Chapter 443

Song Yuanqing was helpless, but he was more doomed to sigh: "Shen Zhaoyi's brother killed two people in the local area of Yizhou, and was sentenced to death. Shen Zhaoyi found many people, but he didn't come to me. I know that he is tough, and he wanted to prove to me that he can rely on himself. I took the initiative to contact him. I asked him whether the life of his family is important or you are important, and he cried, He sat opposite me and said nothing. He cried for five minutes

Song Xi's heart is like a knife. Through her blurred vision, she seems to see Shen Zhaoyi sitting not far away, quietly weeping.

She had been with him for more than two years, and she never saw him cry, let alone knew that he had seen song Yuanqing in private.

Song Yuanqing takes up the paper towel and wants to help Song Xi wipe her tears. Song Xi instinctively lowers her head. She is not resentful, just

Song Yuanqing had no accident or injury. His voice was as usual. He said: "Xiaoxi, it's not my father's ruthlessness or my skill. I despise Shen Zhaoyi's background. It's my father, who can't hold herself in the palm of his hand and raise her daughter for more than 20 years. I'll give it to a man whose future is uncertain. I can keep you safe when my father is still here, What if one day I'm gone? Who's protecting you? Shen Zhaoyi can't even protect himself or his family. How can he protect you? "

Song Xi lowered his head, but he couldn't help choking.

Song Yuanqing, red eyed and angry, continued: "that's what I told Shen Zhaoyi. If he has his own daughter in the future, he will understand that I'm an ordinary father. I'm not great and I don't think I'm noble. But I only have a daughter like you. It's not easy for me to raise you and teach you kindness, It's not easy to teach you to be sensible. You are so good. How can I have the heart to gamble that you will be happy or poor for the rest of your life? "

"Xiaoxi, Dad can't do it."

Song Xi put out her hand to block her eyes. When the sadness had exceeded the load, she could only let the tears gush out wantonly. When she was sad to the extreme, she suppressed her voice and choked: "what if he died?"

Song Xi closes his eyes and his head is full of scars on Shen Zhaoyi. Gu Dongxu says that the General Administration has sent three people over, but only two people come back. What if this person is Shen Zhaoyi? Song Yuanqing can not tell her all her life, but can her conscience really be indifferent?

And Shen Zhaoyi, if he died in a foreign land like this, would he regret saying that he could love her with his life?

Hearing Song Xi's questions, song Yuanqing replied: "I helped his brother, but I didn't ask him to go to peace keeping. I just asked him to reconsider the relationship with you. He wanted to go himself. At that time, he came to me and asked me to give him a chance. If he can come back, he still wants to be with you, but if he can't come back, Let me tell you nothing. "

Heartache to the extreme, Song Xi frown, suddenly can't cry out.

Song Yuanqing took Song Xi's hand and said in a low voice: "in fact, after Shen Zhaoyi left, I always wondered if my father had done something wrong. In recent years, you haven't forgotten him and have been waiting for him. Every time you shed tears, I want to tell you the truth, but I'm afraid he really can't come back. I've delayed you once because of your temper, I can't delay you for a lifetime... Now he's back. No matter how you decide, Dad supports you. It's dad who's bad. I'm sorry... "

Song Xi shakes her head and sobs. A few seconds later, she leans down and buries her face in the open palm of song Yuanqing's hand. One side is her family, the other side is her former lover. She has no choice, just like Shen Zhaoyi.

Song Yuanqing was full of heartache. He raised his other hand, touched Song Xi's soft hair, and said softly, "Xiao Xi, do you remember when you were young, I told you not to have any superiority because of your height, especially when you were born with a golden spoon. This is lucky. You can have many choices from the beginning, so that you can say no to those you don't like, while most people are very happy, They are not so lucky as you. What they face from the beginning is not many choices, but the only way. They have no ability to say no, they can only go on with a stiff head. "

Song Xi understands that she has a choice, but Shen Zhaoyi has no choice.

Stroking the back of Song Xi's head, song Yuanqing coaxed: "don't cry, Dad looks distressed. Now Shen Zhaoyi is back. If you still want to be with him, you don't have to worry about anyone. Qiao's side, I'll talk to him."

When Song Xi hears the word "Qiao family", Shen Zhaoyi in his mind quickly turns into George Sheng. That guy doesn't need to be covered with scars. He just needs a mouth to make her feel like a knife.

Looking up, Song Xi wiped away his tears with a paper towel and flushed his eyes. After taking a breath, he said in a voice, "Dad, I'll handle my own affairs. You don't have to worry."

Song Yuanqing is too smart. Georges Sheng never came to see him, but he has been doing some work in private. Most of the time, Song Xi doesn't know. He guesses that maybe the relationship between Song Xi and Georges Sheng is not as simple as her friend.

So he tentatively asked: "does Shen Zhaoyi know when he comes back?"

Song Xi hung a breath, nodded steadily back: "I know."

Song Yuanqing asked, "he also knows about your relationship with Shen Zhaoyi?"

Song Xi guessed the meaning behind song Yuanqing's trial. She tried to answer calmly: "Dad, you really don't have to guess. He knows that I like Shen Zhaoyi, and I also know that there are people in his heart who like him. You see, this year will soon be new year's day. Three years will soon pass in the blink of an eye."

Song Yuanqing looked at the expression on Song Xi's face. After a few seconds, he said, "do you want to wait? Is Shen Zhaoyi willing to wait? What would he think if he knew about your relationship with Georgeson? "

Song Xi holds song Yuanqing's hand in both hands and replies with a smile: "Dad, I don't want to do anything now. Who do I love? Love is never as important to me as you."

Song Yuanqing said with a smile: "silly child, you also said that if you have someone you like, you can bring it to me. When you bring Shen Zhaoyi, I also have a lot to say to him."

Song Xi's heart is more than a mixture of five tastes. She can't tell song Yuanqing that Shen Zhaoyi has come back with the truth that she had to go. But she has changed her heart. Even after listening to so much, she just feels distressed and helpless, as well as powerless to fate. But she no longer has the impulse to love him so madly that she can be reckless.

Time is not terrible. The terrible thing is that people's heart will change as time goes on.

Not to mention a few years ago, even half a year ago, Song Xi did not expect that one day she would not love Shen Zhaoyi, even if she did not love Shen Zhaoyi, she would fall in love with George Sheng.

Once upon a time, she always laughed at those moths in the bottom of her heart. Did she have no self-control and brain? Who should love and who shouldn't, don't you understand?

Now she finally understood, we are laymen, have not experienced the qualification to say others stupid.

In the world of mortals, who can avoid vulgarity?