Chapter 446

Song Xi turns on the light and goes back. Shen Zhaoyi's eyes on the bed never leave her. She seems to disappear in the blink of an eye.

There is a chair beside the bed. Song Xi didn't sit on it. Because Ji Minying had sat on it, she stood one meter away from Shen Zhaoyi. She looked at him calmly and asked softly, "how do you feel? Are you better?"

Shen Zhaoyi stares at her, and her eyes suddenly turn red.

Song Xi's heart is also suddenly sour, but she didn't open her eyes, just secretly adjust her breathing, a few seconds later, she said: "I just came back from my father, he told me... Sorry, I didn't know anything at that time, I didn't help anything."

Song Xi doesn't blame Shen Zhaoyi. After all, it's his relative. What can she do with her?

Shen Zhaoyi's eyes became more and more red. After staring at Song Xi's face for a long time, he said, "you're right. I should tell you I'm sorry."

Song Xi said, "it's all over. Just come back."

Shen Zhaoyi has a hole in his heart. Even the pain is empty. Looking at Song Xi's relieved face, he would rather she lose her temper, lose control, scold him and blame him. It's better than now

"Xier, I just know about your father. I'm sorry to let you face it alone."

Song Xi in Song Yuanqing there shed too many tears, but now do not want to cry, her face calm, as usual back: "it doesn't matter."

The voice falls, Shen Zhaoyi's eye ground is clear with tingling.

Song Xi began to explain: "I didn't say angry words, it really doesn't matter."

After a pause, she added: "I'm really happy that you can come back."

Shen Zhaoyi left eye rolled down a drop of tears, his eyes with too much helplessness and sadness, very low voice, suppressed the way: "I missed it?"

Before Song Xi was still surprised, why she didn't feel too much heartache, she thought she was hard hearted, until this sentence... It turns out that she didn't have pain, but she didn't get stabbed.

Don't open your eyes unconsciously. Song Xi is stuck in his throat.

Shen Zhaoyi quietly looks at Song Xi. From the moment she enters the door to now, she has to touch his hand except when she pulls out the needle for him. After that, she keeps a certain distance from him, such as deliberately maintaining the boundary.

I've seen the way she once loved him, so now Shen Zhaoyi can clearly judge that she doesn't seem to love him.

Song Xi's heart acid gradually into pain, more and more pain, pain she did not open her mouth for a long time.

Finally, Shen Zhaoyi took the initiative and said in a low voice, "Mengmeng said that you have a boyfriend. Is he good to you?"

Shen Zhaoyi's voice is still so good. He is always gentle and gentle. He takes care of it carefully. Song Xi looks up and sees the tears in his eyes without exception.

She said aloud, "I don't have a boyfriend. She's deliberately angry with you."

Shen Zhaoyi looks at Song Xi, and his sad and desperate eyes immediately shine. It seems that a desperate person sees hope, but then Song Xi hits him back.

"But I don't like you as much as I used to," she whispered

I know, Shen Zhaoyi knows, but when this moment comes, he still turns pale, as if he had been drained of all the blood.

After Song Xi finished this sentence, she almost did not dare to look at Shen Zhaoyi's face and slightly lowered her eyes. Like a child who has done something wrong, she said to herself, "I'm the one who should say I'm sorry. I didn't believe you all the time, no matter I quarreled or misunderstood. You don't have to feel sorry. If I were you, I wouldn't care about my family, You didn't do anything wrong. "

Song Xi is not a hypocritical person. Compared with the result of Shen Zhaoyi's hurting her, what she cares more is why she didn't know earlier, didn't help him, forced him to make a choice, forced him to go far away, forced him to gamble with his life.

Her love is important, but it's not as important as a human life. What's more, it's Shen Zhaoyi's life.

Song Xi really felt that she was not good enough.

Shen Zhaoyi saw the tears falling from her face and wanted to help her wipe them off. However, she stood in a place he couldn't touch. He was so distressed that he still picked up the tissue beside the table and gave it to her with his arm outstretched.

Song Xi is not afraid of others to hard, she is most afraid of others with a soft side to her.

At the moment of taking the paper towel, tears gush out uncontrollably. Song Xi uses the paper towel to block his eyes, and silently does not cry.

Soon, Shen Zhaoyi's voice came to his ear. He said in a low voice, "I'm ok. I've come back. I made the decision myself. No one forced me."

Song Xi has a lot to say, but she can't say a word when she talks a thousand words. Fortunately, Shen Zhaoyi can understand it.

He couldn't be reincarnated again, because it must be too late to meet Song Xi in this life. So he put all his eggs in one basket and took his life to buy it. Before he left, he thought it was just a matter of life and death. Now when he survived, he suddenly found that he had lost his heart.

"Xier." Shen Zhaoyi called softly.

Song Xi raised his head, originally a pair of beautiful apricot eyes swollen into two walnuts.

He looked at her, his eyes were sad, but a layer of light floated above the sadness. His lips opened and he asked in a voice, "can you give me another chance? When the past is over, you say you don't like me as much as before, then I'll start chasing you again. Don't refuse me right away. Let's give each other another chance, OK

Song Xi stood in the same place, silent.

Shen Zhaoyi looked at her straightforwardly, and almost pleaded to add: "if it doesn't work out, you can be a friend if you want to be a friend. If you don't want to see me again, I won't disturb you any more."

His voice became lower and lower, and he was humble in the dust.

Song Xi's numb heart almost convulsed like a dying struggle. She thought of Georges Sheng. Georges Sheng had his moonlight in his heart, and only sneered at her. Did she get Stockholm syndrome? How could she like him?

Shen Zhaoyi didn't cheat on her, so she had to hurt her. She used to love him very much, because she was desperate, so she decided to put it down.

Wrong, all wrong, she put down the should love, love should not love.

At this moment, Song Xi doesn't know whether she is weighing the pros and cons or analyzing rationally. Love is not an arithmetic problem. She should judge by intuition, but after all, she is not a child, and she has passed the stage of love at first sight. In the adult world, she always has to calculate the price.

After a long silence, Song Xi said, "ah Yi, let's try again."

As her voice falls, the ashes of Shen Zhaoyi's eyes instantly re ignite. At the same time, Song Xi finally puts down her obsession with Georges Sheng.

George Sheng has people he likes. Why does she bother herself?