Han Chunmeng felt that Gu Dongxu's shoulder was particularly comfortable, so she found a comfortable position to pillow and said in a low voice: "I didn't have a moment of anger, but suddenly thought a lot. If I had a child in the future, the child wouldn't listen to me and had to be with someone I didn't like, I think I would die."
"You are used to living a good life since you were a child. I don't know what your parents earn. My parents often tell me that no matter who you are going to be a daughter-in-law in the future, you must be kind to your parents-in-law. You should treat other people's parents as well as you treat your own parents. You're so kind to me, but I always add obstacles to your parents. My heart is full of flesh, and I'm afraid of retribution. "
"And between us, I don't think we are as happy as before..."
Han Chunmeng is holding her mouth. She looks aggrieved. Her tears flow down the corner of her eyes and the bridge of her nose.
After sniffing, she continued: "I thought for a long time, whether we are not suitable to be lovers, or we don't like each other as much as we thought. Until today, when your mother came to me, I thought well. No matter what she said to me, I would not leave you, but her mouth is a contract of 100 million yuan. I'm really afraid, I'm not afraid of her letting me lose money, I just feel that I'm useless. I'm not up to the standard your parents like, and I can't help you. I'm just delaying you... "
"Don't say you don't care. It's your parents' money, not yours. I can't buy the bill, and you don't have the right to free it for me. Your mother is right. If we are friends, she will like me, but I'm not suitable to be your girlfriend. At least I'm not suitable now."
Han Chunmeng stepped back. At the beginning, Gu Dongxu held her hard and refused to let go. She could only give up her strength and sobbed in a low voice: "Dongxu, maybe falling in love is really different from falling in love with friends. I admit that your mother came to see me today, so I decided to move out temporarily. But the problem between us is not solved one day, and the result is only sooner or later. I'm tired and you're tired, We need to stop and adjust, whether it's work or emotion. "
Gu Dongxu never let go. Han Chunmeng took out her hand and patted him on the shoulder. She said in a soft voice, "don't do this. I'll feel bad."
Smell speech, Gu Dongxu finally slowly relaxed, Han Chunmeng out of his arms, he hung his eyes, quickly don't look, but she still saw him red eyes.
Leaning on the sofa, Gu Dongxu pinned his face to the opposite direction of Han Chunmeng. He was silent for a long time and said in a repressed voice, "if you are too tired, I promise to part, but I won't part."
Han Chunmeng lifted his lips heartlessly, red eyes, and said with a smile: "no, what's the difference between divorce and bed separation? After breaking up, you don't have pressure. You can try another one when you meet the good one or the one you like more... Of course, I'll look at others again. We don't have to force ourselves. Marriage is free, not to mention falling in love? "
Han Chunmeng didn't know whether she was numb or crazy. When she said this, she still had a smile on her face.
Gu Dongxu pinned his head, tears fell like this. Han Chunmeng saw it, and with a "ouch," he drew a tissue and handed it to him, "what are you crying for? You must have drunk. You have no skin and no face after drinking. Otherwise, you won't cry. "
Gu Dongxu took the tissue and pressed it on his eyes.
Men and women are not the same, they are silent sad.
Han Chunmeng is sure that he can't see anything, so he shows a heartbroken but helpless expression to him.
If in the past, where she was willing to break up with him, where she was willing to see him cry, she was always the most counsellor, but he was the one she loved the most and the most difficult to overcome. What could she do?
Holding Gu Dongxu's hand on the sofa, Han Chunmeng closes her eyes and uses ten seconds to suppress all the impulses of reluctance and regret. When she opens her eyes again, she can speak normally.
"You promise me, don't quarrel with your mother when we go back. I don't think we can't be lovers or even friends. Besides, who says we can't be together after we've split up now? We have a problem now. We need time to adjust each other. If we still feel that each other is more suitable after a long time, and your parents can agree with me at that time, then I welcome you to come after me at any time. But before that, we all think about what we want. "
Gu Dongxu didn't say anything. He just held Han Chunmeng's hand tightly. In a moment, his strength was so strong that her bones hurt. But soon he relaxed his strength again, just as he was unable to accept it.
Han Chunmeng doesn't dare to hold hands with him any more. She is a person with strong moral values. She is very afraid that holding hands after breaking up is like having an affair. So she pulls out her hand and pats Gu Dongxu on the shoulder like a good brother. She says in a voice, "OK, OK, don't cry. Look at me, can't you be strong?"
Gu Dongxu's paper towel is in front of his eyes for more than ten minutes. If Han Chunmeng doesn't speak, the room is quiet as if there is no one.
For a long time, I don't know how long later, Gu Dongxu rolls the wet tissue in his palm and sits up straight. Han Chunmeng takes a look at him and his eyes turn red.
The bottom of my heart is very uncomfortable, and I want to say briskly: "hungry or not, do you want me to treat you to a snack? There's a lot of nighttime downstairs. "
Gu Dongxu said in a low voice: "no, I'll go back first."
He stood up, Han Chunmeng also stood up, "I'll take you back."
He drinks too much. Han Chunmeng is afraid that something will happen on his way.
Gu Dongxu walked to the door and said, "no, you should go to bed early."
"Can you do it?" Han Chunmeng asked
Gu Dongxu stood at the door wearing shoes, shoes are placed there, but he can't put them on. Han Chunmeng looked at them, tears almost came out, and quickly joked: "OK?"
Gu Dongxu suddenly clenched his fist and forced himself to hang down on the front gate. With a bang, the silent night shook people's hearts. Han Chunmeng shed tears before he was afraid. After Gu Dongxu smashed the door, he called out "ah" directly to the gate. It was a voice that she had never heard before. She was helpless and wanted to scream. But when she came out, she was only dreary.
Han Chunmeng can cry, but Gu Dongxu doesn't know how to cry. He has never been wronged since he was young. He doesn't know what it means to be powerless. He doesn't even know what it means to lose.
Now once, he had enough.
A long time later, Han Chunmeng was lying on the bed alone. In the dark, she opened her eyes and looked at the ceiling. It was more than an hour since Gu Dongxu called her home to report her safety. She didn't feel sleepy at all. When she opened her eyes and closed them, she looked like he was so hard but powerless.
She doesn't know if it will hurt Gu Dongxu's heart, but she knows that she has no choice, at least the decision to separate is right.