Chapter 829

Georges Sheng left just to give Song Xi enough space to be alone. When he went upstairs again, she saw Song Xi lying on the bed with her back to the door. She went to the bedside, closed her eyes, sobbed in a low voice, holding Lu Fangqi's diary and the old DV machine in her arms.

She didn't fall asleep. She just didn't want to open her eyes. Georges Sheng sat by the bed and touched her face. He didn't say anything. With only one action, Song Xi couldn't help frowning and tears gushed out from his thick eyelashes.

"Don't be sad. She loves you all the time. She just forgot to tell you."

George Sheng's voice is very light, with tenderness of heartache. Song Xi can't stop sobbing. He accompanies her without saying a word, knowing that she has thought about it for too long, looked forward to it for too long, and complained for too long. This emotion has been in the bottom of her heart for many years, and will vent sooner or later.

Song Xi turns over, buries his face in George Sheng's waist and holds him hard, as if only in this way can he ease the sadness in his heart.

He let her cry, until the cry gradually stopped, he stroked her back and whispered: "I'll accompany you to the hospital to find her now?"

Song Xi's face still stuck to him, shook his head and refused to go.

George Sheng said: "a person is not alone, when you want to be alone, give her a chance and give yourself a chance."

Song Xi grabbed his clothes and said in a dull voice: "I'm not angry..."

Her voice was hoarse and dull, as if the next sentence was very sweet. As soon as her throat choked, she stopped for a moment and then continued: "she has forgotten my past years. Should she be ok? Although she only met Xu Shunping once, I can see that he is a good man. Fortunately, happiness is written on her face. I think she is happy now..."

Throat sour, Song Xi spent great effort to control choking, very low voice: "she is happy, I don't want to let her think of sad things."

Thinking of her cold violence against Lu Fangqi in those years, Song Xi almost dares not think about it. When she learns that she has a brain tumor, Lu Fangqi fills a whole diary with DV. She is so afraid to forget it. Even though the memory is painful, she still regards it as a treasure.

Eleven or twelve year old song Xi doesn't understand. Now she finally understands. Is it too late? How to compensate? Maybe she can return the last gentleness to Lu Fangqi, just don't disturb her.

George Sheng knows that Song Xi is a bean curd with a knife in her mouth, but she doesn't know that her heart can be so soft. The person she misses day and night is near now, and she chooses not to disturb.

It's not that I don't want to, but that I want too much. It's enough to just hope that the other side is good.

With his big hand touching song Xi's side face, Georges Sheng said in a low voice, "you can't tell her right away, but you don't have to avoid her. You are mother and daughter. No one can erase the existence of blood relationship."

His words seem to wake up Song Xi. Everything comes so suddenly that she doesn't know whether to be sad or happy. She has just made up her mind that as long as Lu Fangqi loves her, it's enough. She has no intention of forcing Lu Fangqi to remember who she is, as long as she is happy.

But Georges Sheng said, don't deliberately avoid, this let Song Xi rekindle hope, yes, she doesn't have to expose, she is Song Xi, she can also see Lu Fangqi in her present identity.

Lifting his face from George Sheng, Song Xi looked at him with red and swollen eyes and said pitifully, "is she OK now?"

George Sheng said: "I went to the hospital before. Xu Le is OK. She is still in a stable mood... Do you want to see her? I'll go with you. "

Song Xi sucked his nose and said in a dull voice, "I'm like this now. I'd better not go."

She was afraid that she would lose control when she saw Lu Fangqi.

George Sheng took out a paper towel to wipe her tears and nose, and said in a voice, "stop crying, get up and wash your face, and go downstairs to have dinner."

Song Xi said: "I don't want to eat."

"You can't stop eating," Georgeson said

Song Xi said: "I'm in such a mood now. Do you think I can still eat?"

George Sheng said calmly: "why can't you eat it? That's a good thing. If I were you, I would eat more than usual. "

Song Xi is not a child, not he can coax good in a few words, pillow in his lap, she looked at the roof in a daze, whispered: "I can't say is a little more sad or happy, in a word is full, not hungry."

George Sheng's handsome face is very soft. Now he has a lot of patience with Song Xi. He will never be as Moody as before. Touching her hair, he said in a low voice: "have you ever heard that sentence? Those who have had a meal crying can go to the end. I guess your mother must have had a meal crying too. She wants to live, Because it's possible to meet you alive. "

He just has the ability to say everything quietly, but Song Xi can't resist such words completely. The picture of Lu Fangqi crying and eating in her mind, and her mood is out of control again.

George Sheng said: "I don't need you to be strong. You can cry if you want, but you have to eat. I will be sad if you don't give face to what I do."

Song Xi's heart is not enough for George Sheng to knead. He always has a way to poke it into her heart. She rolls back to his waist, buries her face on him, and rubs tears, snot and even saliva on his expensive sweater.

When George Sheng waited for her to cry, he picked her up and went to the bathroom. Song Xi was put on the edge of the bathtub. He washed the towel to help her wipe her face. He was naturally indifferent. At the moment, his eyes were willing to soften for her. Song Xi's throat moved and said, "husband..."

"Well?"

She pursed her lips slightly. Song Xi felt that today was "the day of disgrace". She wanted to cry every word she said. She wanted to shed tears every time she said it. After holding it for a long time, she swallowed bitterly and said in a stuffy voice, "thank you."

George Sheng's face did not change. "Thank me for what?"

Song Xi said, "all."

All the things he did for her, all the words he said, even one look and silent comfort, she knew that she was far from being as good as the King Kong in her imagination. Fortunately, with him, she didn't have to be strong 24 hours a day. Here, she was an ordinary woman without any armor.

George Sheng heard the words, thin lips open, as usual tone, light way: "I don't need you to thank me, obedience is good."

With that, he put the towel on one side, turned his back to Song Xi, "I'll carry you downstairs for dinner."

Song Xi put his arms on George Sheng's shoulders. He lifted her up with a little force and carried her from the third floor to the first floor without touching her feet. On the way, she reached out and stroked his back brain. It was very gentle and made George Sheng think of her usual way of sucking a cat.

He asked, "what for?"

Song Xi replied, "I think the back of your head is very attractive."

"Isn't the front attractive?" said Georgeson

Song Xi said, "turn around and I'll have a look."

George Sheng slightly side head, this want to walk a form, the result song Xiyang chin up close to the front, in his side face forced kiss.