Yao Yao straightened his beautiful big eyes, then nodded: "Yao Yao likes uncle."
"Why do you like this uncle?" Lin an an is still not able to understand this kind of kinship. At the beginning, I was sent to the orphanage for so long, although I was looking forward to having my own parents like other children every day.
But when one day she really found her home and met her parents, she didn't feel much. It's like the natural scene of blood relationship that happened to her son now. It never happened to her.
So she really found it hard to understand.
"Yaoyao likes uncle." Yao Yao found a pair of his bright eyes, said very naively. In his cognition, like is like, don't like is don't like, no why.
He didn't know how to tell himself why he liked his uncle. After all, he is only one and a half years old, and he can't explain many things clearly.
Lin an sighed: "Yao Yao, Mommy doesn't know what to do now. Maybe you really need your father's company. Maybe I shouldn't be so selfish anymore. I don't have the right to organize a meeting between your father and son... "
Although she is talking to her son, he knows that his son can't understand, so he is talking to himself. In this way, she constantly gives her psychological hints over and over again, hoping to convince herself, hoping that she can cross the barrier in her heart.
Every time she saw other children playing with her parents, she felt very sorry for her son.
She doesn't want her son to grow up and find that she is a child without a father when she is sensible. She didn't want her son to go through the pain at all.
Originally, there was just a little bit of this idea, but since I met Ji Chengyan today, this idea has completely exploded in her heart. Now her inner balance has completely shifted to her son. She feels that as long as her son can grow up healthily, she can do anything.
When I didn't become a parent before, I really didn't know the feeling of parents paying everything for these children. Now that she's a parent, she can really understand.
Everything is for the children.
If the child can grow up healthily and happily, then even if she comes back to jichengyan, so what?
Besides Moreover, through today's short reunion, she really found that Ji Chengyan was not as difficult to accept as he had imagined.
She is so silent lying in bed thinking, mouth from time to time recite nagging, no matter next to the son in the end can understand. After a while, she heard the sound of even breathing coming from her son. She turned her head and saw his quiet sleeping face.
Looking at such a quiet and clever son, Lin can't help feeling soft and in a mess. He reached out, covered him with a blanket, and then sighed softly: "then you hope you grow up quickly and never. What do you say to do... "
Saying that, he also couldn't help closing eyes lightly.
Today, after so many things, he has been busy all the time and has to take care of his son. He is really tired. It's time to have a good rest.