In fact, Lin An'an felt that she had been lucky enough, but most of the things she had experienced since she lived again were smooth, and there were so many friends around to help her.
But one of the things that made her sad was that she remembered now that she had been giving trouble to her friends all the time.
It was like this from the beginning. Although Ji Chengyan did a lot of measures in the last life, and eventually let him die on the operating table, he didn't do so many wrong things in this life. His exclusion, after all, is still because of those bad memories of the last life, this is not too unfair to him?
From the moment she came back to the world, she began to count all the people around her. No matter whether the people around her really paid for her, she was always using them. After hearing Lu Zhiyan's confession to herself this evening, she never felt so disgusted.
At the beginning, he approached Ji Chengyan and used his relationship to go back to school. Later, he asked him to deal with many things for himself. After I met so many friends, I didn't share much unhappiness for them. On the contrary, they have been helping themselves.
For such a long time, I have been worrying them and worrying them about myself, but there is very little that I can really do for them.
Lin an thought, if you really have a friend like her, you will feel that this person is extremely selfish, but it is commendable that these friends around her have never said a complaint and have been helping her sincerely.
Even Xiao Ya complained that she didn't tell her troubles and that she didn't treat her as a friend. But how lucky was she to have these friends?
I am not strong enough, but I have so many powerful friends. How she hopes that she can also become strong, so that one day when these friends are in trouble, she can reach out and help them without hesitation.
Before, she never felt that she wanted to be strong for anyone else. She just wanted to have a better life. Today, she miraculously had this feeling for the first time. She wanted to be strong for the friends around her and to be able to rely on her one day.
Lu Zhiyan, in particular, has helped himself the most along the way. She knew that he liked him, but she didn't want to repay him, so he really wanted to make up for him in other ways.
Lin an quietly went to pull up all the curtains in his room. The whole process was very slow. In fact, I was in a good mood today, but after listening to Lu Zhiyan's words, I felt even heavier.
She is disgusted with herself now. She is always consuming other people's kindness to her, but she can't give back. Even when she knows that other people are nice to her, she deliberately uses this kindness to achieve her goal. This is simply the most shameful kind of person.
But Fortunately, these days will soon be over. She has long said that her 20th birthday will be her new starting point, and she will step into a new life from now on.