You say you can see. There are so many little boys here who come to drink together. They are more handsome and don't look too attractive in school uniforms. But you don't see them. It's interesting to see those greasy puppy lovers?
See, see... Miss, miss... When you miss enough, you can put it down completely?
"Hey, can you really put Lu Jiayi down?"
The question is, boss, can you not take me?
Shen Xinbai nodded, very firm.
Smile bitterly from time to time: "my heart is white. Sometimes I really admire you. You say how you can afford to put it down... It's really powerful. But I, how can I be so cowardly..."
"Xinbai, why didn't I know you earlier? If we knew each other in middle school and had you around me, I might not have been cheated by that bastard Zhao Zhengxi. Besides, with you, what am I in love for? I'm in love... I can't make friends."
"Don't say that. It's like you have any intention other than friendship." Shen Xinbai smiled.
"I'm serious," said Shen Xinbai seriously, looking at him from time to time, "Now think carefully about why I was with Zhao Zhengxi... Was it because I was lonely that I couldn't see his true face? If someone could remind me at that time, I might not fall in... It's really hard for me to understand why I fell in love with this person. It's hard for me to understand. I don't think I'm stupid. Why have I been cheated for ten years... Ten years ……”
"You are not stupid, nor blind, but Zhao Zhengxi was not alone at that time. Once you step out of the campus, people will change more or less. Some people will get better and better, others... Just look better and better. In order to make yourself look better and better on the surface, at the bottom of my heart, it will get dirtier and dirtier. You loved him, that's not true Wrong, just not very smart to end this relationship when he hasn't gone bad. "
How many of these couples who come out of school can go to the end? How many will be happy when they go to the end? Wrong, not the "me" at that time, but the "us" at that time.
At that time, we were all immature. Immature met, immature started. And then when we were mature, it ended.
Young feelings should be like this. There are really few people who hold on and get good results.
"Yes... He was really good at that time." he smiled bitterly from time to time.
Just when Shen Xinbai still wanted to comfort, he always stretched out and said, "don't talk about him. It's hard to find you out. We're happy."
"You can't be happy on the surface. If you want to be really happy, that's your ability. Are you really happy?" Shen Xinbai began to let her go.
"You..." always waved your fist and made a gesture to make Shen Xinbai, "I said, can you accumulate some virtue? You always want me to look happy on the surface and slow down at the bottom of my heart? Why, I have to cry on you?"
"Come on, come on, lie down. I'm waiting. Lie down anywhere. It's your privilege."
"Fuck off! Playing rogue... I really don't want to talk to you!" he said from time to time.
Talking and laughing, after this meal, it seems that it is really more and more relaxed from time to time. As for the heart, it is really impossible to force. As always said, you must give me some time to slowly go from the surface to the heart.
During this period, biology bully made three calls and didn't answer them from time to time.
Shen Xinbai also didn't ask her about her next plan. Whether she can make good progress with this biology bully and what kind of job she plans to find are all questions that shouldn't be raised now. Now, all she needs is to relax. Nothing is more important than letting her heart live again.
Only when her heart comes back to life, everything will be good. Work, love and life will be good.
"Come on, let's take a picture of ourselves to celebrate my return to being single!" when I left the hotel, I always had to pull Shen Xinbai to take photos at Shen Xinbai's school gate.
Shen Xinbai had to wear these Super Mario pants and take pictures with a beautiful woman at the gate of her school.
"OK! Let's go, let's go. I'll take you home, and I'll go back to bed early. Really, I'm so bored to accompany you this pregnant woman all afternoon!" she always took Shen Xinbai and complained.
God knows how much Shen Xinbai wants to kick her ass and kick her to eat shit. But this is when crossing the road, so don't implement this vicious idea. Otherwise, human life will be killed.
"Hey, I'm looking for a house to move tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. I'll call you when I change to a new place."
Shen Xinbai nodded, knowing that she wanted to say goodbye to everything in the past. She would never touch any place related to Zhao Zhengxi again.
In the face of a relationship that has lasted for more than ten years, it's really not so easy to be indifferent. So at this stage, all she can do is to escape everything related to this relationship. Maybe in a few months, maybe a year, maybe two years later, slow things will always be completely put down.
It will be so cold that even if I see this person on a certain occasion, it is just a faint smile. I don't even have the mind to understand his recent situation.
She was sent back to Xiao's old house from time to time. She stood at the door and watched her so far away. Then she went back.
When I got home, I felt that the atmosphere at home was... Strange.
Xiao Qing and Xiao Yan are sitting on the sofa. They don't see Mengmeng and sway. Isn't it strange that the two people sat so quietly on the sofa at the same time, neither reading magazines nor playing with mobile phones and tablets, but just sitting like this?
"How to return..." before Shen Xinbai finished his words, he saw a man coming out of the bathroom on the first floor... Meng Yun?
Hehe... Hehe... What a thick face!
"Xinbai, are you back? Come and sit down." Xiao Qing patted her side.
Shen Xinbai looked at Meng Yun, shook his head and said with a smile, "don't sit, I think it's annoying."
Then he went upstairs.
She is not afraid to hurt Xiao Qing's face. Instead, she deliberately doesn't give Xiao Qing face. She wants Meng Yun to see that Xiao Qing has no position in this family. Even a brother and daughter-in-law with a different surname dared to show her face.
Seeing Shen Xinbai's attitude, Xiao Yan suddenly became enlightened. He also got up and said, "I have a headache. Talk to you. By the way, after he left, you remember to throw away his used cups and worn slippers. I don't want dirt in my home."
Then he said to Lisa, who was busy cleaning up in the kitchen, "Lisa, the contact person will come tomorrow and plan and reinstall the bathroom on the first floor. The toilet and hand basin should be replaced."
Xiao Yan said this, but it was more excessive than her reaction. But Shen Xinbai sounds happy.
"Lisa, where are the two children?" Shen Xinbai turned back and asked.
The answer was Xiao Yan: "I asked them to do their homework in the study. Some things and some people are better off out of sight."
"That's right. Since Mengmeng's surname is Xiao, it's our Xiao family. We can't let others lead us astray."
The two of them spoke to each other and went upstairs like singing a double reed.
Left sitting on the sofa in the hall, Xiao Qing with an embarrassed face and Meng Yun with incomparable indifference.
Before entering the house, Shen Xinbai took a look at Meng Yun and found that this man's face can really be called the world. He thought Xiao Qing would have a good home, but this matter was so noisy. Maybe after solving Meng Yun, Xiao Qing and Fan Yi will be over soon.