The scene of separation is not earth shaking. Even if song Ximing knows that this farewell will take a long time, she can no longer see song Yuanqing every day after work. A huge iron door separates their father and daughter.
She watched him leave, and even tried to lift his lips and smile at him.
Song Yuanqing also returns with the most familiar smile, reaches out his hand and points the dial, indicating that he will miss her. In front of outsiders, they tacit understanding of the pain hidden in the bottom of the heart, exposed outside, is always enviable atmosphere and calm.
One staff member took song Yuanqing into the corridor, and the other took Song Xi out. It was the same corridor, running in the opposite direction.
Song Xi takes a few steps forward, but she can't help looking back. What she sees is song Yuanqing, who also stops and stares at her. Their eyes are opposite. Song Xi frowns and tears come out uncontrollably.
Song Yuanqing red eyes, said: "let's go."
Song Xi opened his mouth and choked back: "wait for me to see you."
Song Yuanqing nods. Song Xi turns around and goes out in a hurry. She seems to be running away in a hurry. She doesn't dare to give herself the chance of hesitation. Otherwise, she is afraid of breaking the law and will desperately want to take song Yuanqing out of that ghost place.
As soon as Song Xi comes out, Gu Dongxu sits on the chair and waits. Seeing her figure, he immediately gets up to meet her.
Song Xiwei looks down and doesn't say a word. Gu Dongxu doesn't ask anything. They walk out of the building, and it's dark outside. When they get to the car, Song Xi suddenly drags Gu Dongxu and uses her back to cover them.
Gu Dongxu feels that Song Xi is holding his T-shirt with her forehead behind him. She wants to cry so much, but she is deprived of the right to cry. She can only cry like a small animal, accompanied by obvious pain.
Gu Dongxu did not turn around, nor comfort, just stood like a pillar.
He knows what song Xi wants most at this moment. She doesn't want to be seen crying, so he just blocks it.
Song Xi cried for a minute in the same place. He turned his sour and resentful heart into tears, which calmed down a little.
Gu Dongxu takes out a bag of tissue paper from his pocket. Song Xi takes it and blows his nose first, then wipes his tears.
"Where to?"
Learning that she is back to normal, Gu Dongxu turns around and looks at Song Xi.
Song Xi said in a dull voice, "I won't go with you. I want to be alone."
Gu Dongxu didn't say anything, but he didn't agree.
Song Xi said: "don't be afraid. I can't think of it. My father is waiting for me to provide for the aged. I just want to hide and be sad for a while, OK?"
When she said she was sad in a joking tone, it was really sad.
Gu Dongxu looked at her swollen eyes under the street lamp, opened her lips, and said softly, "no matter what happens, there's me and pangchun."
Song Xi answered: "I know. You say hello to her later. Don't let her worry. I won't answer her phone."
Gu Dongxu sent Song Xi to the street to take a taxi. Song Xi got on the bus. When the door was closed, the driver asked, "where are you going?"
Song Xi said a landmark, the driver drove her past.
After getting off at the place, Song Xi walked on for more than ten minutes. In fact, she was going to a neighborhood. People who know politics in the night city know that all the people living in this neighborhood are officials, which is equivalent to the family building of government personnel.
Don't look at the plain appearance, even the guards at the door are undercover special police, and the others can't get in.
Since Song Yuanqing was taken away, the house here has been empty. No one has told Song Xi that she can't live here, but she is so sensitive that she doesn't leave a shred of story to others and won't let people see jokes.
Show the door card to enter, Song Xi slowly around half a green garden, standing in a unit downstairs, the floor here is not very high, the top floor is only 16.
Song Xi looked at the window on the 15th floor, which was black without exception. He was not angry at all.
At this time, it's the time when thousands of families are sitting around to eat and chat. Only one family in the whole building has not turned on the lights.
For the first time, Song Xi found that even if he raised his head so high, tears would still flow down the corner of his eyes, itching and cool, which made people can't help but wipe them out.
Song Yuanqing has to be sentenced to at least seven years. He can't go home for at least seven years. She looks at home, but she can't go back. The only family is not at home. Is home still home?
On summer nights, where there are many green plants, there are always insects and birds. Song Xi stands alone downstairs, his head is so high, stubborn and stubborn, looking at the floor of the black light, letting his tears flow down, and indulges himself in making an undisturbed sobbing sound.
In this way, I don't know how long she has been standing. Song Xi is dizzy and stiff with her neck. She lifts her head back to the original place. Her tears run dry, but she can't bear to go.
A person strolls around the community, tired of walking. Song Xi finds a swing and sits on it for two times. He thinks that he used to walk with song Yuanqing in the evening before. She sits on the swing, and he pushes behind. Tears suddenly come to her eyes.
Tears can be divided into two types: reflective tears and emotional tears. Emotional tears contain more protein than reflex tears, and emotional tears have a chemical substance similar to analgesic. Lactoferrin in tears β- Lysozyme has defense function and can inhibit the growth of bacteria. In addition, the secretion of tears will promote the normal metabolism of cells and prevent them from forming tumors.
Song Xi tears and thinks wildly. She thinks she may be going to see a psychiatrist soon.
The night is getting deeper and deeper. Originally, 89% of the lights in the whole community are on. Gradually, one by one, the lights are off. Finally, only the street lights in the community are still on.
Song Xi sits quietly on the swing, her forehead leaning against the chain on the right side, sometimes sour and astringent, she will cry silently; But most of the time, the tears are dry, leaving only the state of trance.
She is brave. She is not afraid to open her chest and sew her heart on the operating table on weekdays, let alone in the dark. But song Yuanqing always tells her not to walk at night or hang around in the dark.
Think of the scenes once, Song Xi sniffed, just wish now a ghost jumped out, as if song Yuanqing would immediately appear to protect her.
Deep in the night, people are quiet, the entire community is not a shadow, Song Xi ear only slightly wind, she was staring at a certain place in front of her eyes, did not hear the sound of footsteps, line of sight directly appear a pair of black shoes and half black casual trousers.
The comer stood two meters in front of her. Song Xi slowly raised his head and looked up.
Song Xi's reaction to the dim face in the backlight turned out to be George Sheng.
She was not in the mood to wonder why he was here, and didn't even want to say a word.
Instead, George Sheng looked at Song Xi on the swing with a dim look. He was silent for a moment and asked, "do you still want to live here? I can help you