Chapter 831

Lin an didn't realize this and nodded naturally: "I dreamed about those things when I was still in school. I didn't realize it before, but now I find that my school days are so beautiful. "

"Are you sure it's beautiful?" Ji Cheng Yan looked at his appearance and couldn't help asking.

Lin an didn't understand why he asked, and said, "of course, it's beautiful. I had many friends with me during that time, and we could go out for a party as long as we had time. I lived with you at that time and had a good time every day. "

She thought of the dream she had just had, and could not help bending her lips: "that time was the happiest time I had in China. Later A lot of things have changed. "

"I caused all those things." Ji Chengyan looked at her silently and said sarcastically, "those times when you feel very happy are all broken by me. If you don't have me, you should be the same as Xiao Ya now. You have experienced a complete senior three, participated in the college entrance examination, and then entered a very excellent university. "

"If there is anything in these things, what a person should experience is predestined." Lin an didn't really believe in fate before, but after he experienced a rebirth, she really felt that some fate things could not be changed.

Just like she had experienced these things in her last life, this time even if she tried her best to avoid it, it is inevitable. What should happen will always happen, but her choice is different, which leads to different final results.

So sometimes you can't believe in fate.

"But if you think about all the things you went through, all the bad things Lily went through, which one of them wasn't caused by me?" Ji Chengyan sighed, "in the past two years, I've been thinking that although I'm so many years older than you, I'm not as mature as you in dealing with things."

"How can you think so much..." Lin an shook his head. "You don't know what I've been through. If I'm normal, I'm just an ordinary 19-year-old girl. But I've been through too much. "

Ji Chengyan didn't think much about her at all. He just thought that what she said about her experiences were all the things she had experienced in the orphanage before.

"It's because I'm not good enough." Ji Chengyan said, "in the past two years, I have been reflecting on what I did. I really feel that at the beginning of their own incomparably naive, can not believe what they have done, more can not forgive. That's why I said, "I really understand your departure."

So he really didn't disturb her, because he knew that he had no face to meet the woman he loved deeply. I'm afraid that the injury he had caused to the 19-year-old child could not be made up for in his life. So what face did he have to disturb her and provoke her.

Even when he was waiting for her, he once felt that even if she found a new man who loved her and loved her abroad, he would really let go.

But no, she has been single, a person hard to take care of their two sons. So he really has been waiting for her in accordance with the agreement, really holding a glimmer of hope that she will come back.