Everyone thinks I'm damned, but no one sympathizes with me. I just want a love.
I met a man who thought he was right at the wrong time.
Feixue is really beautiful. Not every woman can have her noble, elegant and beautiful temperament.
She's the one I think is right, and I'm convinced that I don't love the wrong person.
She rushed into my sight, in that high-end shopping mall.
At that time, I didn't know who she was hiding from and why she wanted to escape.
I helped her and remembered her.
Later fate was so ingenious.
My apartment is just opposite her. She is a big star. I am a big painter.
There should be no intersection between the two people, but because of the chance that we become neighbors, I began to move my mind, I want to catch up with her, I like her.
I didn't know that she would love someone so deeply. The man's name was Jin Si, which I hated most in my life. I was jealous that he could have Fisher and let her pay for him.
This man was not good to her at the early stage. I don't know why she still loves such a man.
How much effort I have made has not been able to win her favor.
Later, I changed. I became the same person as Jin Si.
If I can't get her, I'll try my best to imprison her by force.
The time I lived in Provence, France, was the most unforgettable day of my life.
Every day, Feixue brings Song Xi with her at home, and every time I come back, I will bring her a bunch of flowers, buy some of her favorite food, and live a simple life.
One time, I found that Fisher had locked herself in a room and had a drink secretly.
She drank a lot, the whole person was drunk unconscious.
He mumbled some words in his mouth.
She said, "Song Qian, I hate you. You are a son of a bitch. Why do you want to destroy my relationship with Jin Si? Why don't you let me reunite with him?"
I don't like to hear that from her.
He was holding the key to open the anti lock door, went to her and squatted down, quietly listening to him finish.
No matter how she scolds me or dislikes me, I will accept it.
Because I have given up all my things for her, even my dignity, I must get her.
After drinking, her face was red and full of attractive luster.
She leaned there and talked nonsense.
The words also said more and more ugly, I finally couldn't help holding her shoulders, close to her lips.
While she was not paying attention, she kissed it.
I admit that I am a despicable person, taking advantage of others' danger.
But I can't help my impulse.
I coveted her kiss for a long time.
I will always remember the taste of this kiss in my life.
Later, I couldn't control my restless fire. He began to become crazy and terrible.
I can't stop.
I picked her up and put her on the big European bed behind me.
She frowned as if she were a kitten.
My hands began to unbutton her clothes, one by one.
My hands were shaking. I was scared, nervous and excited. I wanted her. That's all.
Nobody can stop me.
"Mommy, daddy, my heart hurts." Song Xi, who was not familiar with the world affairs, suddenly came in from outside.
When she saw the scene of me bending over, she immediately covered her eyes.
"Dad, what are you doing? Is Mommy asleep? "
I'm upset after being interrupted.
Go to Song Xi, take her arm and throw her out of the room.
"Wuwu It hurts. " Song Xi lies on the floor, covering his heart and shrinking into a ball, like dying.
After being drunk, Feixue seems to hear song Xi's cry. She seems to wake up.
I began to panic. I was afraid that Fisher would wake up and see traces of me on her body.
I dressed her quickly, and then went to the door and picked up Song Xi. "What's wrong with you, Xi'er?"
"Dad, I have a lot of pain. My heart hurts."
"Don't worry, don't worry, dad will take you to the hospital for examination, and it won't hurt any more."
Feixue sobers up. She sits up with her forehead in pain. She feels like she has a dream. She dreams that she has come back to Jin Si. They are in love together.
But when she saw the room, she knew that her Jin Si had not come, and she was imprisoned by song Qian.
She came out of the room and saw me carrying Song Xi downstairs."What happened?" Fisher asked me who was going out.
I looked up at her.
She didn't seem to realize what I had done while she was drunk.
Fortunately.
My last impression in her mind has not collapsed.
I'm even glad that Song Xi interrupted me.
I looked up at her. "Come to the hospital with me. Xiao Xi's heart attack seems to have happened again."
"What? How could that be? "
Feixue ran down and followed me to send Song Xi to the hospital.
After that day, we were exposed.
Then Jin Si finally found us and snatched back the things around her.
Since she came back to Jin Si, the people I live in every day are not like people, ghosts or ghosts.
I imagine how bored she will be with Jin Si and how happy she will be after she returns to him.
I don't even know how I'm going to live my gray life.
Song Lingyue is my sister who has no blood relationship with me. She has always liked me. She has also given me medicine to test my willpower.
But she failed at last. I didn't even touch her finger.
Later, she will marry Mubei, which I secretly contributed to.
Get rid of her entanglement, I want to love who is naturally at will.
What song Qian regrets most in his life is to report the whereabouts of Jin Si and Fei Xue to that foreign woman daisy.
I thought that she loved Jin Si. If I could take Jin Si away, would I be able to get Feixue.
But I was wrong. I made a big mistake.
Fisher blocked the bullet to save Jin Si.
She died, and so she died.
This is the result that I can't expect, and it's not the result that I want. I didn't expect that Daisy's woman would be so cruel.
The death of Fisher ruined the life of Jin Si and me.
How many times have I thought about dying, but Jin Si said that I am not qualified to go to accompany her.
I am so sad that I have no right to die.
For the rest of my life, I accompanied Jin Si for many years.
I didn't expect that Song Xi would be Jin Si's own daughter.
It seems that God has entangled us, and we have no peace all our lives.
We are tragic.
In the end, I didn't get anything.
I really want to go back to the time when I first met Fisher.
I'd rather I didn't meet her in that bathroom.
Without meeting, there would not be so many painful things.
Everyone hates me, song Qian, and thinks that I am an unforgettable person.
But how I wish someone would pity me.
I'm just a man who wants to be loved. What have I done wrong, and where am I wrong?
Why do you all get true love, and I do. A lonely life. In the end, we can only choose to end our own life to end the pain of this life.