"You don't have to worry about children. I'll take care of myself." She raised her eyebrows, "I will give birth to him and educate him well. I will also tell him that he has a very good father
"I don't agree." He flatly refused, "after all, you're just a woman, and you don't have any financial resources. How can you take care of yourself? Even for the sake of your baby, I can't let you go so far by yourself. "
"Ji Chengyan, don't be stubborn any more. Don't you see that we've been pestering each other? It doesn't make any sense at all She said, "you want to keep me with you so much. Do you think about what it is for?"
"Of course I did." He said, "because I love you. Is that not enough? "
Lin an was quiet for a moment, and suddenly laughed again: "but do you know what love is? Love is trust, respect and consideration for each other. "
"As long as you can stay with me, whether it's trust, respect or for your sake, I can do it. As I said just now, as long as you give me time." He is still stubborn.
"But I don't want to give you time, Ji Chengyan. Isn't my time precious? Why should I sacrifice my youth and my dream to wait for you to get better. Have you ever thought about what I really want? What I really want is to be a little woman beside you. You are wrong. "
"No matter what you want, as long as you stay with me, I can do it for you, can't I?"
"Why don't you understand me? I said, I don't want to be a canary She was a little angry, and her voice was heavy.
Ji Chengyan soon realized this, and immediately eased his tone: "OK. Even if you can take care of yourself, you can't let me see my child. "
As expected, Lin an hesitated.
He has a point. This is his child. He has the right to be with his own children.
Ji Chengyan found out her hesitation and said: "of course, the child has to grow up with his own father. You can't let him become a child without a father at that time. I think you should be able to appreciate how much this kind of parental love can do for the growth of children? "
Lin an was completely silent.
In fact, this is also her biggest worry. She grew up in an orphanage. She knows more about the pain of watching other people have their parents, but she doesn't.
She also knows better than anyone how much role the role of parents plays in the growth of a child.
She even once hated marriage because of this.
However, now that she has a child, she absolutely does not want the child to experience the pain he has experienced. She knew more than anyone how much that pain could crush a child's heart.
Ji Chengyan reached out and held her hand: "so, Lin An'an. Even for the sake of the children, you have to stay. "
Lin an sighed and drew his hand back.
Then she lay down with her back to him, pulled the thin quilt beside her, and buried herself in the quilt. Her voice came from the quilt: "let me think about it again, and I'll tell you when I think about it."