Song Xi was stuck in his throat. His brain was blank and he couldn't say a word.
Three or four seconds later, the door opened a wide gap, in front of a strange middle-aged woman, wearing pajamas, "who are you looking for?"
Song Xi took a light breath, then exhausted all his strength, pretended to be calm, and asked: "is Han Ning there?"
Looking at Song Xi's face, the woman was suspicious and puzzled. Then she said, "you've made a mistake."
Song Xi smiles, "sorry to disturb you."
Then she nodded and turned away.
The sound of closing the door came from behind. Song Xi turned across the corridor. Before he pressed the elevator button, she collapsed. Tears blurred her eyes. She couldn't see anything, but she could see the scene in her mind when the door was opened.
Home is still the original home, the decoration has not changed, even the shoe cabinet at the door is the same, but the furniture and people have changed.
Song Xi has known for a long time that one day, song Yuanqing is not in his position, and the government's house will be taken back sooner or later, but... Unexpectedly, when this day comes, she still can't face it calmly.
Song Xi almost ran away from home for fear of being found out that she was the original owner of the family. When he came down from the stairs, he had only one idea: go as far as possible. This is no longer her home.
Even if the community's every plant, she did not dare to see.
Muddled, Song Xi is going to go outside the community, but somehow, a look up, she came to the swing. At this time, no one is swinging outside. The two seats hanging side by side on the bracket are empty at night.
Song Xi walks slowly and reaches for the cold chain. Before he can sit on it, his throat is choked.
She missed song Yuanqing very much. She thought of the pain of all the viscera. She had no home, and even the last refuge became the new residence of others.
If song Yuanqing is still there, he will never allow anyone to bully her, not to let her suffer any injustice, and not to let her just stand downstairs and cry at night.
She even thinks of Han Chunmeng and Gu Dongxu. Even if one of them is still in the night city, she will run over without saying a word and love someone. She just wants to find a place with a sense of security and cry recklessly.
But no one was there.
The sense of desperation, which is overwhelming, but helpless and nowhere to go, makes people want to die.
Here's Qianqiu. I dare not touch it again. Home is not home. How can I touch other people's things?
Song Xi only greedily touched the chain on the swing, even if she did not give up, her only self-esteem still made her wipe away the tears on her face and whispered goodbye to it in the bottom of her heart.
Goodbye. She'll never come back.
When she left the community, Song Xi had a sense of despair and calmness in her heart. After calm thinking, what should she do?
Anyone can't rely on it for a lifetime. One day, when you open your eyes, everything will change, not to mention people and things? Before, she always promised song Yuanqing that she would take care of herself and wait for him to come out. But in the bottom of Song Xi's heart, she still depends on Song Yuanqing. When she is very sad, she will sneak here. Spiritual sustenance is a wonderful thing. It is silent and invisible, but it can support a person to go on, It can also quietly completely destroy a person's last hope.
Now Song Xi finally realizes that she has no way out, and others have not left a way out for song Yuanqing. From now on, she will be song Yuanqing's way out, and how she wants to pave another way is the key. Can't she rely on others?
When she thinks of other people, Georges Sheng's face appears in her mind. Song Xi's lips are full of light irony. How dare she rely on him?
Forget it, leave it, don't let each other unhappy, we all leave some room for each other.
Think of here, the bottom of my heart a strong sour surge, had been dry tears, once again full of eyes.
Song Xi walked on the sidewalk and kept raising his hand to wipe it. Just after wiping, his tears fell down again.
She didn't know what she was sad about, whether it was home or not, or he never understood her, no matter what she did, it was wrong.
Without a taxi, she just walked forward with her legs on her back. When she got back to Cuicheng mountain, she could summon up the courage to show her cards to Georges Sheng.
One street after another, Song Xi walked for a long time. It took nearly an hour to take a taxi back from here, not to mention walking, but she didn't want to take a taxi.
After walking through the downtown area, there are fewer commercial buildings and shops on both sides of the road, and there are few pedestrians on the road, leaving only cars passing by.
The tears on Song Xi's face have been dry for a long time. She takes out her mobile phone and looks at the time. It's more than half past twelve in the night. She has been walking for nearly two hours.
After the impulse, she thought rationally for a long time, but decided not to change her original intention. When she went back, she told him about the divorce. No matter what he thought, she didn't want to rely on him any more.
She is responsible for life or death outside. As for song Yuanqing, he is very good inside now, and probably there won't be any big problems.
No matter how hard the day is, we have to survive alone. When we are with people who have no feelings, even under the same roof, we are just looking forward to parting.
Song Xi is walking alone on the sidewalk where she can't see her head. Because it's late at night, she is only accompanied by the roadside lamps. She has a heavy heart and doesn't notice that a van turns into the sidewalk from the motorway. It's driving very fast and comes straight to her.
With a "creak", the van stops, the door is pulled open horizontally, and two men with hoods jump down from inside. Song Xi is stunned for two seconds, and then turns around and runs.
After running for more than ten or twenty meters, someone grabbed her arm behind her. Song Xi's heart thumped, fighting back and shouting: "help! Somebody... "
One man tries to hold her, and the other tries to carry her up. Song Xi is fighting for her life. In the chaos, she catches a glimpse of a black private car not far away. Before the car stops, a man has rushed down.
Song Xi was very happy to know that she was the one who came to save her.
Since Georges Sheng took over her, she has been followed by people all the time. At first, she was in danger and thought it necessary to send someone to protect her. But recently, she has been used to living in peace. She thinks that this kind of robbery on the street will never happen again. There are still people thinking about her.
Two people came down from the black car and quickly ran to Song Xi. The two people with hoods were a little flustered. However, there were still people in the van. At the fastest time, two more people came down. Song Xi was dragged to the car by one of the men, and Georges Sheng's people were entangled.