Because you don't deserve it!!!
These words seem to be the fuse of Jin Si's anger.
He clenched his teeth, stretched out his hand and tightly grasped Fisher's neck. "You say that again?"
"I said You don't deserve it, don't you understand? "
Feixue's fierce voice broke through the throat and roared out with her teeth.
The housekeeper in the living room was frightened by the situation in front of him. The two people who were good in the last second became this picture in the next second.
All of us dare not breathe or come forward to dissuade.
"Good, good."
Jin Si was completely enraged by Fei Xue.
The bloodshot eyes are filled with anger that can't be extinguished, as if they were possessed by demons in a moment.
He grabbed Fisher and threw her on the sofa.
"Jin Si, what are you doing?" The clothes that snow covered her heart.
Jin Si approached her step by step, and finally imprisoned her on the sofa, tearing open her clothes with one hand.
"Don't you want to have my baby? I'll let you have it. " Jin Si's action is very rough, no matter how many people there are in the living room.
When the housekeeper saw that the situation was not good, he quickly sent all the servants away.
For a while, all the servants and bodyguards inside and outside the villa were evacuated.
When he left, the housekeeper closed the door specially.
On the sofa of so big sitting room, Feixue struggles hard, hissing, also can't stop the man who falls into madness.
Feixue lies on the sofa like a corpse, and the man does whatever he wants.
She has no strength to struggle.
She didn't want to struggle anymore.
The glistening tears from the corners of the eyes flowed one by one.
She bit her lips and stared at the man angrily.
He can't change any more.
It's the devil. It's the devil after all. Don't want to change in your life.
Despair and indifference close eyes, silently bear all this.
She didn't know when he would stop in the storm.
In spite of her discomfort, she dare not make a sound.
That kind of voice will become a weapon to soften him.
Pain in the heart, in the body, in the lips.
Every pain numbs Fisher.
Jin Si, Jin Si, I really shouldn't have any more extravagant hopes for you. I hope you will become a totally different Jin Si.
You are still you and will never change.
With tears in his eyes, he swallowed all the grievances and sorrows.
Time doesn't know how long has passed. Fisher finally faints.
When she woke up again, it was the next morning, and her stomach rumbled.
Turn over, no one around.
She was lying on the bed in the master bedroom, dressed in pajamas and washed.
The pain in her waist and lower body reminded her of the crazy scenes he had last night.
After getting up, I changed a black windbreaker from the wardrobe, stepped on her high-heeled shoes and went downstairs with her handbag.
There is no Jin Si in the villa.
She went to the gate of the hospital and was ready to go out, but was stopped by the housekeeper. "Miss Fisher, our officer ordered that you should not go out again from today until you are found pregnant."
"Ha ha, are you going to imprison me again? That's what he used to do? " Feixue stood at the door and gave a cold snort.
"I'm sorry, sir. We can't disobey the order."
The housekeeper lowered his head and said helplessly.
"Well, I'm used to it anyway. Let him not regret it."
Fisher took her bag and turned back.
After entering the living room, the housekeeper immediately followed, "Miss Fisher, you have prepared Chinese and Western style breakfast, which one do you need? We will bring it to you."
"No, I'm not hungry. I'll go back to sleep."
Fisher stepped up the stairs.
After entering the bedroom, he slammed the bedroom door and locked himself back.
Jin Si should be back in the military area today.
So now is the best time for her.
Fei Xue, who had left her bag on the bed, sat on the edge of the bed and aimed her eyes at the vase of flowers on the tea table.
Take out the flowers and break the vase. This is her best chance to end her life.
She will never want to get rid of Jin Si, the devil. The only possible chance is to let herself die.
When you die, it's all over.
There will be no Fisher, no more love hate entanglement with Jin Si.
Made this determination.
Fischer opened the drawer of the bedside table and found a letter paper and a pen.She sat on the ground, put the paper on the bedside table and wrote a suicide note with her heart.
This note is written to Jin Si.
It was not long before she thought about it that she began to write.
"Jin Si, I love you, but I hate you. You are a cancer in my heart. If I don't pull it out, it will hurt forever. Since I can't pull it out, I will choose to destroy myself, so that the cancer won't hurt me any more. Maybe I am pregnant with your child in my body, so I will take this child to die together. In this way, it may make you more uncomfortable. After I die, remember to bury me with fire, and then scatter my ashes in the sea, and let the sea float my ashes back to the kingdom of Saint... "
The worker finished the letter.
Fisher left the note on the bedside table, then stood up and walked to the vase.
She pulled out the rose in the vase and walked into the bathroom with it.
Lock the bathroom door back.
Then she turned on the shower, turned on the wash basin switch, and went to the bathtub to put a bathtub of hot water, and covered it with rose petals.
Fisher broke the vase.
Bang.
The vase is broken. Because of the sound of water, the sound of the broken vase is not too loud.
She can't let anyone find out her purpose and stop her.
It's better to be free than to live so tired.
Pick up the pieces of a vase from the ground.
Fisher lies in the bathtub.
The whole head was submerged in the bathtub.
Then she picked up the glass fragment in her right hand and aimed it at her left artery.
Make a strong stroke -
blood gushes out.
The pain made Fisher bite her lips and almost cried out.
She was afraid of the pain, but she put up with it.
The blood dripped on the floor.
Fisher threw the pieces and put her hand in the bathtub.
The blood spread in the water, and the rose in the bathtub formed a bright reflection.
The red color is everywhere, with a strong smell of blood.
Fisher closed her eyes and waited for death to pick her up.
Goodbye, Jin Si.
Goodbye to the world.
I finally don't have to live so tired.
I don't have to think about you anymore.
All of it will be over.
Jin Si, I love you, but I also hate you. I hope we will not meet again in the next life!