Lin Shiru didn't escape nangongzhi in the end. On the way back with nangongzhi, Lin Shiru thought a lot and regretted her previous behavior, but she knew it was too late to say she regretted.
What surprised Lin Shiru was that Nangong Zhi took her to Nangong's grave. When she came here, Lin Shiru could not help but feel very frightened, and her heart was like being pulled up.
"Ah Chi."
After standing still, Lin Shiru still called nangongzhi affectionately, but nangongzhi's eyes were still very cold, or it was a cold, he simply said back: "I said, don't call me like this again!"
Lin Shiru's eyes moistened and her head dropped slowly.
"Why did I bring you here? You must know better than me. Do you want me to ask or do you want to say it yourself?"
Nangong stopped bringing her to this place. Naturally, Lin Shiru was clear. She was afraid to see Nangong's monument.
She knows that she doesn't have to say much. Nangongzhi knows everything. If she lies again, the consequences will be more serious. If she admits it, she won't be forgiven by nangongzhi.
So it's not going to be good for her anyway.
"Ah Zhi, it's not what you think. I'm responsible for the old man, but But I didn't mean to
"Not on purpose?" Listening to Lin Shiru's explanation, nangongzhi really feels ridiculous.
"Yes, at that time, the old man was very angry. He was so angry that he had a heart attack. I was also very flustered. I had never encountered such a situation before, so So I was in a hurry.
I didn't mean to kill the old man on purpose, and we've been together for such a long time before. You still know me, don't you? I won't be so cruel. "
Speaking of this, Lin Shiru took nangongzhi's arm, but nangongzhi quickly threw her hand away.
"You're still arguing with me!"
"I didn't."
"Lin Shiru, why did you become like this? You have never been like this before. Now you make me feel strange and disgusting. "
Disgusting?
When hearing these two words from Nangong Zhi's mouth, Lin Shiru's heart still hurt violently. Nangong Zhi told her that seeing her made him feel sick?
How ironic and ridiculous!
Maybe everyone in the world would say that, but when she said it from Nangong, Lin Shiru really felt aggrieved for herself.
"You think I'm sick?"
"Yes Nangongzhi's answer was unambiguous.
Seeing nangongzhi's attitude, all of a sudden Lin Shiru burst out laughing sadly and kept repeating this sentence: "I'm sick, you think I'm sick Yes, I also feel disgusted. I'm trying to abuse myself for the sake of a man! "
Lin Shiru admitted that when she was just brought back by Nangong Zhi, her heart was afraid, but now her heart is angry and wronged. "You are a rich young man. I am a woman working in a bar. It's wrong that we are not in charge of our own business. It can be said that I don't deserve you. But in fact, I met you when you were most frustrated in your career. I didn't covet your money because you helped me. I stayed with you after a long time.
Mutual support, so that you slowly make a comeback, has been with you, but how do you Nangong people treat me? It's because I'm from a bad family that all of you Nangong family don't accept me.
I think that as long as we have a good relationship, nothing can become an obstacle for us. But I can't imagine that you and I broke up in the end. What's my weight between me and your family? What am I? You must give up. It's just that I was so stupid at that time that I chose to commit suicide for the sake of a man who is not worthy of love. I didn't die two years ago because I was very lucky. It was Rong Yin who saved me. Whether he said he had a purpose or he didn't pay attention to it, the result was that I survived. In the past two years, actually, Rong Yin taught me a lot of things. This time, he suddenly came back to revenge you according to his meaning . Yes, at first I thought the same way. I wanted to take revenge on you, the ungrateful man. If two years ago you broke up with me because your family had to, it was very painful and you were helpless. Maybe I can forgive you, but your pain and helplessness were too short and false!
After meeting Roy star, everything about you and me has become the past. After I came back, you are more like a changed person. You treat me coldly and lightly, not only don't feel a little sorry for me, but also don't feel happy because I didn't die. Instead, you treat me as a stumbling block. You want to kick me off all the time. No one wants to make others hate you. If I have a way, I will never choose this road. Two years ago, you forced me to a dead end. Now I still can't get what I deserve when I come back. Shouldn't I hate it? Shouldn't I
hate you or your grandfather?You say I have changed, yes, I have changed, because of your betrayal of my love, I have changed, because you are indifferent to me now and again, I have changed, you have a new love, your love for me has changed, why don't you allow me to change? Do you think it's fair? Do you think it's fair? "
"Since I'm sorry, you can get back at me. Why did you kill my grandfather? Because other people's failure to you is the reason for your change? " Nangongzhi angrily reprimanded. "It's light for you to say here, because it's not you who are hurt, it's not you who are forced into a desperate situation, and it's not you who are sad. Now you have a new love. You two love each other like glue. Have you ever thought about my feelings or stood on my stand and set up a place for me?
Now you only know how to blame me, nangongzhi. What qualifications do you have to blame me? Isn't it because of you that makes me who I am? What qualification do you have to say that? "
With that, Lin Shiru began to cry bitterly. She didn't express her words. In the past two years, no one knew how painful she was. She lived in the dark every day.
She knew that at the beginning, Rong Yin saved her just to cultivate her into a man of his, and then came back to revenge Nangong Zhi. At that time, her heart was painful and tangled.
Because he had feelings for nangongzhi, but when she came back, she found that everything had changed. Nangongzhi was no longer the one who loved her.
Now all his thoughts are on Roy. As long as she conflicts with Roy, nangongzhi will protect her without hesitation and completely ignore her existence.
After that, her state will only make him hate her. Did he really love her before? Lin Shiru was not sure that this man was so heartless to her. How could he say that he loved her two years ago? "Nangongzhi, there is no one more cruel than you. You are the most heartless, hypocritical and cold-blooded one. You have no right to blame me. If you want me to die today, just kill me in front of your grandfather! Anyway, I have nothing now. Before I see you, I just want to live hard. But after I see you, I feel hopeless. I think life is meaningless, so please delete me. "
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