Chapter 606

Seeing that Xiao Yan keeps the door, this time, Shen Xinbai can't talk about Xiao Yan any more. I can only thank him for his kindness.

Shen Xinbai stood quietly at the door and listened for a long time before he heard a voice inside.

"I didn't cry! If I didn't cry, I didn't cry!"

"Well, well, you didn't cry." Xiao Yan's voice.

Shen Xinbai thinks that when Xiao Yan compromises, he is still very popular.

"Even if you don't cry, you must be uncomfortable, right?" Xiao Yan asked.

"HMM." the little guy replied stiffly.

"Why do you feel uncomfortable?"

The little guy wiped his nose and bet on his airway: "it's just uncomfortable anyway. There's no reason!"

Xiao Yan felt that the little guy's stubborn appearance was really a match with him in those years.

"You think with your little sister, mom and Dad don't love you, do you?"

Yo, it's rare to hear this word from Xiao Yan's mouth!

The little guy nodded after a long silence.

"How can it be? You and your little sister are both the treasures of your parents. How can your parents not love you? With your little sister, you will get more love instead of less. Have you ever thought how lonely you would be when your parents get old and die, and there would be no one connected with you except your own children? But if there was one If you have a sister or brother, you have one more person who loves you and can accompany you. "

"Mom and dad won't die. Yan and Mommy will always accompany Yaoyao! You won't grow old, I won't let you grow old! I'll be very sensible..." Yaoyao said and cried again.

But he quickly wiped away his tears and didn't want a Yan to see him so worthless.

"But as long as you are a person, you will grow old and die. Shaking yourself is inevitable. This is something we can't control and can only accept... If one day, dad is gone, you can't protect your mother anymore. Shaking yourself alone can take good care of your mother?"

The little guy hung his head and was silent.

"But what if Yaoyao has many brothers and sisters? You can take turns to come back with your mother, so that your mother won't feel lonely when she is at home. Yaoyao doesn't want her mother to become a lonely grandmother, does she?"

The little guy nodded.

"Baby, do you want many relatives to accompany you and many people to accompany Mommy?" Xiao Yan shook his arms and asked softly.

The little guy was silent for a long time and muttered, "I want a Yan to accompany us forever. If a Yan accompanies us, it doesn't matter if there are not many brothers and sisters."

"But what if a-yan can't accompany you forever? If one day a-yan leaves first, do you want some brothers and sisters to accompany you and help you look after your mother? Do you want brothers and sisters to support you and help you when you are lonely and helpless?"

Shen Xinbai listens and feels his nose sour.

If one day, Xiao banyan is really no longer. No matter how many children there are, this family can not be called a "home". It turned out that Xiao Yan always pestered her to have children because she didn't want to turn her into a lonely old lady.

But how can Xiao Yan be so sure that he will walk in front of her?

How can she be lonely if she is accompanied by her wife?

Suddenly I remembered my uncle's illness and the age when my grandfather died

Shen Xinbai only felt that his back was cold.

Will Xiao Yan be in his fifties

She can't imagine.

"Baby, no matter how many little brothers and sisters mom and dad will have in the future, mom and dad's love for you will never diminish. Just because you will grow up slowly and become an indomitable real man, if you can take care of yourself, mom and dad will focus more on your brothers and sisters. But that doesn't mean mom and dad won't love you because of it It's in my heart, isn't it? "

"Dad has never cheated Yaoyao. Does Yaoyao believe dad?"

The little guy is still silent. After a while, he muttered, "but I didn't have a father before I was six years old. Now I finally have a father. My father hasn't accompanied me much, so I'm going to accompany my little sister..."

Xiao Yan's nose was sour, but he didn't know how to express it emotionally. I can only hold my son.

He also knows that having a second child is not fair to shake.

When the little guy was very young, no father loved him and took care of him, but his little brother and sister were born with the common love of their parents. He finally had a father, but in the twinkling of an eye, he would share it with others. It's really hard for a seven year old child to figure it out and make a sensible response that adults think.

"What's the meaning of Yaoyao?" Xiao Yan asked, "Yaoyao really doesn't want this little brother or sister? But you've agreed before. Is this a betrayal and not a husband?"

The little guy hung his head and shed tears: "I know what ah Yan said is reasonable, and I know I'm not sensible... But I'm really sad. I think I'm going to lose my parents... Ah Yan, when I was in kindergarten, I knew that other children can be very capricious, but I can't. because they have parents, but I only have my mother. If I am capricious, my mother will be very sad 。”

"I think I want to take care of my mother like a man. I really want to grow up quickly. But now that I have a father, can I be capricious like other children... I just want my parents to accompany me more... I don't want to lose my parents so soon. I think it's like I just had a father yesterday and haven't come out of the surprise , I will become a child without a father again... "

"Yan, if I were willful once, would you still love me? Would you hate me?"

"How could it..." Xiao Yan hugged him and shook him, his voice choked, "you are my father's flesh and blood. How can my father hate you?"

"Then can I not have my little sister... Ah Yan, I will be willful this time. I will be obedient and obedient in the future, okay? I will be very sensible and promising. I will be filial to my parents, and I will not make my parents angry, disappointed or lonely... My parents only want me to be a child, okay …”

Shake and cry.

Shen Xinbai's tears also fell down.

Shen Xinbai was afraid of making a sound, wiped his tears and quietly returned to his room.

Not long after, the door opened. I could hear that Xiao Yan's footsteps were very heavy.

Xiao Yan sat on the sofa outside and sighed.

Shen Xinbai sits on the bed inside and is very tangled

Xiao Yan came back so soon. It seems that there is no persuasion.

The little guy's words really made her feel very guilty.

She's so sorry to shake.

Let Yaoyao live without a father for six years. Now he finally gives Yaoyao a complete family, but he has to divide up the love he can get when he hasn't fully enjoyed his father's love.

She always remembered the kindergarten teacher's words. It was because she was too sensible that she was abnormal. This is not the mind of a child of six or seven years old.

All this is because Yaoyao has no father from birth to the age of six. Without a father, it is very harmful to the growth of a child's heart.

Now, seeing that Yaoyao has gradually changed from autistic to cheerful, she is willing to watch Yaoyao play and make fun with the children. She is willing to watch Yaoyao be as naughty and naughty as other children... But what if they have another child? Will the security that the little guy just got disappear again? He will become lonely again.

In her belly is her child, and no one shakes her child. The palm and back of her hand are all meat. How should she choose

Can she really let go of her shaky growth?

Perhaps the child came too early.

Wait a few more years. When Yaoyao is 13 or 14 years old, his character has initially developed. At that time, if he has another one, Yaoyao should understand. And even if he doesn't understand, it should be just awkward for a while, which won't affect his character.

But... This is her first child after marriage with Xiao Yan. She can really feel that he has a soul in her body

Shen Xinbai's heart is very chaotic.

Obviously, Xiao Yan's heart is also very chaotic

Two people, one outside and one inside, were so silent

I don't know how long it took. Shen Xinbai got up slowly and walked towards Xiao Yan with heavy steps.

Xiao Yan raised his head and looked at her with a frown.

"Otherwise... Or, or... Flow away?" Shen Xinbai whispered.

Xiao Yan shook his head: "can't flow, absolutely can't flow... It's too harmful to the body, and it's a life."

"But shake..."

"I'll find a way." Xiao Yan was very firm.

Shen Xinbai sighed and sat down beside Xiao Yan.

"In our generation, there are many only children. In fact, I don't feel lonely. It's good to get used to it," Shen Xinbai whispered. "Maybe we really shouldn't have this child. I... I owe too much. I want to accompany him more..."

She can't bear it either. What's in her stomach is also her child. She really can't bear it

Shen Xinbai gently pressed his belly, and his fingers trembled.

We can only constantly try to convince ourselves with scientific theories. Tell ourselves that this is just an embryo, just like a tumor growing in the body. At this stage, he has no life, let alone a soul. He is just a mass of meat

But no matter how reason roared in her heart, she couldn't convince herself.

"You don't owe him, I owe him," Xiao Yan said. "I'll make up for what I owe. Just give birth to the child at ease."

Xiao Yan looked at her: "at the bottom of your heart, are you reluctant?"

Shen Xinbai does not deny it.

This is also her child. Of course she can't bear it.

"Since I can't bear it, I'll have it. Shake it there, and I'll do it properly. Shake it is a sensible child. Maybe after a while, he'll figure it out."