Song Xi is really tired. She was sleepy before taking a bath, but now she is lying on the bed in the dead of night. She closes her eyes and turns her head over and over. You are just luckier than me.
If Sheng Qianyu received a message from Georges Sheng and went back to the night city, what would she do? Maybe the ending is not that she is with Georges Sheng, but... Just a little thought, my heart is choked with pain, sour also instantly surge to the tip of my nose, she frowned and forbeared.
Song Xi tries to convince herself that if it doesn't exist, now she is with Georges Sheng, standing at the end to think about the beginning, what is it?
However, it seems that she was just a bit lucky, because a short message she didn't receive was just a mistake. Maybe it wasn't that she was much better than Sheng Qianyu, but she was right beside him at that time.
Negative emotions are surging up. Song Xi can clearly feel the weightlessness of falling into the abyss. She doesn't want to let herself out of control, so she uses her reason to help herself, and a voice comes out from her heart: love originally depends on fate, like between her and Shen Zhaoyi, what did she do wrong? What did Shen Zhaoyi do wrong? But they can't be together after all. It's the extreme that they can live up to each other. It's too difficult to live up to this life.
If you think about it this way, Georges Sheng is not wrong, and she is even more right. It's because Sheng Qianyu and Georges Sheng are not predestined. It's not because she has taken advantage of the loopholes.
Song Xi's heart is the same as the original one, but there are two voices hidden in her heart. She has never been so entangled. It seems that one voice has just convinced her, and the other voice has thousands of reasons to overthrow the former's position. She is in a complicated environment, trying to find an exit, but she is getting deeper and deeper.
Now I don't know how long I've been lying down. They both don't move. In the dark, song XIME tears silently. She can understand George Sheng, and she can forget what happened before. She's just... Afraid, very afraid. Maybe it's so close that he and she are going to go their separate ways.
George Sheng didn't fall asleep after lying down for more than an hour, vaguely aware that something was wrong. He opened his eyes and saw Song Xi's face full of tears. She clenched her teeth and could see that she was trying to endure.
In a panic at the bottom of his heart, Georges Sheng reached out and stroked Song Xi's face. His voice was soft, but he couldn't hide his heartache, "Xi'er..."
Song Xi didn't open her eyes. When she heard his voice, she felt sad and magnified hundreds of times. She held the quilt tightly in her hand. After a few seconds, she whispered, "I'm ok."
She doesn't seem to be all right. Georges Sheng turns over and says, "don't turn on the light... Go to sleep. I'm all right. I'll be fine in a moment."
George Sheng knows Song Xi's temper very well. Her indulgence to her friends and relatives almost has no bottom line. The typical way is to turn her elbow inward. However, for love, how sincere she is, he also requires the other party to be more dedicated. He hurts her before he knows her heart clearly. She can understand it intellectually and will be hurt sensibly, She's not Song Xi if she doesn't get to the top.
He would rather that she would lose her temper with him, quarrel with him, and make a fuss, than that she would swallow all her grievances slowly, and plan to digest them with time.
George Sheng put his body on, put her in his arms, and said softly, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I'm an asshole. You've been giving me opportunities all these years. I don't dare to say what bad things I've done. I'm afraid you'll be angry and don't want me."
Song Xi wanted to cry, but in fact, she frowned, Leng is all down, forced to hold George Sheng's waist, for a long time, she said in a very low voice: "I don't blame you, I'm not angry... I just can't control my mood."
George Sheng hugged her and comforted her: "if you want to cry, you can cry. When you go home, you don't have to be afraid of being seen."
Song Xiwo choked in his arms. When she was most sad, she said in a voice: "if she had received your message, what would I do?"
It's doomed that there will be no Qiao Qiao and no silk capital. She won't know Qiao Aiwen, and she won't drink Ren Lina's soup every day. If I didn't meet you, where would I be, how would my life be, and whether I should cherish my life.
Without a second's hesitation, Georges soon replied, "if she comes back, I may see my heart earlier."
He is not a person who can express his emotions very well. In the past, he didn't apologize to others. Now in front of Song Xi, he just tells the truth that I'm sorry. If he loves her, he says I love you. In addition, he thinks that saying too much is an excuse. Recalling the little things he used to be with Song Xi, he never knows when he fell in love with her, He didn't like her getting too close to other members of the opposite sex. At first, he thought it would make him lose face, even if their marriage was fake.
He hated the food she cooked. He once said that pigs could not eat it; He hated being threatened. He hated being alone all the time. Suddenly, there was an inexplicable person in his family. Even the cat she raised didn't look good to him
But tired of it, I don't know when it changed. He fell in love with the only pimple soup she could make. He got used to the thermos cup and note she put at the door of his room, and began to expect her to appear at his door on time every night, racking his brains to help him treat insomnia.
Maybe he is really insensitive, can easily see through other people's mind, but not clear what he thought.
But there is one thing that he clearly knows. He really likes Song Xi. At his birthday party, they are locked up in a small dark room. His heart beat disorder has already told him. Later, when he went to England to see Sheng Qianyu, Song Xi was also in his mind. At that moment, he knew it was over.
Fortunately, he has a small mind and can only pretend to be the next person. When he confirms his mind, Sheng Qianyu is out.
George Sheng is not sure what the love words are, so he has to turn over the two people's past bit by bit and recite them one by one in Song Xi's ear to talk about his mood at that time.
Song Xi can't sleep either. At first, she listens to him. Later, she also participates in it in a muffled voice. The fragments of the past that are almost covered in the dust in the corner of memory are vividly remembered now.
Speaking of the wrongs and crimes he suffered before, Song Xi was really sad. He shed tears and said, "what are you talking about? I finally forgot. Do you really want me to have revenge?"
George Sheng raised his hand to help her wipe her tears. In the dark, he could clearly see the expression on her face, but she couldn't see him. He only heard his voice low and said: "I'm being punished. In fact, you don't have to say anything. I can feel miserable for a long time when I see you."
Hearing the speech, Song Xi raised his hand to hold him, patted his back, and said in a hoarse voice, "don't feel bad. I'm ok. If you have time to accompany me to the hospital, I'll be fine. I'm a fake coward, but you have to be really strong..."
She ran down his back like a child. Georgeson was really choked by her.