Maybe most people have forgotten my existence.
If according to the time sequence of meeting Ji Qianchen, I was the first one to meet her, but at that time I was just a kid, just remembered this elder sister, but failed to regard her as the most determined goal of my life at that time.
Finally, when I was a few years old and I knew what love was, she had become someone else's bride and even gave birth to children for other men.
What a funny thing.
When she came to Lin's house, I just wanted to do one thing, just want to play guitar for her.
Although I call her sister, I don't want her to be my sister at all. I want to be her man, the man she can rely on.
But I really don't exist among her excellent pursuers.
She doesn't even count me as a friend. I don't have any place in her heart at all.
I've done a lot of things that no one knows.
In fact, the fire in the Lin family is closely related to me.
The biggest beneficiary of this matter is me, and my biggest purpose is to manipulate everything and burn lingxiaohan.
He lost his memory again. I took advantage of the situation and wanted to marry Ji Qianchen.
But at last, I found that Ling Xiaohan was pretending. I didn't get any benefits. He almost killed him.
In the end, he saved my life.
But I think the heart of crime never stops.
I found that my love for Ji Qianchen had been distorted. I didn't want to get her, but I wanted their family to be restless.
I never married.
But I had a woman.
Although this woman doesn't look like Ji Qianchen, her character is very similar.
She likes me very much. She follows me and becomes my blind lover.
I never let her give birth to any children for me, because children are not necessary for me.
But she likes me so much that she wants to leave a child for me.
When she was three months pregnant, I found out. I took her to the hospital and asked her to do the baby.
She cried and knelt down, begging me not to be so cruel, and let her leave the child.
I didn't waver at all, and cruelly let the doctor take away her child.
Also from that moment on, I strangled the last trace of the woman's love for me, and she abandoned me.
Instead, she fell in love with another man.
She became the man's new girlfriend. That man is much older than her.
But she told me that she felt very happy.
The man is Murphy's biological father.
The reason why Murphy and his father became enemies was because of the existence of this woman.
Murphy is a man whose eyes can't hold a grain of sand. He can't accept that his father has another woman in his heart. This woman is still a few years older than him.
At that time, Murphy was still under age. He rushed into his father's bedroom like a madman.
At the moment, Mo Fu has gone out to deal with the gang affairs.
Murphy looked at the woman in bed who had been in love with her father all night and pulled out a pistol.
The woman begged Murphy not to kill her.
But Murphy did not blink from his eyes and killed the woman.
Yes, yes, she didn't close her eyes and died in his father's bed.
The white bedspread was dyed red by the blood. The wanton blood was like the blooming flower on the other side, breaking all the silence of Mohist school.
I also happened to see it on the street. The Mohist family held a grand funeral. I learned from the gossip of some people.
The dead woman is Bai Ning.
It's the woman who has been with me for several years, who has been branded unconsciously in my heart.
She died.
He was killed by Murphy, the young master of Mohism.
It's a big deal in Los Angeles.
It's said that after Mo Fu came back from his work, he learned that his son had killed his own woman. In a rage, he sent his son to the most terrible purgatory.
And he was infected with a virus that made him miserable.
Mo Fu finally liked a woman, but was killed by his own son.
He was in a hurry and soon died. Under the banner of punishing him, he trained him in advance. This is also a father's good intentions.
Compared with her son, Bai Ning is not so important.
It was soon forgotten.
I stood in front of Bai Ning's tombstone and talked with her for a long time.
"Bai Ning, your life is too bitter. I have loved you and the old man, but my life has been ruined. You're really not worth it. However, you can rest assured that if you have followed me, I should not let you die in vain. I will let Murphy get his due retribution, and I will let him also suffer from love and not fall into madness at last. I can't kill him, but I should do something for you. At least you don't hate me so much when you're in the underworld. "I found that Mo Feili had something to do with Song Xi.
So he used the identity of the manipulator to convey the message to Murphy.
I wrote those notes. That mysterious man is me.
I want him to approach Song Xi and make Ling's family restless.
I can't find the pleasure of revenge in Ling Xiaohan. I can only manipulate others behind me to finish it for me, at least in the future generations.
I have become a person without love. I don't love anyone, I just love myself.
In fact, my life has no meaning of living.
As expected, Murphy Li pestered Song Xi and caused a lot of trouble to Ling Yichen.
What I didn't expect was that Mo Fei's marriage was not with Song Xi, but with a woman named Yunxia.
The appearance of this woman completely deprived Murphy li of his mind to pester Song Xi.
He began to go crazy about Yunxia.
The two of them are the best match.
My evil thoughts, my little calculation, all my thoughts were destroyed.
Murphy didn't send people to investigate the people who manipulated him, because these were no longer important to him.
It became a fact no one knew.
No one remembers Bai Ning.
And I, Lin Jiaxu, have been gradually forgotten by the world.
I haven't left a deep color in anyone's heart, not even a trace.
I'm sick and depressed.
I gave a concert at the ten thousand people Concert Hall in Los Angeles.
In the dazzling light, I played a piece of canon on the violin.
Everyone applauds for me. I enjoy the spotlight and the applause.
At the end of my life, I found the meaning of living. It's so simple.
If I pursue my music career from the beginning and don't get tired of that relationship, am I the best musician.
After the concert, I took sleeping pills and ended my life.
No one will cry for me, no one will care about my death.
My last words.
All the property of the Lin family was donated to the welfare home.
Don't build a tombstone for me. Scatter my ashes to the sea and scatter them with the wind.