her!
"Mr. Shen", Lu Fangfang knocked at the door, "Fengya replied that she had time in three days."
"No," Shen Xinbai said, "tell them I don't have time."
"Oh." Lu Fangfang answered, confused.
This day, Shen Xinbai's heart was blocked badly and he was in no mood to do anything. It seems that my heart is suddenly empty and becomes a walking corpse.
It's time to get off work, but I don't want to go home. Just go out from time to time and shoot as others like.
Marriage without trust is not a long-term solution after all. All she wants is his trust. At least she has the courage to stick to it.
He still comes to yesterday's bar from time to time. It is estimated that they will become VIP regulars here again and will be treated respectfully by the waiters like Liao Wei.
"I'll treat you today," said Shi Shi.
"Yo, the sun is coming out from the west?" Shen Xinbai said with a smile.
Since she married Xiao Yan and her feelings gradually stabilized, the girl always regarded her as a rich man and a local tyrant. Every time she shouted for her treat. The little girl suddenly changed her attitude. She still didn't adapt.
Shen Xin ordered some cheap drinks, mainly fruit plates and snacks. Even in a bad mood, this time, she didn't want to get drunk.
"What's the matter? Why are you suddenly so generous?" Shen Xinbai pretended to smile easily.
"Just suddenly thought of something clearly," he said from time to time, "In the future, I'll live my own life without Zhao Zhengxi. Anyway, we have no real husband and wife except the name of husband and wife. He never pays his salary at home or gives me a penny, but I tighten my belt to save money for him to start a company. Ha ha... Now think about it, am I not a fool?"
Shen Xinbai looked at her as if she could see something mysterious on her face! Why did the little girl suddenly think so thoroughly? Should she be possessed by something?
"What are you doing looking at me like this?" he said with a bitter smile, "there's something on my face?"
"No, no," Shen Xinbai shook his head hurriedly. "I just think you've suddenly become smart and don't adapt. You should have done this long ago. Slowly remove him from your life."
"It's impossible to get rid of it", sighed constantly and picked up the glass. "I've married him. Can I divorce? That's not destroying myself? I've delayed myself to this extent and can't get worse?"
Shen Xin nodded and said, "it's up to you."
Zhao Zhengxi has always delayed his best youth, and now he has handed over his marriage to him. It is really not easy to bear if you divorce and start all over again.
Sometimes, we know that our choice is wrong, but we still don't choose to "turn back". It is precisely because we know that we have made mistakes that we dare not make changes again. We are afraid of mistakes and dare not make mistakes again and again.
"What's on your mind?" I always see that Shen Xinbai is in a bad mood today.
Shen Xinbai shook his head and said nothing.
Maybe she's too sincere. It's her luck to have a good man like Xiao Yan as her husband. Why do you have to make everything suit her? There's just a lack of trust between her and Xiao Yan. Maybe as long as she works hard, this problem can be solved.
Thinking about whether to give in to forgive or continue to maintain the cold war with Xiao Yan, I suddenly heard a disgusting voice nearby: "what a coincidence, Mrs. Xiao. It seems that Mrs. Xiao's style is not very good recently. How can she appear in such a place frequently?"
"Why, I'm not allowed to drink? When did Liao Shao become the discipline inspection commission? Which boss's wife was specially investigated for getting drunk at night?" Shen Xinbai looked up and greeted her disgusting face.
Then I saw... The woman beside him was not others, but Yao Qianqian!
This woman is really dead. Liao Wei must have noticed what happened yesterday. Why do you see Liao Wei today? Aren't you afraid to fall into Liao Wei's trap.
"Miss Yao, what a coincidence." Shen Xinbai said in a strange way.
"Mr. Shen, you won't report to Mr. Lu? I don't think Mr. Shen is such a nosy person." Yao Qianqian said.
Shen Xinbai glanced at Liao Wei, got up and said to Yao Qianqian, "come with me."
"Mr. Shen, it's not good for you to tell Mr. Lu," Yao Qianqian said, standing still. "Now only I can entangle Mr. Lu. If Mr. Lu drives me away completely, there will be no women around him. Mr. Shen doesn't want this to happen?"
Shen Xinbai understands what Yao Qianqian means and knows that she doesn't want Liao Wei to be suspicious. Now that Yao Qianqian has come out with Liao Wei, it is obviously not safe to retreat now. Why don't you give her a hand? I hope she can get out of it. Therefore, she smiled and said, "but once Miss Yao relies on Liao Shao, she will leave President Lu sooner or later. At that time, what Miss Yao said will also happen."
"One day is one day," Yao Qianqian said. "President Shen also wants to live more stable days?"
Shen Xinbai pretended to hesitate. After a while, he said, "go away, just as I didn't see you."
"Mr. Shen, did you use this too much? Who did you say it to? Me? Or Miss Yao? Huh?" Liao Wei said.
Shen Xinbai sees that Liao Wei wants to dress in front of Yao Qianqian. So far, he seems to have not seen Yao Qianqian's real intention.
"So what kind of words do you want me to use?" Shen Xinbai sneered. "This bitch is wearing a green hat for my brother. I don't expose you. Otherwise, you think you can look good on your faces if President Lu comes here to catch traitors in half an hour?"
"Well, well... Don't worry about her," Yao Qianqian took Liao Wei to the other side. "Let's play with us and don't make trouble."
Liao Wei is still reluctant to let go and wants to compete with Shen Xinbai. But in fact, psychology doesn't want to make things big. So he struggled symbolically and followed Yao Qianqian to the card seat on the other side.
Seeing this, Shen Xinbai was relieved. It seems that Yao Qianqian has a great possibility of success tonight. The combined dose of two nights is enough for Liao Wei to get rid of.
Shen Xinbai looked at Liao Wei fiercely and felt that "the wicked have their own days to collect" was really unreliable. If villains like Liao Wei and Zhao Zhengxi are not punished by the living, it is simply the connivance of heaven.
After Yao Qianqian and Liao Wei took their seats, the tension in their hearts was relieved. Because the dispute just now obviously made Liao Wei feel that Lu Jiayi didn't know. Shen Xinbai's acting skills are still good. With a disdainful look on her face, part-time job makes people feel that she was so despised.
The photos of Shen Xinbai and Lu Jiayi in the parking lot at the gate of the bar did not take the facade of the bar, so even if Liao Wei has seen the online news, it is estimated that he will not think of Shen Xinbai and Lu Jiayi here yesterday. On the contrary, you may feel that Shen Xinbai and Lu Jiayi are really the revival of old love. She is really ignored.
"Miss Yao, yesterday's work was not done in place," Liao Wei said. "How can a smart beauty like Miss Yao do that stupid thing?"
Yao Qianqian felt something was wrong with Liao Wei's eyes, as if there was something in his words. But when I thought that Shen Xinbai was not far away, I felt calm for no reason. I felt that even if something happened, there was a way to retreat.
"Ha ha... I can't help it," said Yao Qianqian. "I was a good sister before I started my career. If I didn't help others when they were in trouble, wouldn't I be said to be ungrateful? As an artist, my image is very important. I don't want people to talk about it like that."
Liao Wei said with a smile, "hehe... Also, if I were Miss Yao, I wouldn't take such a risk. It's just... Miss Yao teased me so much but left by herself. Should I explain to me why I used that kind of provocation?"
"How did people tease you?" Yao Qianqian approached Liao Wei and put his hand on his shoulder. "You're so drunk that you fall asleep. If I don't wake you up, can I succeed last night? In the end, there's an accident, even if it's your punishment."
"Miss Yao, let's not beat around the Bush," Liao Wei said. "What did you give me? It's not ordinary juice, is it?"
Yao Qianqian smiled, pushed him and said, "I'm so scared! I don't have any courage! Why? Don't you dare to play?"
Some looked at him with disgust: "you don't dare to play. There are many people who dare to play with me. Liao Shao, I'm not interested in the ordinary kind. As long as I do that, I must stimulate, do you understand?"
"Oh?" Liao Wei said with a smile, "does President Lu also play with you?"
"He? Hehe... He took me to play. Why, Liao Shao can't afford to play? This kind of thing is very expensive." Yao Qianqian said and was about to get up.