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The party ended very late. After that, Tang Qin went to Jianyu's room. He had to discuss this with Jianyu.

"Jianyu, can mom tell you something?" Tang Qin's tone is very careful, waiting for the reaction of Jianyu.

Jianyu just nodded.

"Jianyu, how about a music tutoring class for you this holiday? If there are few people, we can go to the audition class first. If not, we can not go, OK? "

Tang Qin was very deliberative and said, seeing that Yu shook his head, and then continued to write down his own. He liked it very much. He could sit in front of his desk and write for a day, except for eating.

So live in their own world, not lonely, do not feel bored. But seeing that Tang Qin wanted to cry, Tang Qin put up with his emotions again, and he was still very deliberative: "Jianyu, mom will accompany you. If you are noisy, we can report one-on-one, and then slowly report to a class with many people. Maybe you will fall in love with music when you go to a few classes

, or maybe you will..."

"I'm not going!" Tang Qin has been saying that he is in a bad mood, so he shouts at Tang Qin.

After roaring, he continued to write down his own things, which completely annoyed Tang Qin, and all his emotions and grievances came up.

She snatched an Jian Yu's notebook and tore it off angrily. She yelled loudly: "don't write! I see you writing every day. Is it useful to write? What is it all about? "

Tang Qin's reaction startled Jianyu, and Tang Qin's emotion out of control vented: "you stay in this room all day writing, what do you write? Can you write money or friends? Children as old as you, they are all in school, have a group of little friends to play and laugh together, and you? Just hide in this room all day, dare not see people, dare not speak, what I say, do, please, what you should not, I will be driven crazy by you, you know? Can you think about it for me?

Because you and I don't even dare to go out this year. Yang Xu's family go out to travel, smile and take Xiao Jiang Qing to hold concerts all over the world, so I can only accompany you here, guard you, suppress myself desperately, and do things carefully for fear of stimulating you. An Jianyu, do I owe you? Do I owe you in my last life? God asked you to get back at me, didn't he? You're going to torture me, aren't you? When I gave birth to you, I gave birth prematurely and almost lost my life. I don't ask you to have much potential to repay me, I just ask you to be like a normal child! I'm trying, I'm trying to change you in every way, but you've always been like this. You can't go to school. You can't come out to have a meal with your godparents. Now I'm begging you to go to music tutoring. What do you want me to do? Do you want to force me to death? You just force me to death

"What's the matter?" When he heard Tang Qin's angry voice downstairs, an Jinyan ran up. Seeing the scene in front of him, he was startled and asked, "what's the matter?"

After that, Tang Qin cried bitterly, and saw that the book that Yu had been writing had been torn by Tang Qin. Seeing the torn book, he was even more angry.

He ran forward and grabbed Tang Qin's clothes, shouting: "you pay for my book, you pay for my book!"

"What kind of book do you have to pay for? Do you live on your book all your life? Do you lock yourself up in this dark room and write for the rest of your life? " Tang Qin's mood was completely ignited this time.

"What is this for? Okay, what are you yelling at the kids? " Seeing this scene, an Jinyan is also upset. He quickly stops Tang Qin and says to Jianyu, "Jianyu, your mother is in a hurry. She doesn't have any other meaning. Dad will repair your book for you."

An Jinyan is about to pick up the torn book from the ground, but Jianyu pushes an Jinyan away in an extreme mood. He is completely stimulated by Tang Qin's words. He says out of control: "not good!"

After shouting, his mood became more and more out of control, and he said in a loud voice: "you all dislike me, you all dislike me, I am a tug of oil, I am a tug of oil!"

An Jianyu shouts these words, and then raises his hand to beat him hard. His hand is not important at all. Seeing this, an Jinyan pulls Jianyu's hand and says:

"Jianyu, what are you doing? I didn't say you're a tug of oil, you're not. How could mom and dad dislike you? We just... "

"Don't talk. I won't listen to any of you. You go out, you go out, you all go out!" An Jian Yu's emotional stimulation has been pushing an Jinyan and Tang Qin towards the door.

"Jianyu, mom doesn't mean that. Jianyu, listen to mom..."

How can Tang Qin not feel sad to hear that they dislike him? She is busy to explain at this moment, but an Jianyu can't listen to anything, just pushing them all the time.

But they were also afraid that an Jianyu would do something extreme, so they had to stay at the door. Through the crack of the door, they could see an Jianyu sitting on the floor, curling up and crying.In this case, an Jinyan is really, an Jinyan is really

"Well, what's going on? Wasn't everything OK at the party just now? Isn't it a pleasure to see that Yu is the first in the grade? How... "

An Jinyan's words haven't finished, Tang Qin has already sobbed out, she doesn't want to be like this, just just a moment ago, the mood came up to say all the words that have been choked in the heart.

At this moment, seeing the stimulation, Jianyu tangqin was also afraid. She was very worried and asked: "Jianyu won't be stimulated, will she? He won't do anything extreme, will he? "

"Don't you know the character of Jianyu? He got the first place in the grade this time. He was happy. Why An Jinyan really doesn't know what to say. He blames Tang Qin on the one hand, but he also understands Tang Qin's mood now, and Tang Qin has regretted crying like this, so he can't say anything more.

He had to say: "well, it's already like this. You watch here. I'll help Jianyu mend this book. Maybe his mood will be better after mending it."

Tang Qin cries and nods. Before an Jinyan walks away, he tells Tang Qin, "but don't worry about him here."

"I know."

Jianyu's personality is extreme. It's normal for them to do extreme things when they are stimulated. So they are afraid. Fortunately, they can see him clearly through the crack of the door. He has been sitting on the floor, holding himself and crying. It's really distressing.

One door, two worlds. An Jianyu is crying inside and Tang Qin is crying outside.

After a long time, an Jinyan took up the repaired book. This book is very thick, which is usually used by an Jianyu to write. Some of it is for practicing calligraphy, and some of it is for diary. Diary accounts for a large part. Because he can't speak and has no friends, he likes to write.

An Jinyan turned to a page and handed it to Tang Qin. Tang Qin was stunned and asked, "what?"

An Jinyan didn't speak. He just handed the book to Tang Qin, who took it. This is a diary written by Jian Yugang today. One of the words is particularly eye-catching:

"my mother is very happy that I got the first test this time, so I will get the first test every time in the future."

In a word, it's very short, but after reading it, Tang Qin burst into tears, sobbing, and felt very distressed.

I feel so sorry for him. Just now, her words hurt his heart and broke his most precious book. She should die. She really should die.

She never knew that Jianyu was thoughtful. She never thought that if he could not speak, he would not think. In fact, he knew everything in his heart, and he was trying his best to overcome it, otherwise he would not take the initiative to say that he would try to take the exam.

Think of these tangqin heart good pain, pain let him feel suffocated.

She held the book and cried for a long time. Then she eased her mood to push the door and went in. Xiaojianyu sat on the ground and hugged herself, because his book was a little thinner. It was really distressing.

"See Yu, I'm sorry." Tang Qin squatted down in front of Jianyu and said this to him, but Jianyu lowered his head and didn't go to see her at all. "I'm sorry, it's all mom's bad, mom's bad guy. I shouldn't say those words, but mom doesn't dislike you. It's just worry. Mom knows it's mom's problem. Even if she's worried, she can't get angry with you. I'm sorry, Jianyu. Don't be angry with mom, OK?" Tang Qin coaxed him, but he just ignored him and hung his head.

Tang Qin once again said: "Jianyu, don't be like this. It's all my mother's fault. If you don't want to go to class, you won't go. If we don't go, we won't go anywhere. My mother is at home with you and here with you. If you want to write, you can continue to write, OK?"

Hearing this, an Jianyu finally answered. He raised his head, his eyes were red with tears. He shook his head desperately: "no, it's not good."

"Jianyu, I'm sorry. Don't do that. It's all my mother's fault. It's all my mother's fault." Tang Qin desperately explained.

"It's my fault. I shouldn't have come into this world. I shouldn't let you feel ashamed because of me. I should have died when I was born An Jianyu was so excited that she felt worse than killing Tang Qin. She hugged him tightly and said, "no, no, Jianyu, no, Jianyu, you are my mother's good son. My mother loves you most. Don't scare my mother like this. Don't scare my mother like this. It's all my fault. Please don't do this. ”When it comes to Tang Qin's incoherent words, he even asked for them, because the words he saw Yu just now were more painful than stabbing Tang Qin.

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