Chapter 1013

Song Xi is getting used to it. When he was pregnant with a baby, he forced himself not to think too much about it. Now he is "unloading", and the pressure is like the sea. He worries about the recently quiet Fangsheng family. Song Yuanqing's future arrangement is as small as feeding the baby every day, crying and shouting, Even her bulging stomach and eight kilos of weight make her suffer. Not to mention Han Chunmeng's saying that several very powerful young doctors have recently come to Changning, and they have just finished some amazing and complicated operations.

She hasn't worked for nearly a year. She hasn't touched a scalpel. Occasionally, Song Xi stretches out her slender but slightly swollen fingers. She doubts whether she can be as calm and comfortable as before when she enters the operating room. She inquires about the age of the young doctors, but fortunately, she is several years older than her.

But it still makes her feel anxious, hesitating between preparing for a rainy day and worrying for nothing. Even though Georges Sheng and the people around her are trying their best to make her happy, she will still be inexplicably depressed after being happy.

Song Xi is very rational. She knows that she must be suffering from postpartum depression, so she takes the initiative to communicate with the director of Obstetrics and gynecology. Fan Jie said, "don't worry, it's normal. Many people think that pregnant women don't get the best care before or after delivery, so they will suffer from postpartum depression if they feel uncomfortable. But postpartum depression is not only caused by social psychological factors, but also by biological factors, For example, endocrine, after childbirth placenta steroid reduction, it will be very easy to let people down

"According to early statistics, postpartum depression accounts for 15% to 30% of the normal proportion, that is, up to three out of ten pregnant women will have this situation. However, in recent years, with women playing a more and more important role in society, this proportion has only increased, at least from me, Five to six out of ten pregnant women even have different degrees of postpartum depression. To be honest, this has become the norm in modern society, just like some people have social phobia, which is caused by too much pressure. "

After hearing this, Song Xi's nervousness relaxed a little. Everyone was like this. Even if he felt that he was not normal, as long as the doctor said that everyone was like this, he would not feel that he was terminally ill.

But the mood is always low. It's hard to be happy in the real sense. Even if I'm happy, it won't last long. This state is particularly painful. Song Xi said: "director Fan, how can I adjust it? How long will this last? "

Fan Jie said with a smile: "it won't be long. If it's caused by hormones, it will recover in a few months. Others will advise you to think more about your children and what you should do for them. But I suggest you think more about yourself, not to mention that your family is very good. The children will naturally grow up healthily. Even for ordinary families, mothers don't need to have children, Just put everything on your children. As the old saying goes, children and grandchildren have their own blessings. As a mother, it's great for you to give birth to twins. The rest is to let it go. Let your husband accompany you around the hospital. You need to rest after childbirth, and you don't have to lie in bed 24 hours a day, Proper exercise for about half an hour will help your body and mood. "

When Georges Sheng came in, he saw Fan Jie sitting next to Song Xi. He was very keen and instinctively felt that Fan Jie didn't simply come in to visit, so he had a fleeting exploration.

Fan Jie got up, said hello with a smile, and then said, "your husband has come back. You two can talk. I'll go first."

Song Xi lips light hook, "thank director Fan, I will not go down to see you off."

George Sheng put the cake box aside and said in a voice, "I'll take it."

Fan Jie said: "no, no, please accompany Xiao Song."

After Fan Jie left, George Sheng turned back from the door. Song Xi stared at the cake box not far away and said happily, "hurry up, husband. I can't wait."

George Sheng took the box to the bedside table and opened it. Inside was a pink mirror cake, cherry blossom.

It's common sense to cut a piece of cake, but George Sheng took out the whole cake, held it in one hand and a spoon in the other hand, and handed it to Song Xi.

Song Xi looked at him and said, "cut it up, or how can others eat it?"

George Sheng said, "I'll buy you something, and I'll give it to you alone."

Song Xi raises his lips and takes a bite.

"Is it delicious?"

Song Xi nodded repeatedly, the cake is really delicious, I heard that sweets will make people feel better, so she tried to let herself return to normal mood.

"What did you just talk to director Fan about?" George Sheng scooped another spoon, waiting for Song Xi to finish his mouth.

Song Xi said: "nothing, she came to see me, just a few words."

George Sheng handed the spoon to her lips. Song Xi swallowed it again. He was silent for a few seconds and said, "is there something wrong?"

Song Xi said with a smile: "no, you see I'm in good health. I don't feel comfortable eating."

George Sheng good-looking black eyes staring at her face, Song Xi back with a very bright smile, he looked at her for a few seconds, put down the spoon, reached out to touch her head, did not smile, fundus only obvious heartache, "you do not have to force yourself to comfort everyone, unhappy is unhappy, want to cry cry, no one will say you are not strong enough."

In a few short sentences, every word pokes Song Xi's fragile nerves. She is really trying to force herself for fear that everyone will worry. She doesn't want to indulge her emotions out of control, and she doesn't want to see everyone's worried and distressed eyes. Thinking of the past, it was so hard for her to survive. How can she now get better and cry more? Want to be weak?

It must be pretentious, so she didn't want to.

But Georges Sheng guessed all her thoughts. Song Xi's face was still smiling a second ago, and his lips became stiff. Then his eyes became moist and red.

When she closed her eyes, Song Xi opened her lips and took a deep breath, suppressing the sour and astringent air that almost surged into her throat. When the breath was slightly stable, she closed her eyes and said, "director Fan said that this is a normal phenomenon. It's caused by endocrine disorders. It will be OK after a while." After a pause, Song Xi said, "you don't have to worry about me. The more comfort you feel, the more you want to cry. In fact, it's OK. I can control it."

George Sheng didn't know when to put down the cake, leaned over to hug her and let her lean on his shoulder. He stroked her back and said, "I don't need you to control me. I hope you can have a good time. I'll go to director Fan to discuss later. Don't feed them by yourself. You can't sleep well when the two children stay up all day, I'll find a postpartum recovery coach for you and let her supervise you. You can lose weight quickly. As long as your body allows, you can go back to your heart at any time. The operating table is polished and waiting for you to shine. I've been in touch with dad all the time. He's very good. Sheng Zhengrong has admitted the crime of planting a false accusation. Dad is innocent now, so I'll wait for him to come out in what name, The house on the island has been built. They are making a garden. What kind of flower do you like, rose or something else? "

Song Xi has never heard so many words from Georges Sheng at one time. He reads them in her ears. Every sentence is not urgent, but with the power of peace of mind. Song Xi hugs him hard and cries in his arms. She knows that she is ill, but he doesn't let her cover it up. For the nth time recently, she is glad and afraid. Fortunately, she meets him, he loves her, and finally, It's the two of them together.