But she still continues to accept the stimulation of Liu Wen and Xiao Ya, and even Gu Tian has begun to study hard recently.
Every time she comes to Lin An'an, it's the same. For the first time, she will bring her own exercises to do it, and then she will consult Lin An'an if she meets problems that she won't.
Lin an sometimes does nothing. She just sits on one side of the sofa and looks at these three different girls. These three girls of the same age are working hard for their dreams. She just looks at them quietly, but she feels that she is so close to them, but she is so far away, just like a person from two worlds.
So day after day, she finally made up her mind.
She still wants to be selfish and live for herself. In the last life, she had no self at all. Until the end, she had no self. But in the second life, she didn't want to be such a weak self again. She wanted to make herself different.
All the people around her are so good that she doesn't want to be out of place with them. Why can't she be one of so many excellent people? Why can't she be one of so many people whose dreams come true?
It's just like the chicken soup saying that someone wants to succeed, but why can't it be her? Why don't you stick to it? Why always want to give up, one day you will come back to thank yourself for today.
Late at night, she gently stroked her belly and murmured, "baby, I'm sorry. Mother wants to be selfish once. Please forgive her this time. I promise I will give you the best love in the world, but it must be based on my ability. "
"Although I'll stay with your father, I don't have to think about it at all, but do you know? I really don't want to be that kind of person. Do you know Mom's dream? Mom can never give up. I also want to use this to tell you that when you grow up in the future, if you have your own dream, please be like mom now and never give up. "
"I'm sure you don't blame mom, do you?"
"I believe my baby must be obedient and sensible."
I don't know why. The more she said it, the more she felt sad. The more she said it, the more she felt sorry for her baby. But these days of experience, has let her heart that burning dream began to revive, and lit a raging fire, no longer die.
Those burning hot dreams, ah, whenever you want to give up, it will be hot in the middle of the night, hot you straight waist.
While touching her stomach, she spoke softly and fell asleep unconsciously.
Then the next day, she had completely determined her mind and her mind. So patiently after a breakfast, began to wait for today's arrival of Ji Chengyan.
His idea has been completely firm now, and he will never change his mind because of his one or two words. The reason why she was easily moved by him last time was just because of her baby in her stomach. But now she has completely overcome this idea. Even if Ji Chengyan puts forward another thousand and ten thousand other reasons, she will not waver any more.