"Go and cook." He Mulan said and went back to his room.
Her room is next to Yu panning's room, and it has all kinds of furniture. He Mulan opens his suitcase and puts his personal belongings, including a photo of Feng Anyan and himself.
He Mulan takes a group photo. Somehow, he suddenly feels that he and Feng Anyan should go to take another formal photo. They have known each other for a long time, but it's hard to say that even this one is the only one for the group photo.
While he Mulan was looking at the picture, there was a scream from the next room.
"No! Let go of me He Mulan immediately regained his consciousness and recognized that it was Yu panning's voice.
"Ah Ning!" He Mulan yelled and hurried out of the room.
Yu panning's voice came from her room: "let me go, help me."
"Ah Ning! Open the door He Mulan knocked on the door, but he couldn't get a reply from Yu panning. Instead, he heard Lele calling his mother, "Lele, come and help the godmother open the door."
"Godmother!" Lele opens the door and shouts he Mulan.
He Mulan patted Lele's frightened face and rushed into the room. He saw Yu panning sitting on the bed, holding his knees and shrinking into a small ball.
"Don't come here." Yu panning scattered his hair and shook his head.
He Mulan said quickly: "Anning, it's me. Mulan, don't you recognize me?"
"Mulan." Yu panning shook for a while, raised his head, and after seeing he Mulan, he relaxed, "Mulan, you're here."
"What's the matter with you, Anning?" He Mulan sat down to the edge of the bed, pushed aside the broken hair blocking Yu panning's face and asked.
"I had a nightmare. It's OK." Yu panning wiped his tears and replied with a smile.
He Mulan frowned. She looked at the confused Lele and said, "Lele, you go out to play for a while, I'll talk to your mother."
Lele nodded, walked out of the room and helped them close the door.
"What do you dream of?" He Mulan asked in a hurry.
Yu panning looked down: "I dream about the past."
"What happened before? It's your father... "According to the content of the dream talk, he Mulan immediately associated with Yu panning's father.
Yu panning shook his head: "it's not him, it's Shaoxing and Jiuxing."
"Shaoxing Jiuxing?" He Mulan was a little surprised, but also expected, "I knew this asshole didn't do you any good."
Yu panning lowered his head and sucked his nose: "I'm ok. I'm sorry for Mulan. You're worried."
"What are you talking about?" He Mulan said strangely, "by the way, I have something to ask you."
"What's the matter?" Yu panning asked strangely, then looked at he Mulan, waiting for her to ask.
"I heard from an Yan that once upon a time there was a young girl in Shaoxing and Jiuxing." As soon as he Mulan said these words, she saw that Yu panning's face had changed. She thought that she had no need to ask the next question, because the answer was obvious.
"Indeed, Shaoxing and Jiuxing took me out once or twice." Yu panning replied, "he told others that I was his servant."
"How can he say that?" He Mulan said angrily.
"He's right. I'm really like a servant in Shaoxing. Shaoxing Jiuxing said that as compensation for his sister's becoming a vegetable, he asked me to serve him in Shaoxing." Yu panning's face was haggard, and his tone was much softer than usual.
"And then you went?" He Mulan interjected.
Yu panning nodded: "at the beginning, I thought it was just ordinary domestic work, as long as I took good care of him. These jobs were nothing to me. After all, I had to take care of myself and others since I was a child, but I didn't expect..."
He Mulan looked at Yu panning nervously, She felt intuitively that what Yu panning said below must not be a good thing.
"I just didn't expect him to start tormenting me." Yu panning raised his hand to cover his mouth, as if trying to hold back his tears, "he often torments me, whether it's work is not satisfactory, or the family people despise him, he will take my anger out, as long as I have a little bad, he will lose his temper."
He Mulan frowned and silently clenched her fist. She asked in a trembling voice: "is that Lele available at that time?"
Yu panning nodded: "once he was drunk. When he came back, I waited on him to take off his clothes as before. He used to hate me and forbid me to enter his bedroom. But that day, maybe because he was drunk, he dragged me into his bedroom."He Mulan don't look too far, she has guessed the development behind: "Anning, you don't say it."
"In fact, I was still attracted by him at that time, so I put up with this, even if he scolded me or tortured me, I silently endured it, because I always felt that it was my fault that caused his favorite sister to become like this, and these guilt and feelings for him supported me to stay with him." Yu panning's voice was low, and then she chuckled.
"You see how stupid I was when I was young."
"Ah Ning." He Mulan pats Yu panning's back pitifully, "it's not your fault, it's just an accident."
Yu panning shook his head: "you don't have to comfort my Mulan. I just think it's a bad relationship."
"Well, Anning, why did you run out again later?" He Mulan asked again, "it was such a heavy rain at that time. If I hadn't arrived, you would have been killed."
Yu panning pursed his lips and said, "I'm hiding from Shaoxing Jiuxing."
"Avoid him?" He Mulan was surprised and said, "what is he going to do to you?"
"No, he said that as long as I was born Lele, he would kill Lele." When Yu panning said this, he could not hide his hatred.
He Mulan was also surprised: "does he really say that?"
Yu panning nodded: "I've been moving around for two years. I'm afraid that he will find me."
"What's the matter? How could he kill Lele?" He Mulan is confused. Is Shaoxing really so cruel? Even his own flesh and blood are willing to start?
What's more, if Lele is an accident and Shaoxing doesn't want him to stay, it's OK to have an abortion in the first place? Why wait until he's born to kill him? Shaoxing and Jiuxing are cruel.
"Not long after he dragged me into the bedroom that time, I found out I was pregnant." Yu panning continued, "at the beginning, when I found out that I was pregnant, I was very happy. When I was a mother for the first time, I even felt that he would treat me better because I was pregnant, and he would not treat me as before."
Through Yu panning's eyes, he Mulan seems to see the expectant look on Yu panning's face when she was only 18 years old. She can't help but feel distressed.