Chapter 1017

Song Xi doesn't know how to get off the stage. Her negative emotions, like a flood, instantly devour all her reason and even her normal perception. She feels that she is about to collapse, as if she can't let go of crying.

George Sheng took Song Xi's shoulder, and she was shaking all over. He could see that she wanted to restrain herself, but the more restrained she was, the more fierce she rebounded. He almost half hugged her and helped her to the rest room. As soon as the door closed, he immediately hugged her in his arms, stroked her back and said, "it's OK, it's OK. If you want to cry, don't bear it."

He really regretted that he had found something wrong with her. Why didn't he stop her and make her so sad.

Song Xi stands rigidly in georgesheng's arms. Her heart is so depressed that she can't cry. She just opens her mouth and breathes deeply like an asthmatic. Georgesheng holds her and wants to give her warmth and safety. But she feels shackled, suffocated, breathless and irritable.

Raising her hand, she pushed Georges Sheng's waist and slowly stepped back. Georges Sheng didn't know what she was going to do, so he could only let go of her hand. Song Xi's eyes drooped slightly and his face was never as ugly as before. He was worried. He said tentatively, "shall we go to the hospital?"

He asked Fan Jie in private and knew that Song Xi suffered from postpartum depression, which depends on when the patient can adjust. However, people who are sick don't like to treat themselves as patients, especially emotional diseases. Therefore, George Sheng was very careful to say that he was afraid of stimulating her.

Song Xi and George Sheng maintain a distance of one meter. Standing in the same place, she takes a few deep breaths and tries to suppress her emotions with her reason. She is an adult with reason and judgment. She can't be deliberately provoked by some people to affect herself and her family. There are so many guests outside, and she has a baby

She would like to say that there are no problems and contradictions that can not be resolved between her and George Sheng, and he will help her.

In just a few seconds, no one knows how difficult the ideological struggle Song Xi has experienced. What she has to overcome is not only the mood affected by Sheng Qianyu, but the uncontrollable sense of loss after her illness.

After closing his eyes for a while, when he opens them again, Song Xi slowly looks up at Georges Sheng in front of him. There is no place to hide his worries and heartache. It's as if her sadness is directly added to him ten times and a hundred times.

"Well, are you better?" Georgeson's voice was deep, gentle and careful.

Song Xi looked at him, opened his lips, and asked: "when dad died, why do you want me to go to the funeral?"

When Georges Sheng heard the words, his pupils were obviously in a flash, which seemed to be an accident. Unexpectedly, she would suddenly ask this question.

Song Xi looked at George Sheng without blinking. She didn't want to miss any subtle expression on his face. Seeing that he didn't make a sound immediately after the accident, her tears surged up in an instant. "Have you sent a text message to Sheng Qianyu to let her come back?" The voice has been suppressed to the point that it is squeezed out of the throat.

George Sheng finally understands why Song Xi suddenly loses control of her emotions. Seeing her eyes blurred by tears, he doesn't think about anything. He just wants to help her wipe away her tears and hold her in his arms.

However, as soon as he made an action, Song Xi subconsciously stepped back, frowned, and a flattened voice came out of his mouth: "you explain it to me, I don't believe what Sheng Qianyu said, I don't believe a word."

She wants to tell herself in this way that she will not be knocked down because she is on the verge of losing control.

George Sheng looked at Song Xi, who was so stubborn that he was shaking all over. He felt like he had been cut in a big hole by life. His silence was not guilty, but he finally realized what it was like to get stuck in the throat. He thought that he could make up for some mistakes he had done by being more kind to her in the future, but it was only at this moment that he found that he couldn't make up for them, As early as the moment when she turned from a stranger to a lover, it was doomed that he would feel guilty all his life, but he would rather feel guilty all his life than Song Xi knowing that it was his selfishness... Because of his selfishness, he has been punished now.

"Xier... Don't cry, I'll explain it to you." Georges Sheng did not dare to step over, because Song Xi was like a reed shaking in the wind. She might not know that she was shaking, and she was not angry. She just looked at him with eager eyes, hoping that he could give her a best explanation.

"I did text her." In less than ten words, Georges Sheng is ready to go through his heart, because he knows that Song Xi will be very sad. If she has a pain, he will have ten. This is retribution.

Sure enough, after hearing this, Song Xi quickly closed his eyes and frowned. He didn't want to face it, he just wanted to digest it.

Before opening his mouth, Georges Sheng can easily say a hundred reasons for deception, but he doesn't want to. He made mistakes in the past, but later he concealed them. Now he just wants to open up all his mistakes. He doesn't need any third party to cross between them any more. He uses his intolerance to hurt Song Xi.

"We got married in a fake way. You said it was just a cooperative relationship between us. When my father left, I had only one idea in my heart. He wanted to see me get married and start a business. At least he wanted to see someone around me. So I sent her a text message... Sorry."

George Sheng never felt so heavy about the word "sorry". He felt that no matter how he said it, he was insincere.

But he still said: "I admit that Sheng Qianyu didn't come back to me at that time. I was a little surprised and even unhappy. I wanted you to attend the funeral. I hope that when dad saw me, I was not alone. But I didn't expect that you would agree so readily. The moment you said you would go, I felt guilty“

He shouldn't think of her as a second choice, even when their relationship was between partners and friends.

Like this kind of thing can almost be regarded as metaphysics. Before that, Georges Sheng had almost no idea about Song Xi. But maybe at that moment, when he felt guilty, his liking was born, but his liking was accompanied by "evil mind", which buried hidden danger from the very beginning. He loved her and hurt her at the same time.

After listening to Georges Sheng's explanation, Song Xi's first reaction is that she used to be a spare tire, because Sheng Qianyu didn't return his information, so he asked her, maybe this is Sheng Qianyu's "lucky", she is not his first choice.

Seeing the negative emotions coming out from the depths, Song Xi tried to use her reason to suppress her. No, she can't be substituted into Sheng Qianyu's thinking. From her own point of view, Georges Sheng was right. After all, she didn't love him at that time. No one had any more careful thinking. Moreover, he only used her at best, and didn't hurt her.

At that time, didn't they just cooperate with each other?

Yes, that's right. Don't be sad. Don't be sad.