Chapter 887

Lin an an is so holding this picture, silently looking at, always feel in the hand has ten million jin weight. This is no longer a simple picture, but carries his pain and regret in the past two years, and his tossing and turning thoughts for her in the past two years.

She couldn't help sighing softly: "Why are you so stupid?"

Ji Chengyan can't help laughing sarcastically: "yes, how could I be so stupid? I would have done those stupid things and really let you go."

"In the past two years, I have never regretted a moment. Especially when I almost killed our children myself I really feel like a sinner. " He grinned bitterly.

In the past two years, he hardly slept well. Whenever he closed his eyes and finally fell asleep, the scenes before Lin An'an left would appear in his dream. What bothered him most was that when he went to the hotel to find Lin an with abortion drugs, Lin An's face was full of tears and begged him not to hurt their two children.

Her face full of tears of that panic and despair, that face has been repeatedly appear in his dream. Whenever he dreams of that face, he wakes up in sweat, and then he can't sleep any more. He sits in the room alone, waiting for the dawn.

How did he live these two years? In retrospect, he really felt like a walking corpse, repenting every day and atoning for his sins every day.

Without her company, there is nothing that can make him feel hopeful. He even doubted that if he could never wait for her, if he really wanted to live alone all his life, he would not be able to stand it.

He is constantly paralyzing himself with his work. In the past two years, his work has become bigger and bigger, his enterprise has become more and more successful, and he has made more and more money. All people are admiring him, and all people are congratulating him, but he is not happy at all.

In the past two years, he finally waited for the taste of loneliness.

Before meeting Lin An'an, he used to live like this. At that time, he didn't taste all the wonderful things in the world, so he didn't feel lonely. But now that he had lived those colorful lives, when he came back to this gloomy life again, he felt that he could not stand it any more.

Last time I went to the United States, I didn't have to go by myself. I could find a manager to go on business for him instead of the president himself. However, when he learned that the place of this business trip was the United States and his city, he immediately decided to go there in person.

He felt that even if he could not see her, as long as he could live under the same sky with her, breathe the same air with him, and be closer to her, he would feel satisfied.

Of course, what made him very lucky was that he met her again.

When he was sitting under the stage and saw her standing on the stage shining, his heart was about to jump out of his chest.

God knows how he repressed his impulse to rush to the stage and hold her in his arms.

When talking to him in the parking lot, looking into her eyes, he knew that he would never let her go again.

Even if he was poor all his life, he would try to get her back.