"Now it seems that I was wrong."
Lu Zhiyan no longer looked at her, turned his eyes to the window, and his thoughts seemed to drift away. Lin didn't know what to say at this time. She knew very well that he was grateful for his feelings. But this kind of thing can't be accepted just because of thanks.
This kind of relationship between men and women is the most difficult thing to explain.
She is not thinking about these things at all now. What she is thinking about now is how to make herself stronger and how to follow her goal.
Lu Zhiyan is so excellent and beautiful that she knows that she is not worthy of him. What's more, the things we like are not decided by our own reason at all. If reason could decide feelings, there would not be so many mad men and women in the world.
In fact, she also knew that if she was with him, she would not have so many troubles. She believes that he will be the most considerate and considerate boyfriend, but so what? These things are not what she can persuade.
If this kind of thing can like who they want, then all the pain will no longer exist.
Lin an an sighed a long time. People always say how painful and sad it is to like a person who doesn't like himself. But maybe no one has ever thought that when a person who doesn't like himself likes him and looks at him suffering, the kind of depression in his heart is not easy.
He wanted to share the pain for him, but he could do nothing. Seeing him sad because of himself will only make him more sad.
At this time, she felt that she really shouldn't exist. The mistake has been made and cannot be remedied. Then don't continue to make mistakes, she really should leave here far away, if you can, then don't come back.
Lu Zhiyan seems to want to say something, but he didn't say anything in the end. He took a final look at her and stood up in silence: "I know that I can't change what you decide. If this is what you want, then I won't disturb you any more."
Lin an an heard him say so, don't know how, suddenly a little sad: "you will meet a person who is better than me a thousand times ten thousand times."
Lu Zhiyan laughed at himself: "I hope so."
Lu Zhiyan didn't stay any longer. He simply said goodbye to her and left. He walked crisp, as if he wanted to leave the only stubborn and proud.
Lin an didn't go to stay him, so quietly watching his back to leave.
People will know too many people in this life, some people will really just accompany you through a certain distance, few people can accompany you to the end of the road. Along this road, there will be people coming in and leaving. We should learn to get used to it.
People's life is always lost.
Because there are only so many things you can leave behind, you can't leave all you want to leave behind, so you have to learn to enjoy and learn to get used to losing. You have to learn to lick wounds alone when there is no one.
Lin an looked out of the window at the bright sunshine, silent smile.
This is about growth.