Chapter 810

That night, Ji Chengyan talked with Gu lie on the phone for a long time while drinking, which was to calm down his restless heart.

His attitude towards Lin An'an now is really tentative. He doesn't dare to enter too fast for fear of scaring her away, but he doesn't want to wait all the time. He has been waiting for two years, and now the person he is waiting for is right in front of him. How can he keep calm?

He can do what he is now. He thinks that he has used his utmost self-control. But he was still defeated by her, easily defeated by her.

She just did not have any expression, inadvertently said a few words, completely, thoroughly, defeated him.

But there was no way. He knew he had no other way.

Since he took over the company, his methods have been fierce and vicious, and all people have turned away from him. They all think that he is ruthless and doesn't eat fireworks.

But now he remembered how he could be regarded as heartless compared with Lin An'an. Lin an is really heartless to him. From her, he has never seen the temperature for him.

At the beginning, he never hesitated to leave him. No matter how he wanted to stay, he would not think about it. It was the same when he left China. Now they met again. When he wanted to chase her back, she was always like this.

Ji Chengyan once thought that Lin An'an was probably the enemy sent by heaven to him. Since he was so old, he really didn't have obsession with anything except her. Maybe it's because she got all the things he wanted through her own efforts. Only she, no matter how hard he tried, no matter how he wanted to retain, could not retain her.

But he couldn't let her go.

In the past two years, he has not tried to forget her. He once wanted to let go, wanted to never inquire about his news, wanted to wait for him, wanted to find a new person to accompany him. That's what he thought and did.

But in the end, he failed. He found that he couldn't do it at all. Once he wanted to find a new person to replace her, he found that his mind was full of her shadow. Her smile, her voice and face, so that he can no longer see other women.

I think this is also the most sad thing.

He didn't want to wait for her, he just couldn't help it. He could not accept any other woman except her. He is not as infatuated as the world imagined, he just met her, after all the women are not interested.

Ji Chengyan drank half a bottle of wine, then stood by the window and smoked a cigarette. He finally cleared his mind. He felt that it was useless for him to think about anything now. It was impossible for him to leave her and give up her now, so he could only stay and stay with her now.

He can only continue according to his previous plan, day by day close to her, day by day move her, let her eventually willing to change her mind, willing to return to his side.

There is no other way.

At this time, the night outside the window is already deep, Ji Chengyan decided not to think more and went to the bathroom to take a bath and go to bed.