"Of course, I know that you and shaoting grew up when I was a child. It's really good that you can be together. I've experienced too much in the past three years. I don't see anything now. You're still young. I don't want you to leave regrets too early in your life, and I don't want to be full of resentment against me when you remember when you're old..."
With a slight sneer, Shen Yuqing didn't have the slightest joy in her heart, but contained a faint hatred.
"How good it would have been three years ago, but now it's too late."
He's married, and she's engaged, too.
"Even as a father, I have never understood his mind, but one thing is certain. He must not get married because he loves that girl. As long as he doesn't get to the last step, it's not too late. Whether he still has feelings for you in his heart, you must know better than anyone else."
"It's not that simple at all. There's my sister-in-law."
Shen Yuqing will never forget how Su LAN lay in front of her and scratched the blade in her hand. The blood flowed long and shocking.
Wen Yan, Shen Jianxiong road; "Your sister-in-law is paranoid and sharp. You have no way to take her, which doesn't mean that shaoting has no way to take her. Otherwise, she wouldn't threaten and wouldn't let you tell shaoting what she did and what she said."
Shen Yuqing knew what he said was right.
"Your temperament is too rational and emotional, but you are always a woman. Occasionally you have to make yourself weak, rely on a man's shoulder and trust him. If you trusted shaoting and handed over those things to him, what would happen now?"
"..." she said nothing.
"Despite my insistence and your sister-in-law's obstruction, you didn't find the most reasonable solution, but chose to compromise with fate. Therefore, it's not only my fault but also your own fault that has caused this situation..."
While talking, Shen Jianxiong looked down at the time. It was already ten o'clock.
Standing up, he patted Shen Yuqing on the shoulder and said in earnest; "In fact, people are not afraid of going wrong step by step, but afraid of going wrong step by step. Until the end, they can't turn back. I said so much. The most important thing is what you think. It's getting late. Have a rest..."
Shen Jianxiong left, but his words before he left hit Shen Yuqing like a huge stone.
The calm heart became no longer calm. She stood in front of the window and stared at the falling snow on the ground all night
She thought a lot about the future and feelings, and her head hurt a little.
*
Back in the military compound, the old lady was already sitting in the living room and watching TV.
She asked as they walked in one after another; "Where did you go today?"
"The Great Wall." Ye Ziqing smiled and answered.
"What did you get?"
She took out the photo from her wallet and handed it to the old lady, smiling and squinting; "Is it beautiful?"
Yes, the old lady joked; "Is it scenery or people?"
Ye Ziqing laughed loudly; "Scenery, of course, Mrs. mu."
As soon as she spoke, even she was slightly surprised that she called so naturally without any strangeness and discomfort.
The hands went along the cat lying on her legs, and the old lady put on reading glasses; "All beautiful, scenery beautiful, people are more beautiful, what do shaoting think?"
Shen shaoting sat on the sofa, his eyes rested on the white, red but shy cheek, and then became deeper and deeper. He opened his mouth and threw out two words; "Average."
"Does this generally mean scenery or people?" the old lady continued to ask.
"Just so..." he said in a low voice.
Ye Ziqing was not angry, but just stared at him. Anyway, she didn't expect to hear any good words from him and asked; "Minister mu, I'll get you jujube slices."
The old lady really liked to eat jujube slices. She took down two boxes and was cleaned by her in an instant; "Where are you going next?"
"Does minister Mu have any good suggestions?"
"Have you been to Beijing before?"
She shook her head.
"There is snow these two days, so you can go to Yunfoshan ski resort first, and then go to the summer palace to see the snow by boat."
Ye Ziqing thought the proposal was good. She was even more eager to try skiing. She seemed to think of something. She looked at Shen shaoting; "Can you ski?"
"Yes..." he looked up at her; "Why do you ask this?"
"Teach me to ski, of course," she replied.
Hearing the speech, Shen shaoting's narrow eyes narrowed slightly and looked at her with leisure; "Did I say I was going?"
"You didn't say, but you mentioned the honeymoon trip. Could it be that I came to spend the honeymoon alone?" Ye Ziqing retorted angrily.
No words. The old lady just looked at them. You said a word and I said a word. Her eyes were smart.
Frowning, he pulled his thin lips and glanced sideways at her abdomen; "Mrs. Shen, have you forgotten that you are pregnant?"
"I almost forgot..." she coughed slightly, feeling guilty; "Then we won't go to Foshan ski resort. We'll go directly to the summer palace to see the snow."
The old lady patted her thigh; "Look at my memory. I almost forgot my little baby. Don't go to the ski resort. Absolutely not."
Shen shaoting showed some helplessness, and his slender fingers gently moved between his eyebrows and eyes.
Later, ye Ziqing went upstairs to take a bath, and only the old lady and Shen shaoting were left in the living room.
"How do you feel about the child?" the old lady started the topic.
His eyes moved slightly. Shen shaoting had no words, but sipped the tea lightly.
Picked up the pillow on the sofa, and the old lady threw it at him impolitely; "Give it back to me in front of minister mu?"
The pillow just hit his forehead. He picked up the pillow with his big hand and whispered; "Minister mu, it hurts..."
He will only show this side in front of the old lady, some coquettish and some scoundrels.
"You'd better deserve it. Don't try to escape the problem for me. What kind of mind do you have to marry the child?"
The old lady didn't take his trick at all; "Do you have any feelings for her? Even a little?"
Put the pillow aside, Shen shaoting narrowed his eyes slightly and hooked his thin lips; "Mrs. mu, are you going to enter an emotion expert from a translator?"
At the smell of the speech, the old lady stepped on it with one foot, and it hurt. Shen shaoting snorted.
"I let you be no longer serious. Is this question so difficult to answer?"
"In other people's emotional world, Minister Mu is so curious about what to do..." he frowned and pulled a thousand pounds in twos and threes. Mrs. Mu's strength really can't be underestimated.
"If you're not my grandson, do you think I'll care? That girl has a good appetite for me. She's clean and delicate. She's more than enough for you."