George Sheng disappeared on the second day of his birthday. After a month and a half, he showed up in Macao and played with her all day. From then on, Song Xi faintly felt that something was wrong with him. As for what was wrong, he couldn't tell in detail.
Sometimes she will be in a trance, he is easier to get along with than before, and even occasionally a few moments, it is almost gentle. Just like before, how could he queue up with her to buy breakfast? Crowded together in a crowded alley? All afternoon at the casino together?
He also laughed at her, although it was a mockery, but clearly there was no mockery in his eyes, there was only fun.
He also helped Ren Lina out of the siege and would not embarrass her as before.
Song Xi is not blind in both eyes and heart. She can see and feel the subtle changes of Georges Sheng. However, whenever she takes the initiative a little bit, he goes back, making her unable to understand what he means in his heart. She is sure that he is not a person who can run away after he has been teased. Therefore, it can only be her fault.
After all, they have known each other for a long time. Even if they are made of stone, the surface should be warm.
If Song Xi is a very idle person, she may have time to calm down and analyze George Sheng, how her occupation is destined to be bright, and she is crying out of nowhere.
On New Year's day, Song Xi took a day off, and then he was too busy to get back on his head. The end of the year seemed like a happy reunion day. However, for hospitals, it was always the peak of patient flow. The operating room of the hospital was always busy 24 hours a day, with more patients and fewer doctors. Song Xi had the highest record during this period of time, five operations a day, even if the average one was two hours, It will take ten hours to get off stage five.
On the night of the 7th, Song Xi just came out of the operating room. Suddenly, he saw the door of the operating room opposite the corner open. A little nurse rushed out. She looked left and right, and saw Song Xi. She rushed over and cried with pale face: "doctor song, hurry up, hurry up, director Xu suddenly fainted“
Song Xi smell speech, eyes a change at the same time, the foot has been used to run forward.
The operating rooms on both sides are very close to each other. Song Xi runs in. First, he sees a patient lying on the operating table. The assistant doctor is doing finishing work for the patient. A little nurse is squatting. The person lying next to him is Xu Ying, deputy director of cardiovascular medicine.
Song Xi ran to see Xu Ying's face and asked, "how can director Xu suddenly faint?"
The two nurses were scared. You and I were told that she had four surgeries today, and some said that she was not very comfortable today.
The Deputy doctor, who still insisted on the operating table, said, "doctor song, director Xu has a bad heart. I saw her take Suxiao Jiuxin Pill in the rest room today."
Voice down, Song Xi immediately on the side of the little nurse said: "hurry up to the No. 2 operating room, tell them to clean up immediately, carry director Xu in the past."
The little nurse runs out quickly. Song Xi kneels on the ground to give Xu Ying first aid for her heart. She realizes that Xu Ying is in a bad state. This is not a woman's intuition, but a doctor's professional judgment.
Behind him, the Deputy doctor continued Xu Ying's remaining operation, aiming at Song Xi, and asked from time to time, "doctor song, how about director Xu?"
Song Xi's hand action is bigger and bigger, his face is ugly, but his mouth says: "it's OK, you continue."
No. 2 operating room with the fastest speed cleaning disinfection, just finished an operation outside the heart of health care, immediately carrying Xu Ying rushed in.
Twenty minutes later, the door of the operating room opened. As soon as Song Xi raised her eyes, she saw the doctors and nurses in the Department of cardiovascular medicine who were guarding outside. They were all sterile clothes and caps. They had no time to take them off, so the patients came here to wait.
"Dr. Song... How about director Xu?"
Seeing Song Xi, the doctors and nurses who used to be looked forward to by patients are now looking at Song Xi with the same eyes.
Song Xi's face turned pale and her eyes turned red, but she said, "I'm sorry, we can't save director Xu."
At the moment when the voice fell, several people in front of him didn't seem to respond until they heard a slight cry coming from the operating room. Several men and women ran past Song Xi, and Song Xi frowned. The next second, the pain came. Even the male assistant doctor, who was just calm on the operating table, is now just an ordinary man who has lost friends and colleagues.
Song Xi went out from the operating room and sat alone in the office in a daze. She could get off work, but she didn't have the strength to go downstairs. After crying for a while, she also informed the leaders of the hospital and Xu Ying's family.
Xu Ying doesn't have a good relationship with xinwai, especially when Haiwei donated money before. Xinwai got the most funds. Xu Ying also satirized xinwai openly and secretly, but these are not enough to mention in the face of death.
Song xijue only sat in the office for a short time. She just wanted to have a rest. As a result, George Sheng called her and asked her, "it's more than eleven o'clock, and I still don't go home. Are you going to shed blood for the hospital?"
Song Xi was calm at first, but after hearing this sentence, somehow, her eyes were hot for a moment. She held her mobile phone and didn't say a word, but she choked with grievance.
George Sheng was obviously silent for a few seconds, then asked in a deep voice, "what's the matter with you?"
Song Xi doesn't say anything, just cry, more than choking, mixed with a lot of grievances and helplessness, like being bullied.
George Sheng didn't speak for a while, only Song Xi's cry was in the microphone.
After more than 40 seconds, Song Xi gradually stopped his tears and said in a dull voice: "our deputy director of cardiovascular medicine, female, is only in her 40s this year. She just died on the operating table, myocardial infarction... I didn't save her."
"I'll be downstairs in ten minutes, I'll be nearby, and I'll drive over," said Georgeson
Song Xi nodded: "well, do you drive by yourself?"
George Sheng answered.
Song Xi said, "I heard it's snowing outside. Drive carefully yourself."
"I know."
"I'll hang up first, and you'll concentrate on driving."
"I'm wearing earphones, you can tell me," Georgeson said
Song Xi doesn't know what to say. On the one hand, she persuades herself that life and death have a destiny. Which doctor hasn't seen life and death? It's more cruel to say that I'm used to life and death, but the heart is not reasonable. It's not that I don't feel uncomfortable if I don't feel uncomfortable.
Listen to her silence, Georges Sheng whispered: "she is a good doctor, you are also, you try your best, don't blame yourself."
Smell speech, Song Xi tears clattering down, holding the mobile phone, she finally wronged said: "I always think, I can try my best, if I find out earlier, maybe, I can save her."
George Sheng listened to Song Xi's repressed cry for a few seconds. He said in a soft voice, "don't cry. You'll think that she doesn't have to worry about worldly affairs any more. There's no endless operation there and she can have a rest."
Song Xi was suddenly stabbed in the heart, wailing.
George Sheng sat in the car with a look of chagrin. Didn't he persuade him well?