Before that, Shen Simiao stayed in this place, as a bystander, taking care of the patients here.
Perhaps they have heartache, but those before the experience is far less than this time, see Xia liyang's condition to let her worry!
But in just a few days, the people on the bed had made her dare not recognize each other.
Only then did Shen siyao realize that they were so vulnerable to diseases.
The man on the bed is no longer in high spirits. He is lying there with a sick face. His eyes are turbid. His lips have been cracked because of repeated high fever. The whole person is in an awkward situation.
Shen Simiao pounced on him, grabbed his hand and said over and over again: "Liyang, I'm Simiao. I'm here. I've come to see you!"
"Simiao..." Xia Liyang some weak whisper her name, he now consciousness is chaotic, he can't even see the outline of the person in front of him.
His eyes are trying to find her figure, but he can't find her, she is like a light in front of him.
Every time he felt within his reach, he disappeared like a gust of wind.
Shen Simiao repressed his emotion, went over to hold his face, squatted beside his bed and said, "look here, I'm here, on your right hand."
The man's eyes gradually turned around, some lax eyes on the vague outline, stretched out his hand to touch her.
But at that moment, he seemed to think of something, the next moment will quickly take back.
Shen Simiao held his hand firmly in his palm and said, "I'll be here with you. I'll talk to you for a while."
Because of blurred vision, Xia Liyang could not see her red and swollen eyes clearly.
He said with a weak smile, "OK, but you can't cry. I don't want to see you shed tears for me."
Shen Simiao bit her lip, and she choked her heart: "I don't cry, I won't cry for you, and I won't be sad for you. I will wait for you until you go out safely! "
"Out?" Xia Liyang some weak repetition of this word.
In his tone, in addition to deep helplessness, there are also some shallow despair.
In recent days, he tried countless solutions, but none of them could resist the suffering of the disease. If he didn't despair, it was impossible.
He knows best what is going on with him at the moment.
The man shook her hand weakly and said: "Simiao, you must not be sad. I said that life and death have life and death, and you don't need to feel sorry for me."
Fate is changeable. The only thing he feels lucky about is that she is safe along the way.
Xia Liyang sighed: "I have no regrets in my life. I don't need to feel sorry for me."
If there is any regret, she is probably the deepest and only regret in his life.
Shen Simiao is always in a tense mood. She tries her best not to let herself run. She listens to him all the time.
Then she took a deep breath and said calmly, "I won't, don't worry."
Smell speech man light smile way: "that is good, that is best."
Xia Liyang grabs her hand, he seems to want to get up.
Shen Simiao quickly helped him, leaned him on the head of the bed and asked, "do you want to drink water?"
When she said this, she turned to pour him a cup of warm water. Xia Liyang took a drink. When she looked at her face again, her sight finally became clear.
He put down his glass and gave her a little smile, just like every time he gave her a smile.
The man grabbed her hand, motioned her to sit down beside the bed, and then said, "I know Rong Jingxing will take you back. You've been hiding for so long, you've thought about it for so long, and you should understand some problems."
Shen Simiao stared at him, and she said, "Liyang, don't talk about this, you still..."
"No, I'll say it." Xia Liyang interrupted her firmly: "if I don't say it, you will always escape. It doesn't matter if you cheat me, but you can't cheat yourself. Maybe I've made you move, hesitated and hesitated, but... "
The man sighed and said, "but he is the one who really lives in your heart. And I'm just the one who lives in front of you. "
He had already seen through the gap, but he didn't want to admit it before, because he also wanted to cheat himself
Shen Simiao frowned and frowned, then she shook her head and said, "no, we don't want to say these, OK?"
The man interrupted her again: "why not? Is it because I mean what's on your mind? Or do you think you owe me too much to mention it? "
"I..." Shen Simiao wants to explain it, but eventually it disappears in men's affectionate sight.
Xia Liyang looked at her and laughed. There was something bitter in her smile: "Simiao, you are too soft hearted. You decided to come to l country alone to escape that feeling. Do you think if you hide, you can't exist? Why did you throw your gun to Rong Jingxing at the top of the mountain that day? Why did you choose to save me first? Is it really just because you care too much about me? "Shen Simiao shook his head and said, "I don't want to say this to you. Shall we not say this?"
"Not good." The man resolutely refused: "you don't want to answer, I'll answer for you. You throw the gun to Rong Jingxing because you trust him more than I do. You choose to save me first because you don't want to owe me too much. You are afraid of my accident, leaving too many regrets in your heart. But Rong Jingxing is different. He has already occupied the position you don't want to admit in your heart. Maybe in your heart, he has always been the most important person for you. You are not afraid to owe him, because you have already been entangled with each other in the deep entanglement. It's not clear who owes more. "
"You care about me, but he is the only one in your heart. You care about me, from a friend's gratitude, but not to him He and Rong Jingxing's position in her heart is different after all.
Xia Liyang realized this as early as when they escaped from the foot of the mountain.
But he didn't want to, and he didn't want to admit it.
The man once again grabbed her wrist and said: "Simiao, he will come to you. This time, don't go against your heart. Will you follow your feelings?"
"I don't regret loving you. On the contrary, falling in love with you is the best experience in my life, which is enough to make me remember the experience of my life. In this life, I have only one wish. I wish you happiness and happiness forever. I hope you don't have to do anything against your heart any more
Four eyes opposite, his eyes are still endless worry about her, but Shen Simiao in addition to moved and distressed accident, only helpless!
She doesn't want to lose him like this, she really doesn't want to!