"Well, good." Yu panning gave Shaoxing a faint smile.
After Shaoxing and Jiuxing left, Yu panning wandered around the banquet hall alone. At this time, he went to a long table full of cakes, gently picked up a small cake and put it on the plate, and then put some small fruits in it, ready to find a place to enjoy.
In the twinkling of an eye, just as Yu panning saw a place with few people and was about to walk past, several women in bright clothes came over, pretended to be casual and bumped into Yu panning. At this time, Yu panning was unprepared. By the sudden collision, the plate in her hand was not stable, and the whole thing fell to the ground, The cake spilled on Yu panning's dress, which was extremely embarrassed.
Yu panning looked up at the girls and was just about to say something. Unfortunately, the girls took the lead and said with full sarcasm: "Why are you so careless, you can't even hold a plate stably, and you don't know how to climb up Shao's bed, ha."
"What did you say?" When Yu panning heard what they said, his anger rose instantly.
"Don't you understand what I said? Do you need me to explain it to you?" The girls laughed and looked up and down at Yu panning, saying.
"A few of you, bumped into people, a word of apology are not, still here, your parents did not teach you how to speak?" Yu panning said angrily.
"We don't need you to tell us how we are. We heard that you made Shaoxing Jiuxing's younger sister a vegetable. Now she is still lying in the hospital, but you still want to marry Shaoxing Jiuxing. Don't you want any face?" One of the women said fiercely in a very heavy tone.
"Yes, you've done a lot of harm. Fortunately, it's shameless to stay by the side of Shaoxing and Jiuxing." Another girl echoed.
Hearing these words, Yu panning felt like a sharp knife stabbing her heart. After all, this matter is the eternal scar of her and Shaoxing, which can not be made up. So when those girls said it, Yu panning felt very sad, but she would not show it, and would not let them see her weak side.
"I don't need you to judge how I am. Just take care of yourself." With that, Yu panning turned and left.
Yu panning doesn't want to argue with them. After all, what they say is true. She just wants to leave this place quickly and doesn't want to see their faces. As for what she thinks, she doesn't want to let others know that you are not strong and no one is brave for you. Even if she has no inner guilt and is extremely sad, she can only bear and pay silently, Try her best to repay, to make up.
Yu panning is still very sad about the bad words of those girls. After all, what they say is the reality that Xu panning is most reluctant to face.
At home, the light did not turn on, dim light, moonlight through the curtain gap faintly scattered in, light and shadow mottled crisscross.
When Yu panning came home alone, he sat on the sofa, dejected, without saying a word, but his back was very sad.
Yu panning got up, walked slowly upstairs, gently pushed open the door of Lele's room and took a look at Lele. He found that Lele was sleeping and looked very lovely, but the quilt was kicked to the ground. Yu panning gently pushed open the door, walked slowly to the side of Lele's bed, picked up the quilt kicked by Lele and shook it gently, Carefully cover the child for fear of waking Lele.
Looking at the sleeping Lele in front of her, Yu panning's eyes are full of tenderness, but her mood at this time is very complex. The people in the banquet hall, who say those unpleasant words to her, are like a needle stuck in Yu panning's heart, which is extremely painful, because the facts they say are indelible pain in Yu panning's heart.
Recalling her critically ill sister lying on the bed in the intensive care unit of the hospital, all this was caused by her. She couldn't escape this guilt in her life. Besides, she was also the sister of her beloved. When Yu panning thought of this, her heart was as heavy as lead, and she felt extremely uncomfortable.
She didn't know what to do or how to do to make up for her guilt. At this time, she could only sit by Lele's bed like a broken puppet, and lost her soul. She didn't dare to cry, didn't want to cry in front of her children, and didn't want to wake Lele up. She could only endure all kinds of suffering, Quietly looking at her child, red eyes.
Lele in front of her is her biggest warmth and the only driving force that can support her. She is a mother and must remain strong, even if she is forced to dress up. Even if her eyes are wet with tears, Yu panning still doesn't cry. After a while, Yu panning feels that she can't control her sadness and decides to leave Lele room, So as not to disturb Lele's rest, and also don't want the children to see their own embarrassed appearance.So Yu Panning put his head over, closed his eyes, and gently kissed on his forehead on the Lele, and the tears that fell down on his face fell on the face of Lele. What seemed to be felt by Lele, touched his face, then turned his head to sleep. Yu Panning thought he had awakened lele. At that time, he was in a panic, and later he found that he didn't wake up. Quietly out of the door of Lele, gently with the door.
After leaving Lele's room, Yu panning doesn't want to go back to her room to sleep. At this time, her mind is full of pictures of her with Shaoxing and Jiuxing, as well as the happy time with her children.
But at the same time, because of this, she was deeply worried. She was afraid that all this would be fleeting. She was afraid that all this would no longer exist. Yu panning was under great pressure. She was very worried that her relationship with Shaoxing and Jiuxing would be changed because of Shaoxing and Jiuxing's sister. After all, she could not escape the responsibility. She felt deeply guilty for Shaoxing and Jiuxing, She didn't know what would happen between Shaoxing and Jiuxing if Shaoxing's sister didn't get better. All this was disturbing Yu panning's mood.
With full of worry and sadness, Yu panning curled up on the sofa, thinking wildly and crying secretly. Unconsciously, Yu panning fell asleep in his sadness.
The next morning, the sun came in through the curtains, shining on Yu panning's face, dimly flashing tears on his face.
After a night's ideological struggle and inner entanglement, Yu panning seemed very tired. He was dazed and had a headache. He had been lying on the sofa for a long time. After a long time, Yu panning slowly opened her eyes and found that she was sleeping on the sofa. She didn't have any movement after she fell asleep last night. I think Shaoxing and Jiuxing didn't go home last night. I can't help feeling a sense of emptiness.