"Qingcu is a very different woman. She has been the abandoned son of the family since she was a child. Unlike those of us who have families, she has no sense of security." Feng Anyan recalled Gu qingcu's voice, face and smile, and said faintly, "she is very different from Mulan, and what is most similar to her should be Yu panning."
"Do you mean let me think about qingcu's motive for doing these things from the perspective of panning?" He Zhaoyuan asked in a dazed way.
"I'm just saying they live in the same environment." Feng Anyan frowned and said, "but the practice of Yu panning and Gu qingcu must be different. Yu panning is more indecisive than Gu qingcu."
"I haven't said that for a long time." He Zhaoyuan sighed deeply and said helplessly, "I just want to know why Gu qingcu was so close to me at the beginning, and then he evaded me just like he evaded the flood and beasts?"
"I don't think it's urgent. Haven't you heard a word? You can't eat hot tofu in a hurry. " Feng Anyan sighed and said, "let's explore Gu qingcu's inner world slowly. Maybe we can understand what she is thinking, right?"
"There's a point in what you say." He Zhaoyuan frowned and nodded.
At this time, Gu qingcu doesn't know that the other two men are discussing how to enter their inner world. She is discussing with the designer the time to meet Shen Qingyan.
At this time, she just stopped at the bottom of Shen Qingyan's huge poster, looking at the woman's delicate facial features and confident smile, but Gu qingcu had a sense of sadness.
She understood that Shen Qingyan's real smile might not be like that, just to cater to the illusion of the world.
Shen Qingyan is like a delicate porcelain doll for the outside world to watch. People marvel at her perfection, praise her beauty and flatter her as a fairy.
But only Shen Qingyan himself knew that he was just an ordinary person after taking off those auras.
"Mr. Gu, the time has been arranged. It's tomorrow noon, the restaurant on the fifth floor of the Glenn Hotel." The designer said happily.
"Thank you." Gu Qing Cu smile, back to God thanks.
Hang up the phone, Gu qingcu looked at the woman on the poster again, then drove home.
Along the way, she kept thinking about what she was fighting for. She was angry when she learned that she was the abandoned son of the family and wanted to prove it? Or in order to let oneself no longer fall into the situation of being abandoned and to accumulate confidence for oneself?
She has forgotten, the only thing she can remember is the fake smile on her face when she climbed up at the beginning. Those expressions are not from the heart, they just involve the muscles on her face and make a perfect smile.
When the spectators were happy, she succeeded.
Now, she may not need to use fake smile to flatter others, but Gu qingcu always feels a sense of loss. It turns out that with more masks, she can't find the real face under the mask. Even she has forgotten the appearance of laughing.
Tears trickle down from Gu qingcu's eyes, and pass through her delicate jaw corner to the back of her hand. She drives into the garage of her community. No one knows what she is crying for, or even herself.
He Zhaoyuan and Feng Anyan come out of the restaurant together. Both of them are slightly drunk. Fortunately, they can still walk.
"I'm so sorry." Walking, Feng Anyan suddenly said.
"What do you regret?" The cold wind blows, he Zhaoyuan slightly sober some, smell speech yawn asked.
"I regret that I didn't explain to Mulan at that time!" Feng Anyan said, "if I explained at the beginning, maybe Mulan would not go!"
"Do you know regret now?" He Zhaoyuan laughed and belched, "it's late! This is a lesson for you! Let you understand that Mulan is not rubber clay, you will not be allowed to knead flat
"I'm wrong. I really know I'm wrong." Feng Anyan sighed and said, "I... the most regretful and stupid thing I've ever done in my life is to act smart... Played this play without telling Mulan."
"You are acting, but Mulan is not. You can say those hurtful words, but Mulan keeps these words in mind. Do you think you are a jerk?" He Zhaoyuan asked with a sneer.
"I'm going to regret my death. Don't sprinkle salt on my wound any more." Feng Anyan decadent said, "Zhaoyuan, you let me see Mu Lan? Even video is OK! Or did she send you the latest photos? "Ah?"
"You think so well!" Hearing Feng Anyan's slightly drunk words, he Zhaoyuan was touched for a moment, but soon he pushed Feng Anyan and said, "what's the advantage of giving you these?"Feng Anyan staggers a few steps, holding the lamp pole to stand firm. This time, they choose a secret western restaurant that few people pass by, so even if it's noisy, it won't appear in the newspaper like last time.
"I'll give you whatever you want! As long as I can see Mulan. " Feng Anyan said, leaning against the street lamp.
"Then I want your company and the position of the person in charge of the Feng family. Will you give it to me, too?" He Zhaoyuan said with a smile.
"Here you are!" Feng Anyan said gallantly, and then he laughed.
He Zhaoyuan also followed him to smile. The two men laughed for a while. He Zhaoyuan hooked Feng Anyan's neck and said, "let's go! You'll see Mulan. "
"Well, I'll see her. I dream about her every night, and now she's on the hook again." Feng Anyan squinted and said with a smile.
They took a taxi and went back to their home. They had nothing to say all night.
The next morning, as soon as Feng Anyan got up, he thought of what happened last night. He patted his face and said, "finished, what did I say?"
He jumped out of bed, washed as fast as he could, put on his clothes and ran out.
Fortunately, when I arrived at the company, I didn't get any food. Fengtian wanted to write and draw in her office. She didn't know what she was doing.
"Brother, what are you doing?" Feng an Yan gathers in to ask a way.
"This is the rudiment of the advertisement film sent by Zhaoyuan. You can have a look at it and the budget." Seeing Feng Anyan coming, Feng Tian wants to pass the information to Feng Anyan.
"These..." Feng Anyan recognized that this was the idea he discussed with he Zhaoyuan last night. He didn't expect that he could make it for himself so soon.
"Anyan, have you been drinking again?" When Feng Anyan looks at the information, Feng Tian wants to have a sharp look, but it seems that he wants to be nailed through.
"Ah... A little." The cover up of Feng Anyan's guilty heart.
"I don't think you just drank a little." Feng Tian wanted to frown and touch his chin, thinking, "you said, when you came back last night, did your father run into you?"
Feng Anyan took a breath, turned his head and looked at Feng Tian and thought, "no way?"
"What do you say? But my father didn't say much. It's your life. " See their own success scared Feng Anyan Yan, Feng day want a face proud said.
Feng Anyan was relieved.