Liu Xinxin nodded, but his heart was even more uncomfortable. In fact, Shen Xinbai knows her very well.
When she was in a bad mood, she really didn't need other people's persuasion, but just wanted someone to sit quietly with her for a while. She really didn't expect that Shen Xinbai knew her so well.
They changed their clothes and went downstairs to the cafe. Shen Xin ordered two cups of cappuccino without talking. He just stirred the coffee and sat so quietly with Liu Xinxin.
See Shen Xin's mobile phone with white hands, but there is no mobile phone case. I don't know where Shen Xinbai got the mobile phone case. Asked, "where's your mobile phone case? I didn't make it so beautiful that I was robbed?"
"No, I was robbed," Shen Xinbai said. "My husband smelled the fragrance and insisted on putting it in the car for air purification. But I'm going to take it back tonight. Hey hey... Let him enjoy the afternoon first."
Hearing Shen Xinbai's words, Liu Xinxin suddenly felt something wrong... Why did Xiao Yan notice the aroma? Is it just a coincidence? How can people like Xiao Yan be interested in aroma?
But it was not easy to say anything, but fell into silence again.
Seeing the bare mobile phone, Liu Xinxin actually felt that it would be a good thing if Xiao Yan kept the mobile phone case there. Or... Even if Xiao Yan finds out, it's a good thing
But thinking of Yaya, Liu Xinxin was still very uncomfortable.
After sitting still for a while, Liu Xinxin's heart was very confused. Stirring the coffee, I tried to speak several times, but I pressed it down. But in the end, he opened his mouth.
"In fact, I am an orphan..." Liu Xin said.
Shen Xinbai was surprised. But when Liu Xinxin's mood is so low, it is also inconvenient to show it. Just smiled and said: "I think you have such a good temper. I thought you grew up in a happy family. I envy you so much. Hey... In fact, I am also an orphan. I am the adopted daughter of the Lu family. Do you know this? My parents died when I was very young..."
Now when we talk about these things, Shen Xinbai doesn't feel much uncomfortable. She has long been used to this fact. And now she has a lovely child and a husband who loves her and herself. Life is so perfect that it's not suitable to hold on to these sorrows in the past.
If Mom and dad are still alive, I don't want her to be too sad.
But in order to comfort Liu Xin's heart, we still have to say something lower. After all, it was not a happy thing.
Liu Xinxin said with a smile, "so, I think we two agree."
"It's because you have a good character," Shen Xinbai said. "In fact, I'm very lonely in my heart. But you make people feel very friendly. When you get along, you're like old friends who have known each other for many years. You don't feel strange at all."
"I'm an orphan. I haven't received much care since I was a child. The children in the orphanage don't love each other as much as everyone thinks, and the Dean, mammies and nursing aunts in the orphanage are not as kind as everyone thinks. We have to fight and rob everything... If we can't fight and rob, we will be hungry and frozen."
"Because no one cares, these children always try their best to highlight their value and want to look strong. In fact, they are only the most vulnerable group in the world except the lonely and widowed elderly. But there are always weaker people in such vulnerable groups. Therefore, it is common for quiet girls to be bullied by others..."
Shen Xinbai looked at her face and thought she was very sad. I don't want her to talk about this topic, but I also think it may be more uncomfortable if I don't say it.
It's better to pour it out.
"When I was in the orphanage, I was often bullied. The more they bullied me, the more lonely my character became. Later, when I grew up, I could finally leave the orphanage and go to school, but because my character was too lonely, I couldn't integrate into the group... But because of this, I studied much better than other children. I went to school early, jumped grade and was a sophomore in senior high school I was admitted in advance by an American University. "
"That university is not a top university, but I want to leave this place, want to go to a new environment and start my life again. But after I came to the United States, I know that everywhere is the same. As long as you are a quiet weak person, everyone will bully you."
Liu Xin sighed and continued: "In order not to be bullied, I try to make myself strong. Not only in my study, but also in my life, I can't be worse than those white classmates. I have classes during the day and work two jobs at night. I don't live in the school dormitory, but rent a house with a senior classmate outside the school. In fact, I don't like him much. I just think he can protect me and give me a chance A foothold in this country. "
"But it won't last long..." Liu Xinxin sighed. "Just when I enjoyed my complacency as a middle-level person who exists equally with my classmates, I found that I was pregnant. But... I'm sure this child wasn't my boyfriend. You know? I was only 18 at that time. I was a sophomore in college, but I was only 18."
Shen Xinbai was very surprised to hear what Liu Xinxin said. I really didn't expect that such a beautiful woman should have such an experience.
Listen, she has been attracted by her experience. It seems that she has returned to the era of struggling alone with Liu Xinxin. Beside her, I watched this poor and stubborn little girl fight with her talent, body... Everything in a foreign country.
But in the end, the result is not satisfactory
But who can tell whether blessing is evil? If Liu Xinxin had a firm foothold in the United States, he might not have the ordinary happiness he has now.
Liu Xin calmed down and continued, "but I don't know who that man is. I only know he is Asian. On the way home from work, he strengthened me. I can't have this child because my boyfriend is white. I may not be able to stay in school."
"At that time, my boyfriend looked very busy. I was also worried. I was focused on making money to be the child. Where could I care about him? I got my salary for the last month. I saved enough money, rushed home to get my bank card hidden in the cupboard under my bed, and rushed to the bank. But I found that my card had no money..."
"Did your boyfriend take it?" Shen Xinbai asked.
Even with your heels.
Liu Xinxin nodded and said: "I don't know how he got my bank card password. But I'm sure he took it. It turns out... He was expelled from school because he couldn't afford the tuition, but I don't know. He took my money long ago, but I didn't find it. He stayed at home to cheat money and sex. I called him about the money, and he turned off the phone as soon as I heard about the money And never contacted me again. "
Speaking of this sad past, even after many years, Liu Xinxin's mood was still a little unstable. He wiped the tears on his face and calmed down for a long time before he continued: "It's not even worse. What's worse is that the house we live in had already expired. My boyfriend and the landlord said that they would pay the money next month, which has been dragging on. On the day after my boyfriend ran away with the money, the landlord came to collect the rent..."
"They intimidated me and wouldn't let me go out. They also said that my boyfriend gave my student ID card to the landlord. If I didn't pay the money, he would go to school. I had no choice but to give him all the wages I had and my two jobs. I didn't pay the money for the school dormitory, which meant that I had nowhere to go when I left the house... But I could only afford the month I owed I can't afford to live in this house... "
With this saying, Liu Xinxin's mood gradually calmed down. It seemed that he was immersed in this painful memory, got used to it, and became numb.
"In this way, I dragged my luggage and wandered in the street... It was very late and I had no place to go... Suddenly a group of hooligans came over and looked like dark street gangsters. In the early morning of New York, it was the world of dark street gangsters... They wanted to catch me to a hotel, and I tried my best to earn money. I don't know who said such a boring sentence and kicked me in the lower abdomen. He kicked me On the ground, several other people also came up and kicked me. "
"I don't know how many feet they kicked, but I know that several feet kicked on my lower abdomen, and I have great strength. I hurt to death. I tried hard to get up, but I couldn't stand up at all... I can feel that I'm bleeding, a lot... I think I'm dying..."
"But I didn't die, and when I woke up, I was lying in a warm room. The bed was very comfortable, not like our poor little rental house. There was a good smell in the house... A bedroom was bigger than the whole house I rented with that bastard and the owner... I thought I was dreaming."
Shen Xinbai said, "this is your lucky person. Someone must have helped you. The person who helped you will be blessed in the future."
"Yes, someone helped me..." Liu Xin said, "She is a rich lady, a beautiful Chinese girl. When I saw her coming in with hot milk, I felt like a heavenly daughter. She smiled and asked me, are you awake? She said, when I saw you, you were scary. I thought you were hopeless. But fortunately, Dad had friends in the hospital, and they were all there overnight You're alive. "
"This is really a good man..." Shen Xinbai suddenly remembered Xiaoxiao.
In this world, there are many indifferent people, but there are also many warm-hearted and kind-hearted people.
"Yes, she is really a good person. Noble, elegant, kind and smart... Happiness makes people jealous. Only envy..."