Chapter 752

Lin An'an went to the French window and stood silently watching the lights outside. His back was silent and he didn't know what he was thinking. Ji Chengyan came back with two glasses of red wine. She was on the phone with her mobile phone. Her voice was as cool and elegant as two years ago. She said, "Yao Yao just fell asleep. I'll call him later. If you don't want to wait for me below, you can go around first. I'll call you later and you'll come back to pick us up. "

"Well, you can wait for my call."

With that, she put away her mobile phone and turned her head to Jicheng. Yan looked at her with a glass in her eyes. She raised her eyebrows in disbelief.

Ji Cheng Yan shakes his head, hands a glass of wine to her, and then casually also went to the window, silent drinking. The atmosphere tonight really makes people want to have a drink.

Lin an had a few drinks at the party just now, but he didn't drink much. And she remembers Yaoyao, and has no heart to talk to them.

Now she's relaxed and reunited with Ji Chengyan. She's quite willing to have a drink with him.

Ji Chengyan doesn't speak, but Lin can't help saying: "you've been How are you doing? "

Although she didn't contact them, she never forgot them for a moment. Sometimes in the dead of night, when she can't sleep, she gets up in a coat, and then she can't help thinking about them. Think about what they are doing now, where they have gone now, and whether their life is good or not.

Most of the time, they are also very useful motivation for themselves. She didn't know how many times she wanted to give up, but she insisted. She didn't know how many times she almost called these people, wanted to hear their voices, wanted to chat with them, wanted to tell them about her difficulties.

Such a warm group of people, let her think of almost tears.

But she didn't, not that she was unfeeling, but that she didn't dare.

She was afraid that once she got through the phone, once she heard their comfort, she would never be able to insist. She was also afraid of the difficulties she had experienced. After telling them, she would only make them sad and anxious.

So she can't do it. She didn't dare.

She sighed. Fortunately, she was not too bad, and now she was able to live well. She was not so embarrassed and had no face to go back to meet those people.

Ji Chengyan heard her ask herself, can't help but feel a little funny, pulled his lips and said: "how can we live, just like that."

Before I found her, I never felt bored in all the days. Only occasionally at night, I think of her bright eyes when she was a child. So he made up his mind to find her.

Finally found her, began to have her company, began to slowly have people concerned about, life also began to have color.

But suddenly she left again.

Walk clean, not a bit of procrastination.

In the past two years, he went back to the days when he didn't have her, but he began to feel that he couldn't stand this kind of life any longer. He repeats his life mechanically every day, just like a robot.

Walking dead, no emotion. The only hope is to look forward to her coming back, looking forward to her coming back to her side. So I look forward to it, wait for it, and even change myself to make myself better. But today, he learned what she really thought, which made all his actions in the past two years become jokes.