Yining didn't speak.
Because I don't know what to say.
After nearly a month, she didn't contact those people before. No matter Gu Yuxing, Ji Cen, or even Jinmo and other friends, they all lost contact.
She really wanted to have a good tour around the world. Before, she was idle and lived a meaningless life either playing cards with friends, playing cards in online stores or racing bars every day, or she didn't want to go.
Now with their own career and family, going abroad seems to be very hasty.
This time, if it was not because the children said they would go to play, Yining did not expect that he would make up his mind to go out for such a long time.
Go out for a long time, but sometimes really forget the previous feeling, only when the night comes, looking at the two little baby around, Yining also occasionally think of Gu Yuxing.
In fact, she still loves Gu Yuxing very much.
This awareness came to her mind when she was in Finland, when she wrote her own story.
In that story, she wrote this way:
"do you believe that there is rebirth in this world? I can tell you, yes. I once died of the double betrayal of my best friend and slag man. My husband loved me deeply. In fact, I had a wonderful life that everyone envied. It was because I didn't know how to cherish it. I didn't realize how stupid I was until I died Since I was born again, I began to cherish and love my husband. He was very kind to me, respected me, loved me well, and gave me meticulous care. He always appeared at the first time when I was in trouble. He protected me like a child. He hoped that I could live under his protection forever and be the happiest and most carefree self. But sometimes he looks like a child. He is a mature and introverted person... "
Yining wrote this at that time, and suddenly stopped writing.
She did not know for a moment how to write the next sentence.
Look over the words I just wrote. Suddenly, my eyes are slightly moist
Those words are like scenes, frame by frame, playing back in her mind. Those records of the past good life, all the sweetness and joys and sorrows of the past, are constantly filled with her memory, such as the tide.
she remembered Gu Yu Xing's face and remembered all those local love words he said when he was not able to Sao each time.
Although he is old-fashioned, Gu Yuxing's ability to say it shows that he has a real intention. Yining knows that he has always been unswerving and indifferent, and can say these things to himself, which is obviously a special existence.
Yining seems to think of what to write about himself.
"The process of quarrel and divorce is suddenly like a sleeping lion. We are ready to go. We begin to believe what others say. Our trust collapses and there is a serious crisis of trust. In order to get angry with him, I also said a lot of angry words. He and I mentioned the divorce I have planned from the beginning, he said divorce, I firmly disagree, but who knows really to that moment, the words said earlier, the oath was like a fart, no longer exist. I thought I was liberated until I came out... "
When the memory is finished, we should start to look forward to the future, which can be regarded as reflection: "in fact, I have to admit that I really fell in love with each other with a simple purpose, which is not what I thought at the beginning to take advantage of my husband to revenge those once wicked people. I love him, pure, as one. Love him to others indifference, to his own warmth, he gave me all the tenderness. I think deeply about the old woman's words. If there is room to look back, please don't miss it. "
"Well, if there is a next time, if he can find me, then I will cherish it. After all, life is so short that we should not regret it."
The diary of a rebirth girl
Yining's silence, let Ji Cen's heart fall to the bottom of the valley, even by the following a big stone pressure extremely heavy.
He looked at Yining quietly. Yining's deep eyes began to dodge, and some of them didn't dare to look at him.
"In fact, Yining and jicen are constantly struggling. In the face of such a situation, he really can do what he can, but some words are as hard as facing the death penalty. He pursed his lips, sighed silently, and then opened his mouth in a low voice. His eyes were extremely sincere:" you have long liked Gu Yuxing. "
Yining body light shudder, extremely surprised looking at Ji Cen, is obviously surprised at how he knows.
Yining understood this consciousness later.
How did Ji Cen
"Why do you get angry with Gu Yuxing? It's because you believe him without reservation. You believe that he and Chi Xie are innocent, but his distrust of you makes you feel unworthy. It's not worth it. " Ji Cen calmly stood at the mouth, analyzing Yining's mental dynamics.
Those deep in the heart, do not dare to expose the idea
"Wait, my water seems to be gone. I'm fine. Jicen, can you help me to ask the doctor if he can be discharged? My children are still waiting for me in the hotel. They are worried Yining suddenly cut in and changed the topic.
Ji Cen such as taboo staring at Yining.Finally, with a sigh, he stood up and went out.
When he went out, he didn't go to the doctor for the first time. Instead, he went to no man's area and began to smoke
Life is really a strange thing.
You see, he is so painstaking, even at the expense of the relationship with warmth, just for the sake of Yining. Unfortunately, the other party is so dedicated that he can't say goodbye.
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Yining was discharged from hospital and returned to the hotel.
When the two children saw that their mother was ok, they were completely relieved, but they still couldn't help crying.
The main thing is that life is too difficult.
This month is really difficult for them. They are just three-year-old children who dare not cry on the road because they are afraid of their mother's worry. They can't express their thinking about their father because they are afraid that their mother will be sad and their mother will be angry, so they sent them back.
All the way, I gritted my teeth until I went to see the great migration of my favorite animal. As a result, my favorite mother was still ill
"It's OK. It's OK. Almost. Let's clean up and go to the next stop." Yining holds the children left and right, trying to give them the most comfortable and firm strength.
Ji Cen and Qin Jing are watching, in order not to disturb their mother and son together time, Qin Jing and Ji Cen back out.
At this time, it was evening. There were plains here, without the barrier of mountains. It seemed that the sky was connected.
A net of stars.
Ji Cen and Qin Jing are sitting on the couch of the hotel, drinking a little wine and looking at the starry sky. Qin Jing suddenly sighs: "in fact, it's not easy for Yining. It's also for children. Gu Yuxing has done such a big thing to torture them."
Qin Jing probably has never been in love. Ji Cen laughed. "On the contrary, Gu Yuxing didn't do anything. To say how deeply Yining loves, he will make such a great determination."
"General manager Ji, you like Yining very much, don't you?" Qin Jing's eyes with a joke, raised the glass to ask Ji Cen.