Chapter 1903

The first time he received the news of her accident, he rushed to her. On the way to her, he prayed to God countless times not to let her have anything.

But she used her life as a bet and a joke.

She doesn't pay attention to so many people who care about her.

She can't understand that.

"Yes, this time I'm willful, but what am I doing for? I know you're still alive, but my heart can't beat for you. You don't forget me, right? You don't lose your memory at all. Otherwise, when I'm trapped in it, why do you say, xun'er, you must live, and what we said together, you liar. "

Ling ruoxun reaches out his fist and smashes it on his shoulder.

Jin Wen is motionless and lets her fight.

"Yes, I haven't lost my memory, and I haven't forgotten you. Are you satisfied now? Almost with his own life in exchange for the truth of all this, is it really worth it? Isn't it good that you are like this now? With Qixuan, with children, a family of three happy life. Is it not good to go on like this? " Jin Wen didn't have the heart to apply medicine to her at all. She threw something there and sat on the chair with her hands on her aching head.

"No, it's not good at all. If I don't love you, I can't say how happy I am now. But why can't I control my heart and hate myself? It's useless because I can't help thinking about you. Because I can't help loving you, I hurt brother Qixuan again and again. I'm a bad woman. So if you can't save me, I'm doomed to die at the scene of the earthquake, and I deserve it. I deserve to be punished. " Ling ruoxun yelled out his inner words.

"You..." Jin Wen clenched his fist and bit his teeth in hatred. What did she say.

Just because he doesn't want her, does she have to abandon herself like this?

Is this still the optimistic and strong xun'er he knows?

"I know you despise me, but I have no way. From the moment you dig me out, I know you still love me. Can you tell me why? Why can't you love me? Why can't you be with me? Why? Even if I die, I have to die. Understand

Qixuan, standing outside the window, listened quietly to the quarrel among the people inside.

The more he listened, the more sad he felt, as if there was a huge stone on his chest.

He leaned against the wall, lit a cigarette for himself, and listened quietly to what the people inside said.

"Well, I'll tell you. I'll tell you now."

Jin Wen suddenly stood up and untied his clothes.

Take off his dirty shirt to reveal his emaciated upper body.

Ling ruoxun's eyes widened when she saw him again.

She had no idea that he would be thin like this. The former perfect chest and abdominal muscles were gone. There were still several bullet scars left in the chest and scars left by surgery. All kinds of crisscross, extremely ugly, like a long centipede, climbing on it.

"This is what I left when I saved you. I was shot and operated on. I came back from the ghost gate. I didn't go anywhere in the past four years. After I was saved by a rich man, I took her to her private villa for cultivation. I survived, but as a plant man for four years, I didn't realize it at all. I wanted to come back to you the moment I woke up."

Hearing the truth, Ling ruoxun covered her mouth and cried out.

It turns out that he has experienced so much, and she hates that he didn't show up for so many years. Since he was alive, he didn't come back to find her.

She has been wondering why, and now she finally knows.

"It's not too late to find it now. We can go back to the past."

"When I came back to find you, you were married to Qixuan and had a child."

"We just agreed to get married, and the children are yours." Ling ruoxun tried hard to explain for fear of misunderstanding.

"I know, but how about that? I sincerely wish you all the best, because the gun hurt my viscera. Even if I can wake up alive, it's a miracle. And my kidney is failing at a little bit. I don't know if I can still live tomorrow. Every extra day I live is borrowed from God. So I won't be with you again. Your family is very good now. At least I believe Qixuan will take care of you and give you happiness. "

Jin Wen finally said all the words that were pressed on the bottom of his heart.

Repressed for so long, finally spoke out.

At the moment when he learned about her accident, he was afraid that she would die under the collapsed house. He didn't even have the chance to tell her the truth.

She hated him even when she was in the underworld.

Now that he has said it, he is finally free.

Even if God took his life at this moment, he was fearless.

"No, now the medical skill is so developed. If the kidney is broken, we will change it. Even if we spend more money and use the most expensive medicine, we can certainly cure you." Ling ruoxun holds his hand, his eyes are red and swollen, and he becomes a tearful man.This is the reason why she never thought of it.

If she knew that Jin Wen would save her, she should have died in Li Zian's hands.

"I don't have no money. Haven't I treated myself? Even the doctor advised me to give up making me happy every day. Live each day as if it were the last. " Jin Wen's mouth turned up, saying that the cloud was light and the wind was light.

As if he had been relieved, he had not been afraid of all this.

"Jin Chen, I'm sorry. It's all because of me. If you don't know me, how nice it would be." Ling ruoxun suddenly jumped out of bed, regardless of the injury on her foot, stood on tiptoe and tightly hugged Jin Wen.

Qixuan out of the window finished smoking that cigarette, dropped the cigarette butts on the ground, stepped on it hard, and completely stamped out the Mars, and he left that place with a sense of loss.

Just think he didn't come here.

Jin Wen didn't push her away, smiled bitterly and hugged her with both hands: "I won't regret meeting you. If time goes back and everything comes back again, I will make the same choice as now. Let me take you back to Yuncheng. Forget all this and live a good life with Qixuan from now on. "

"I don't, I don't, I want you, Wuwu..." Ling ruoxun cried like a child, tightly locked his neck and didn't let go.

"Don't be capricious, xun'er. You are not that little girl anymore. No one will get used to you. You have a husband and children. You should bear the responsibility of a family."

"But what do you do? What are you going to do? I don't want you dead. What should I do if you die? What about a round one? "

"Time will erase everything. After a long time, Jin Wen will disappear from his memory. "

"No, I will not. I will never forget you in my life. You can't let me forget you."

"Darling, shifu'er, go back. I don't know what to do. Go back and have a good relationship with my husband and children. Live your life well, I have nothing to do with you. "

"I can't do it. Why do you have to force me?"