When Song Xi came out of the operating room, Han Chunmeng had already come back. She was surprised and asked, "so soon?"
Worried, Han Chunmeng secretly asks Song Xi, "what's wrong with Dongxu? He said a lot of strange things to me today. He also asked me what I should do if someone asked me to break the right principle. I told him the truth, but he looked at me with red eyes. I asked him not to say anything and told me not to worry. Let me come back first. Do you think I can not worry? "
Song Xi is also a helpless face, whispered back: "his family's business, probably related to the case he investigated, he can not continue to investigate, had to find a reason, thinking that drunk driving was arrested will be suspended investigation, did not expect last night really had a car accident."
Han Chunmeng didn't speak for a long time, because no matter family, career or drunk driving, any one of the problems is a problem. What's more, it's all piled up. She can't imagine how Gu Dongxu came over these two days.
I want to carry it with him, but she can't do anything. This kind of helpless and powerless feeling makes people feel depressed.
Song Xi advised Han Chunmeng: "don't rush to find him. Let him be quiet for a while. No matter what, we will accompany him."
Han Chunmeng is glad that Song Xi is still around at this moment. Song Xi is always strong. When song Yuanqing was arrested, she also carried over. They all said that as long as the difficulty of not dying is to make herself stronger. Han Chunmeng secretly made a wish to God that as long as Gu Dongxu could get through this dilemma smoothly, she would... She would not eat meat for half a year, There's nothing to mortgage anyway.
Maybe she is devout enough, and God is really open-minded. At the end of the night, Han Chunmeng receives a call from Gu Dongxu, saying that he wants her to go with Song Xi.
Han Chunmeng listened to Gu Dongxu's voice as usual, hung up the phone and ran to Song Xi to say, "he seems to want to open it!"
Song Xi is also happy: "if you want to be happy, it's the best. It's going to be new year's day soon. Don't let any unhappy things affect your mood."
As soon as it's time to get off work, Song Xi and Han Chunmeng take a taxi to a doctor. As soon as they enter the ward, they see Gu Dongxu lying on the bed and saying, "lock the door."
"Ah?" Han Chunmeng picks her eyebrows.
Gu Dongxu said: "lock the door, the provincial nurse will come in for ward round later."
Han Chunmeng listens to Gu Dongxu. He says she will lock the door when he locks it.
Song Xi stepped in. At first sight, he saw two rows of high takeout boxes on the bedside table, and cakes and snacks on the other side.
With suspicious eyes, Song Xi asked, "what's the good thing?"
Gu Dongxu chin glance, motioned under the bedside table storage box: "open."
Song Xi stoops to open the cupboard door, and the two big bags of beer inside are full. Han Chunmeng comes to see them curiously. When she sees the beer, she stares at Gu Dongxu: "why? Would you like to drink? "
"It's not me, it's us," Gu said
Han Chunmeng frowned: "you are still having an injection. What kind of wine do you drink?"
Gu Dongxu looked at Han Chunmeng and said with a smile: "sure enough, I've become a girlfriend. I'm more angry than before. I don't need an injection today. I'll have a drink. I'll take out the wine."
Just as Han Chunmeng was about to say something, Song Xi said, "you ask the two doctors to close the door and drink with a patient. If it's spread, we don't have to do it. Give me enough reasons, or I won't accompany you crazy."
Han Chunmeng thought, give me enough reason, I don't accompany you crazy, thinking
"I quit."
Gu Dongxu is sitting on the head of the bed with a nice smile on his handsome face.
Han Chunmeng was completely shocked when this remark came out, and Rao Shi and Song Xi were unavoidably in the same place.
As long as five seconds, there was a sound of needle falling in the ward. Gu Dongxu kept smiling and looked at the two people: "is this reason enough? Take out the wine. I gave the nurse a tip of 500 yuan today, and she promised to help me steal the wine. "
Song Xi and Han Chunmeng are standing in the same place, motionless.
Gu Dongxu said, "why? I just want to have a drink and chat with you two to find out how we used to feel. What's your expression? Is that not enough? "
Han Chunmeng is the first to react to his cynical expression. She bypasses Song Xi, bends down, drags a box of beer outside, quickly opens it and puts some bottles on the table.
Seeing this, Gu Dongxu smiles and instructs Song Xi to "open the small table and let's chat while eating."
Song Xi quietly opens the table and arranges the takeout boxes one by one. He buys ten dishes, half of which Han Chunmeng likes to eat, and the other half of which Song Xi likes to eat.
Han Chunmeng sits beside the bed, Song Xi pulls a chair and sits under the bed. Gu Dongxu takes a can of beer, opens the ring with a bang, and without saying a word, raises his head and pours down.
Song xijue was so depressed that he was strangled in the throat. He even had difficulty breathing, let alone making his voice.
Han Chunmeng knew later, pulled open the ring, didn't cry, just said: "no matter how you choose, I support you unconditionally."
With that, she looks up to drink. Song Xi is the last one to pick up the beer can. She doesn't say anything and drinks quietly.
Gu Dongxu was the first to finish his drink. His fingers curled up and the empty beer can crunched up. He raised the corner of his lip and said with a smile, "since I saw the first police and bandit movie, I said that I wanted to be a policeman when I grew up. Primary school, junior high school and senior high school said that my mother didn't know that I was serious until I filled in the college entrance examination. For this matter, we almost quarreled and broke the relationship between mother and son..."
At this point, Gu Dongxu has a bigger smile on his face.
"She said that I was my ancestor, but I was stubborn. I went to the police academy and became a policeman. After I put on my uniform, I felt very handsome. I insisted on my dream of growing up. Who can do whatever you want? I can
"I think the most unpleasant thing in the world is that the rules are clearly set here. You are wrong, but I have to bypass you because of the so-called worldly sophistication. Why? What about equality before the law? Shouldn't I act according to the law? Until now, my mother has also been involved in it... "
Gu Dongxu opened another can of beer and drank it in one gulp.
Song Xi was a little distracted, looking at a place and saying nothing; Han Chunmeng secretly holds the sheets and tries not to cry.
He pinched the empty wine can flat. Gu Dongxu frowned and said, "I found that I was not as righteous as I thought. I couldn't check my mother by myself. All I could do was to stay away from this case, and then watched with my own eyes how the case was quietly suppressed."
"Everyone thinks it's right. I've asked myself many times this day and night. Don't I want my mother to be safe? I want to, but how can I continue to work, how can I continue to face myself breaking the principles? Do I have to set new standards, and then I will turn a blind eye to all the crimes committed by my immediate family members? "
Shaking his head, Gu Dongxu said in a low voice, "I can't do it. Mengmeng is right. No one can break my inner order. Justice has not changed. It has become the heart of the people. I don't want to touch this job again with the idea of" opening up the net ". It's dirty."
"The choice is made by me. I don't regret it or complain. Giving up my ideal of being a policeman is just like paying for this mistake of malpractice for personal gain. I can't do this job, but this profession is sacred in my heart and can't be defiled."
After opening a can of beer, Gu Dongxu reddened his eyes and said with a smile, "come on, let's drink to me who will not be a policeman any more. I'll have nothing to do from now on."
Song Xi and Han Chunmeng are both red eyed and can't lift their hands. Gu Dongxu sees that he drinks by himself, but after less than three mouthfuls, he suddenly chokes, puts down the beer can, covers his face with his hands, and then collapses and cries.
Song Xi and Han Chunmeng burst into tears. They gave up their dreams and had to make choices. They were crazy and wanted to cry, but had to laugh.
Gu Dongxu has been doing it wantonly for more than 20 years, but he finally gave up.