Chapter 659

Feng Shui takes turns. Just now she used this method to amuse Xiao Yan and watch his performance, but now she has to take the initiative to do this imitation game.

I don't know if I imitate like it, but this is the best way she can think of to let Xiao Qing understand it carefully.

"Elder sister... Do you think his attitude is very resentful? I'm worried that because of Meng Yun's affairs, he may... Hate because of love."

After some imitation, Shen Xinbai feels like a clown. The originally dull thing was also made into a comic atmosphere by her. He can only try to pull the atmosphere back and make Xiao Qing realize the seriousness of Fan Yi's attitude.

Xiao Qing said with a smile, "just looking at you playing tricks."

Shen Xinbai scratched his head and didn't know what to say.

Can't you persuade Xiao Qing to give up?

"Sister, you really have to think it over. After all, marriage is a lifetime thing." Shen Xinbai worried.

Xiao Qing put away the joke, sighed and said, "yes... Marriage is a lifetime thing. To be honest, I don't love Fan Yi. I only agreed to his proposal because I thought he was good and moved to me. I must have a good impression, but so far, it hasn't risen to the level of love."

"My heart is white... To tell you the truth, I don't think I can fall in love with anyone else in my life. I'm afraid of love. So, I just want to find someone who is good to me. Or they don't interfere with each other and act like partners to carry on the cooperation of marriage and don't divorce. I think that's enough."

"Even if this person is hypocritical to me, I don't care. A woman is my age and still has a child. In fact, all she wants is marriage itself. Love... Hehe... Love is beautiful, but not everyone has the luck to have it. What should a woman who can't have love do ... she can only marry the secular world. Marry for secular eyes. "

Shen Xinbai nodded and felt that from Xiao Qing's own point of view, her consideration was very reasonable.

After all, Xiao Qing is a person who has been in the Vanity Fair for a long time. She needs the label of "married" to decorate herself and make herself in the eyes of others, not as sad as a single mother. Especially after Meng Yun's experience, she is more eager to find someone to settle down.

But even so, she didn't have to hurry to marry herself out. Before, she meant to refuse Fan Yi, which is a good proof. It is estimated that she was only moved by Fan Yi's words. She felt that Fan Yi, like her, also needed a marriage. Due to her identity and reputation, once she chose to combine, she would not terminate the marriage cooperation halfway.

That's why she wavered a little.

As long as Xiao Qing's reason is still there, as long as she is not eager to find someone to heal because of Meng Yun's affairs, it will be much easier to do. No matter what the final result is, it is Xiao Qing's wise choice after careful consideration.

She believes that Xiao Qing will make a correct choice for herself.

"I can see that Fan Yi is now riding a tiger," Xiao Qing said. "All the arrangements for the wedding are in progress. Most of the people around him know that he wants to marry me. As for him, he has no choice but to complete the wedding. As for what will happen after he marries home, who knows?"

"He just doesn't admit defeat and doesn't want to let himself become a clown played by women, so he has to marry me back... What if I bet that after he marries me back and vent for a while, he will be good to me again. Do you say... May I win?"

Before Shen Xinbai answered, Xiao Qing shook her head and said with a wry smile, "but is it ridiculous for me to gamble for him? If I love him, it's worth gambling, but I don't love him at all. So what's the significance of my adventure?"

"Yes... Yes..." Shen Xinbai thought so.

In fact, Shen Xinbai thinks that if Fan Yi is really good to Xiao Qing, even if Xiao Qing doesn't love Fan Yi enough, he should still marry him; But if Fan Yi doesn't mean it to Xiao Qing, Xiao Qing doesn't love him at all. Why should he marry someone who doesn't love him or herself? What do you want?

It's not necessary.

"Xin Bai, don't worry, I'll think about it." Xiao Qing said.

When Shen Xinbai heard Xiao Qing say this, he stopped disturbing Xiao Qing. He got up and said, "well, sister, have a rest early... Just... That... I hope today's words will not affect my sister's judgment. It's just that there's such a situation for my sister to understand. It's not a big deal. My sister just listens."

"I see," Xiao Qing said with a smile, "ah Yan must have forced you to come and persuade me. In fact, you are also very embarrassed. Don't worry, my sister will make a judgment according to her heart. Whether it's right or wrong, my sister will be responsible for her choice."

Shen Xinbai nodded, put away his worries in his eyes, smiled and said, "good night, sister."

"Good night, white heart."

Out of Xiao Qing's room, the worry in Shen's white eyes appeared again.

From the current situation, it seems that no matter how Xiao Qing chooses, it is wrong.

Xiao Qing said that it is not impossible for Fan Yi to treat her well after marriage. If so, it would be a good marriage, but good things take more time.

But... What if not?

The most difficult thing in the world is "other people's emotional problems". This person is your concerned and caring family member, so you can't be indifferent to her affairs.

But it is precisely because they are relatives, not themselves, that they are different from what they do to themselves. You can't make a decision for him, or even worry that it will affect him and make him make the wrong decision. Therefore, whether it is in charge or not, this heart is always hanging for him.

After Shen Xinbai left, Xiao Qing fell into meditation.

In fact, when listening to Fan Yi's words, she had doubts in her heart. Although every word he said was on the point, it just solved her concerns. But the feeling for her is still different from before. She couldn't tell the difference, but she felt a little awkward and very awkward.

She didn't know where these worries came from until Shen Xinbai said Fan Yi's attitude that day. Because she doesn't believe that Fan Yi is a person who has no temper to love a woman. His "calm" and "understanding" are really just pretending.

But in fact, what she said to Xinbai is not entirely true.

She said she didn't love Fan Yi. That's a lie.

Fan Yi is indeed the first person to open her heart in so many years. When she decided to make up with Meng Yun and give up Fan Yi, her heart hurt. Because she knows that giving up this time is forever.

What men hate most is women who go back and forth. So once she broke up with him when she had decided to get married, Fan Yi's feelings for her would be erased by her renegade. Her image in Fan Yi's heart will plummet.

So for the sake of her happiness for the rest of her life, even if Fan Yi gives her another chance, she can't entrust herself to him.

At that time, when she gave up, she thought so.

But when she heard Fan Yi say those words, her heart softened again. She knew that he was not such a talkative man and that he pretended all this, but why did he pretend so? Before she thought, maybe it was because she couldn't bear it. After all, it has reached the point of talking about marriage. However, it is impossible for anyone who attaches importance to feelings to give up.

After listening to Xinbai's words, she felt that his repeated concessions and pretends were just to set a trap for her to jump in and let him take revenge.

So she was really confused about how to choose

What I said to Xinbai just now is so sober. In fact, they are just trying to hold on. Most of them are to save face and tell themselves.

At the bottom of her heart, she is really confused. I don't know where to go

It has reached the point of talking about marriage. Since Fan Yi doesn't want to give up, she naturally shouldn't give up. Only in this way can we give an account to others. Otherwise, wouldn't we really play with him?

She never knew how to play with men and found such a woman ridiculous. I don't exclude you from approaching me and I accept your pursuit because I like you. I promised to marry you because I would like to spend my life with you and make sure I won't regret it. Shouldn't it be so simple about feelings?

Why are there so many calculations?

There are too many intrigues in this world. We are in this world. We have to be worldly and hypocritical. But this is just a social image we define for ourselves. It's just the appearance we show in this society, not our heart.

If you make your feelings so hypocritical, don't you feel very sad?

So if she persists, if she sincerely apologizes to Fan Yi, reveals the reason for her choice at that time and her dead heart to Meng Yun, can she redeem this relationship? Will you really die together?

But what if you lose?

She admitted that her love for Fan Yi mostly stems from appreciation and gratitude, which is far less profound than that for Meng Yun. So is it worth risking a lifetime of happiness for such an unforgettable love?

But... What if you don't work hard this time? Will she meet another person who makes her a little moved?

Her heart is dead. It's really not easy for someone to enter and occupy a place in it. Now there is a chance to keep him, why do you have to force yourself to throw him out?

Xiao Qing thought carefully. For a moment, she chose a, but for a moment, she chose B

Tossing and turning, the most difficult decision in the world is the matter of emotion. It seems that all choices are risks and all choices are losses.