Ji Chengyan didn't seem to understand her question, and didn't seem to understand her meaning, so he asked again: "what?"
Lin An'an didn't mind repeating it again. His voice was soft and he asked him softly, "do you love me?"
Ji Chengyan didn't understand why she asked. He didn't answer her question directly. He just asked her, "why do you ask?"
"You never said you loved me." Instead of looking at him, Lin turned to the window and said, "sometimes I wonder whether your feelings for me are from childhood attachment or real love. I don't understand
Lin an an said so, but he asked down.
He frowned and asked himself whether his feelings for her were derived from his childhood attachment and his desire to control her, or were they really out of love?
Ever since she left the orphanage, she has been thinking about her. Always thinking about getting him back and keeping her by his side forever.
Later, when he went to the orphanage to look for her, he heard that she had been taken home by his family. He began to miss her endlessly and search aimlessly. He once thought that he would never find her again. His sense of loss is still deep in his heart.
Later in his time, he would like to see her for the first time, and the joy of recovery made it hard for him to forget.
He felt that his feelings for her had gone beyond attachment, because later, he could take care of himself and protect himself independently, but he would still miss her.
But even if these feelings are not attachment, is it love?
He didn't know.
He had never thought about it carefully, and now he could not answer her question.
He didn't speak for a long time, but Lin an seemed to have got the answer, with a faint smile on his lips.
It turns out it's just obsession.
That's good, not love. In this way, when she leaves, she doesn't have to be too tangled and nostalgic.
But Ji Chengyan suddenly tilted his head to look at her and asked, "if you ask me that, I also want to ask you, do you love me?"
Although she said she liked him more than once, he tried to believe it. But tonight, seeing the tacit understanding between her and Lu Zhiyan, and then thinking of her infatuation with Shen Changlin, these words seem not so true.
So now he really wants to ask her, does she love him?
When Lin an heard him ask himself this question, he turned to look at him and suddenly laughed: "of course I love you. If I don't love you, I won't put up with your mother saying that to night. I have a big temper, you know
Ji Cheng Yan looked at her determined smile and answer, but did not feel particularly at ease.
It's strange.
He also pulled his lips and laughed.
He turned his head and looked ahead, tied his seat belt, put down the handbrake and said, "let's go. Go back. "
Lin an an only "Er" a, and then turn to continue to look out of the window in a daze.
Do you love him?
Maybe a little.
She didn't want to admit that her original hatred for him was really fading away in his indulgence and tenderness. She also hated her own failure, so she was really trapped in his obedience, and abandoned the resentment of satisfaction.
But. So what?
It is impossible for her to change what she is going to do.