Lin an reached out to pour him a cup, and then got up to deliver it back to him. During this period, he didn't say a word. It seemed that it was too much to say a word to him.
Lin Zhiguo finished drinking the water and looked back at her sitting in her original position, with a slight sigh in her heart.
"Ann, do you hate me so much?" He asked suddenly.
Lin an an hears this words, in the heart sneer for a while, but still have no facial expression on the face, very silent.
Seeing that she didn't speak, Lin Zhiguo knew that she must blame herself. With some strength of wine, he said to himself, "I know you blame me. Even I blame myself. "
"I didn't take care of you when you were a child. When you grow up, I will force you to do something you don't like." He gave a wry smile, "I've had this problem all my life, and your mother has always blamed me, just like the last time you went home, I was worried about you and wanted to say something about you, but it became a question."
"Just because of my fault, I keep everything in my heart. If I can't tell you, I won't tell you. Most of the time, I carry it on my own. Just like that time, when there was an accident in the company, I didn't even tell your mother."
"At that time, the company was in urgent need of a project fund for turnover, but everyone around seemed to know that there was an accident in our company, and no one was willing to lend a helping hand."
"On your birthday, he asked me to marry you with billions of betrothal gifts. I didn't ask for your opinion, so I agreed directly. This is the most regretful thing I have done in my life so far. I lost my daughter because of this mistake. "
At this time, like an old man in the twilight, he sat in the moonlight and began to talk. Sometimes it's not even logical, but it's always said.
And Lin has been listening.
When she heard him say this, she didn't feel much. It's just that he sold himself to jichengyan for a reason, but what about the reason?
Anyway, the results are there.
There's something wrong with the company, so what? Can you sell your daughter? She doesn't ask him to refuse Ji Chengyan with righteous words, but at least she struggles and hesitates?
She remembers that Lin Zhiguo sent her to Ji Chengyan without hesitation.
Lin An's eyebrows and corners of his eyes were all sarcastic. He took back his sight and began to lower his head and fiddle with his fingers.
"An an You, can you forgive dad? " Lin Zhiguo suddenly asked, his voice trembling.
"Forgive?" Lin an thought, she found that she did not hate him. More of a complaint that he did not give enough love to himself since childhood, and that he sent her to jichengyan when he grew up, and still paid little attention to her situation.
In many ways, he is not a qualified father, and Lin never got any paternal love from him.
In fact, she has been longing for father's love.
She was suddenly relieved at the thought.
This many years of resentment, in this moment, suddenly disintegrated.
Lin an felt sorry for himself when he was young. He didn't know anything at all. He only knew that his father would give him away. Since then, he has not been willing to say a word with him.
Lin Zhiguo, who had drunk too much wine, talked so much to her, which also surprised Lin an. In her impression, Lin Zhiguo has never been such a talkative person.