"Yes." I answered without hesitation.
This matter, although a little sudden for me, but since I have promised, it must be done.
And I've convinced myself thousands of times in my heart.
Now anyone asked, I would not hesitate to answer "yes".
Jiang Qin put his chopsticks in his mouth, frowned and looked at me for a long time before he said, "but I feel that you are not happy when you mention it. Unlike you and Ji Qingxuan, they just live together, but..."
"Stop it." I decisively interrupted Jiang Qin, "it's all over. He also married LAN Quan. There's nothing to say."
"But..."
"Tell me something else. I've got good news." To stop Jiang Qin from continuing, I said to her, "Fan Yu and Qin Zhaomin are not my biological parents, so my biological parents are different."
"Really?" Jiang Qin was shocked.
I told her what happened recently.
After hearing this, Jiang Qin said with surprise, "Oh, you didn't tell me what happened to you! Do you still regard me as a friend
"It's OK. Ah Ming has been taking care of me. I'm fine."
Ji Zhaoming has been taking care of me for the past two weeks.
It can be said to be meticulous.
In addition, the sacred heart was his. After he told me, even if he was not there, the nurse would come three times an hour for fear that something might happen to me.
When I said Ji Zhaoming, Jiang Qin said, "is Ji Zhaoming so good? Why do I always think that this man is a smiling tiger? Laughter is just his mask. "
"No way."
I feel guilty when I say that.
In fact, I feel in my heart that I have never really understood Ji Zhaoming, and he has never really opened his heart to me.
What I want to see is just what I want to see.
It's just that he's really nice to me.
Jiang Qin continued to eat without saying anything.
When the meal was finished, she took the initiative to wash the dishes. While I was picking up the garbage, Jiang Qin still said, "Jiaqi, think about it clearly. Although it can't be said that there is only one marriage in one's life, you can't come back on some roads."
"Well, I think so."
I answered decisively.
I have been brainwashing myself for a long time.
Jiang Qin heard my answer and looked at me, "really?"
"Really, really! I really want to marry him
Yes, and the engagement party.
And he is very good to me, how can I break his heart?
Jiang Qin could not help but take off his gloves, put his hands on my shoulder, and said seriously, "I, no, I agree!"
"Why don't you agree with me when I get married?" I pretended to give her a white look, and a slight smile came from the corner of my mouth, saying, "he's very kind to me, you know."
"But you are not happy. It's better not to marry for life than to marry someone you don't love." Jiang Qin pulled me, "who said that women must get married? Now you have the ability to make money, to buy a house and a car, and to buy clothes. Why do you want to get married?"
"Men don't pay for it."
"Then you have to marry the one you love. It will be very painful for you to live with the one you don't love for a long time!"
Jiang Qin's words have deeply shaken the belief I have already instilled in myself.
When I looked at her, my mood was so complicated that I couldn't even laugh.
After a while, he opened his mouth slightly, "but..."
"But what? I tell you, you have to marry the one you love when you get married. If you pity Ji Zhaoming for marrying him, then he is really miserable!"
Jiang Qin tightly grasped my shoulder and poked my heart every word.
I felt guilty and bowed my head, "how could he be pitiful, so that he would be happy, I..."
"He will come to pick you up later. I'll tell him for you that you don't like him and don't marry him!"
Jiang Qin seems to have made up his mind when he said it.
Then he put on his gloves and continued to wash the dishes.
I looked at her, a little stunned.
It seemed so easy to say something to her.
But let me do it, I can't do it.
I looked at Jiang Qin, more and more tangled in my heart.
I didn't even say a word.
When we finished the work together, Jiang Qin pointed to Ciwo and said, "there are things you left in my house before. I think You'd better go and have a look. "
I didn't know what she was talking about.
When I went in, I opened the boxes and saw a sketch book lying on the painting tools. My heart hurt a lot.
I know what's inside.It was a painting I painted for Ji Qingxuan when I was in the most aristocratic family.
At this moment, I didn't even have the courage to open it.
It took me five years to bury it in the bottom of my heart and let the wound no longer bleed and hurt.
But within a few months, the wound festered again.
In my heart.
Even if I don't say it or think about it, I know that the wound is getting bigger and bigger, and it's out of control.
It doesn't matter. It's just trying to be brave.
I quickly stood up, did not even touch the sketch book, went out and said to Jiang Qin, "it's useless. I'll move it down and throw it away later."
Jiang Qin looked at me and asked, "are you sure?"
"Sure."
I nodded.
What else can we do?
Guarding an impossible man?
I don't want it.
In the evening, I was afraid that Jiang Qin would really say such impulsive words to Ji Zhaoming. In the end, I didn't even send the information to Ji Zhaoming.
I took a taxi to go back.
When I got home and opened the door with the key, the door of Ji Zhaoming's house opened. The man stood at the door, dressed in neat clothes, looking at me and frowning slightly, "why don't you call me?"
"Sorry, it's too late. I I don't want to trouble you. "
The reason is far fetched.
Jiang QinGang just words, let me look at Ji Zhaoming at this moment, really want to tell him, I don't want to marry him.
But I can't say it.
A person who is so kind to me, I really can't bear to hurt him.
Ji Zhaoming looked at me with deep eyes. He came out of the door, put his hand around my waist and buried his head on my shoulder. After a moment of silence, he said, "don't you want to marry me?"
I was stunned, quickly shook my head, "No."
"I'm sorry, I know you don't like me, I forced you; I promise, I will be the best person in the world to you, so..." The man's hand clasped on my waist, and his strength grew a little bit. After a pause, he said, "can you give me a chance to treat you well? Maybe one day you will fall in love with me."
Man's tone, so humble.
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