Chapter 195

Coming out of Yu panning's room, he Mulan received a call from the hospital.

"Miss He, Mr. Gu wants to see you." Small care workers heard he Mulan connected the phone, relieved.

He Mulan is playing outside these two days, so her mobile phone is turned off. She only turns on the phone for a while before going to bed at night, so the little nurse can't get in touch with her.

"What happened to Feixing?" He Mulan asked.

"Mr. Gu has been asking me where you are these two days, but I can't get in touch with you. If you have time, please come to see Mr. Gu." Said the little nurse.

He Mulan nodded and said, "I know. I'll be there."

With that, she hung up the phone, deeply relieved, and planned to go to the hospital to see Gu Feixing.

He Mulan originally wanted to call Feng Anyan and ask him out to have a good talk, but he was afraid that Feng Anyan would not forgive him, so he tangled for several times and gave up. Finally, he just put the phone in his bag and planned to go out.

"Mulan, where are you going?" He Zhaoyuan saw that he Mulan was going out, and asked strangely.

"I'll go to the hospital to see flying star." He Mulan replied, and then seemed to think of something, "brother, Lele seems to be sick, you pay attention to the movement of Anning's room."

"Sick?" He Zhaoyuan worried, "is it serious?"

"Listen to Anning's meaning is not too serious, in short, you stare at the point on the line." He Mulan said.

He Zhaoyuan nodded, and asked her uneasily: "you too, be careful on the way."

He Mulan answered and went out of the room. She took a taxi to the hospital and came to the ward again. Her mind kept reverberating. At that time, when she heard the news Fengtian wanted to bring outside the ward, her heart was torn like pain.

He Mulan went into the ward, Gu Feixing was still sleeping, the little nurse saw her coming, surprised to welcome up: "Miss He, are you here?"

"What about flying star?" He Mulan asked.

"Mr. Gu's condition is very stable. You don't have to worry about it." Then she asked, "Miss He, where have you been these two days?"

"I went on a tour, and my mobile phone didn't signal in the mountains." He Mulan said lightly.

"Miss He, you look a little haggard." Small care workers carefully remind.

"Is it?" He Mulan said with a smile, "maybe there are too many mosquitoes in the mountain, didn't sleep well, did Feixing eat?"

"Not yet. Mr. Gu has been sleeping a lot these two days. I want to wait until he wakes up to buy food." The little nurse replied.

He Mulan nodded, went to the bed and sat down, as if feeling he Mulan coming. Gu Feixing opened his eyes and looked at he Mulan: "Mulan, are you back?"

"You go shopping first." He Mulan said to the little nurse, the little nurse ran out, he Mulan just looked at Gu Feixing, nodded, "how do you hurry?"

"Much better." Gu Feixing said with a smile, "where have you been these two days?"

"I went out for a break." He Mulan said with a reluctant smile.

"Is it because of Feng Anyan?" Gu Feixing's eyes darkened and whispered.

He Mulan lowered his head and said, "Feixing, Anyan is a very important person to me."

"I know." Gu Feixing interrupted he Mulan with a smile, "I also know that we are impossible."

He Mulan sighed, the guilt in her heart is like a piece of iron, burning her heartache: "I'm sorry, flying star, you deserve better people, our fate has come to an end."

"I know." Gu Feixing smiles, as if he Mulan's words didn't hurt her. Instead, he comforts her and says, "you don't have to say I'm sorry. I know that."

Gu Feixing's words slightly relieved he Mulan's mood. When the little nurse bought the meal, he Mulan fed Gu Feixing the medicine, and she got up to leave.

He Mulan didn't see Gu Feixing's complicated eyes when he turned and left.

It's getting dark. He Mulan comes back to he's home. It seems that he's had dinner. Only the light in his bedroom is on. He Mulan goes upstairs and knocks on Yu panning's door.

Seeing Yu panning open the door, he Mulan asked, "ah Ning, how is Lele's illness?"

"The fever has gone. It seems that it's OK." Yu panning replied.

Seeing her relaxed expression, he Mulan was relieved: "it's OK. I'm next door. If you have something to call me."

"Mulan, you'd better look at yourself." Yu panning worried way, "you look so pale, or hurry to have a good rest.""I see." He Mulan smiles indifferently and goes downstairs. She doesn't want to go back to her room. The group photo and other things remind her of the past with Feng Anyan. She wants to find Feng Anyan, but she is always afraid to see him.

Will he forgive himself? If he really refuses to forgive himself, can he bear it in the face of Feng Anyan?

He Mulan sighed deeply and went into the sofa.

"Mulan, why are you sitting on the sofa?" He Zhaoyuan came up behind him and asked.

As soon as he came out of his study, he saw he Mulan sitting on the sofa, as if he was in a bad mood.

"Brother." He Mulan called out feebly, "I'm afraid of having nightmares when I fall asleep."

"What nightmare?" He Zhaoyuan sat next to he Mulan and asked.

"I always dream of Feng Anyan these two days. He leaves me in various ways. Sometimes he falls off a cliff, sometimes he leaves by train. Anyway, I'm the only one in the end." He Mulan said sadly.

He Zhaoyuan was silent for a while, comforted: "the dream is the opposite, you still think of Anyan in your heart, go to him, brother support you."

"But..." he Mulan's expression is more tangled, "brother, I missed the wedding banquet twice in a row, or because of Feixing, I know Anyan will not forgive me, every time I think so, I have no courage to go to him."

Looking at he Mulan's distressed appearance, he Zhaoyuan sighed, reached out and touched her head and said, "what do you think? If you don't try, how can you know that Anyan won't forgive you?"

"I just don't dare." He Mulan said in distress, "every time I plan to go to Anyan, I can't help thinking about what he might say to me. He will say more cruel words to refuse me."

With that, he Mulan buried his head in his arm, as if to cry.

He Zhaoyuan looks at his sister helplessly and painfully. At this time, he Mulan is in a swamp. No matter how she walks, it's a swamp that is hard to land. She is confused and helpless in the swamp, but she can't rush in and pull her.

"Well, Mulan, go to bed." He Zhaoyuan sighed and said, "don't worry. You and Anyan have experienced a lot. How can it be over like this?"

He Mulan raised his head and said softly, "I'll go back to bed, brother. You'll go to bed early too."

"I know." Looking at he Mulan's back, he Zhaoyuan knows that she doesn't want to worry about going to bed. His brows are locked and he racks his brains to think of ways to help he Mulan.